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Dzimšanas dienas [Dec. 8th, 2017|10:26 am]
[Sajūtas | thirsty]
[Skaņas |Crywolf]

Bija tīri ok. Pilns pub ar mūsējiem. Aizsēdējos, kūku arī neapēdu, bet visā visumā veiksmīgi.
Tie skatieni, skatieni tho..
Now I'm tired.
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Creeping up feelings [Nov. 14th, 2017|05:12 pm]
[Sajūtas | surprised]
[Skaņas |AVIVA - GRRRRRLS]

Mani pat neuztrauc, vai man ar to puiku varētu kaut kas sanākt.
Man vienkāŗši ir prieks, ka es jūtu to ''excitement'' sajūtu pēc tik ilga laika.
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This is my time [Nov. 4th, 2017|12:48 am]
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[Sajūtas |indescribable]
[Skaņas |EuanCaiAtkinson - Sky People]

Bija liels nemiers, tagad pierima. Tukšā dzīvoklī vieglāk elpot. Nevarēju sagaidīt, kad tikšu mājās.
Pieklājības dzērieni, pieklājības žesti, pieklājīgi pieklusēts riebums pret sievieti galda pretējā malā.
Atklanījos samērā drīz un prom uz māju ar padusē pasistu jauno sildītāju.

Durvis aizvērt un smagumu nomest nost. Atstāt aiz durvīm. Lai gaida mani līdz Pirmdienai. Paklausīgi. Neatstājas, maita, pavisam tomēr.

Beholder ir sasodīti spocīga, morāli aizvainojoša, laba spēle. 10/10 Noņēma apnikumu, bet uzlika pārdomu plati. Čerkst un griežas ap savu asi.

Labi, ka man vienai ir tik sasodīti labi. Kamoliņā.
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First day of the rest of my life [Sep. 18th, 2017|09:59 pm]
[Sajūtas |accomplished]
[Skaņas |Shogonodo - Aoba]

Tik jokaini pirmo dienu būt spēļu dizainerei. Tik ilgi esmu darījusi, ņēmusies, studējusi un strādājusi visādus darbus, lai sasniegtu sapnīti.
It's there!
I'm there!
Bet pēkšņi nešķiet vairs nekas īpašs.
I did it, it's nothing special, really.
But it is.
It is.

Tagad vāļājos pa gultu un meklēju advancētus dizaina GDC vault talks. This is what career must feel like.
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Quote of the Month [Sep. 4th, 2017|08:38 pm]
[Skaņas |We are All Astronauts - Doves]

“You're an interesting species.
An interesting mix.
You're capable of such beautiful dreams, and such horrible nightmares.
You feel so lost, so cut off, so alone, only you're not.
See, in all our searching, the only thing we've found that makes the emptiness bearable, is each other.”
--Carl Sagan
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Little secrets [Aug. 10th, 2017|09:16 pm]
[Skaņas |Fort Minor - Where'd you go]

Do you know what I really really love?
- Seeing people that are happy.

My smile is wide and i feel almost delirious. I wish everyone the happiness they deserve.
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Remember this at all times [Jul. 29th, 2017|06:49 am]
[Sajūtas | excited]

The good things of life are never really "lost" - they just become confused at times.
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Kaut kā tā [Jul. 8th, 2017|07:26 pm]
[Sajūtas | tired]
[Skaņas |Aimer - Zero]

Savādi uzzināt lietas no citiem cilvēkiem. It kā jau nevajadzētu sāpēt un pārdzīvot, bet tomēr bikīt grauž.
Viņš man varēja pateikt pats. Aiztaupīt nepatīkamu pārsteigumu, jo mēs esam draudzīgi un viss ir labi.
Nu labi, tad neko. Viss labais nāk pie manis. Pat, ja šobrīd tā neliekas. :)
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Mood. [Jul. 2nd, 2017|10:03 pm]
Somedays I love you and then there are days when I want to sell you online xD
#NotMyContent
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Partying alone in the future [Jun. 21st, 2017|12:01 pm]
[Sajūtas | chipper]
[Skaņas |a mix about cats, love, breakfast and being tired]

That's my jam.
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Shenanigans [Jun. 15th, 2017|01:54 pm]
*Sneeze*
- Bless you *laughter
Wut, why are you laughing? D:
- When you sneeze you sound like gerbil exploded
x_x
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[Jun. 13th, 2017|10:04 pm]
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Love doesn't go away. Love is everywhere. :3
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Piektdiena [Jun. 2nd, 2017|11:06 pm]
[Skaņas |Wiz Khalifa -The Thrill]

Vajadzéja iet balléties, bet kaut ká attapos májás édot auksto zupu un klausoties Wiz Khalifa.
Drosi vien tá arí labák.
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Little Things [Jun. 1st, 2017|08:05 pm]
[Sajūtas | bouncy]
[Skaņas |Halsey - Strangers]

Dwelling upon every little thing you've done wrong sets you up for the next failure.

So don't give a fuck about your mistakes.
You need them, but don't give a fuck about them.

I'm setting myself up for success. I am worthy of everything I've ever wanted. I owe it to myself.

I am happy. That's all there is.

P.S
Izdarīju ''the adult thing'' un paņēmu telefona kontraktu. Scary stuff.
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Yamm. [May. 15th, 2017|11:48 pm]
[Sajūtas | mellow]

Love is the answer to everything in life, and I give and receive love effortlessly and unconditionally.

Strādāt un atvērt sirds čakru jau sen bija ''in due time''.
Jūt, ka atstāts novārtā.
Sēdēju, meditēju, raudāju. Bet tā patīkami, tīri raudāju. Aizgāju samīļot Luīzi. Mazliet padomāju.

Smagums aizvēlās. Vairāk viegluma.
Yamm.
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The belief [Apr. 30th, 2017|11:17 am]
[Skaņas |Tony Anderson - Eyes Wide Open]

That being positive and creating love around you brings all the love in the world back to you.
Worth a try at least.
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Awkwardness. [Apr. 24th, 2017|09:52 am]
[Sajūtas | nervous]
[Skaņas |Obeson - I think I love you]

It's everywhere. Move along. Move along.
It's going to be all okay.
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What's missing [Apr. 14th, 2017|10:59 pm]
[Sajūtas | surprised]
[Skaņas |Sofi de la Torre - Flex your way out]

How to be really, truly selfish.
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Gastritis is an arsehole [Apr. 11th, 2017|05:50 pm]
Its quite horrible wanting to eat but not being able to eat. The nausea and feeling of ''eww'' is everywhere.
1/3 cup of soup? Somehow.
1 Tiny piece of bread? Somehow.
1 Kiwi? best thing of the day

Kids, never get this.
Its horrible.

Man reāli šķiet, ka tā ir mana organisma atbilde uz: es vairs negribu iet pēc darba iedzert alu. Tā kā kolēģi nekad neļāva atteikties, tad notika šis.
Mīkstčaulības rezultātā ķermenis pats dara savu lietu.
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#NoBantz :( [Mar. 30th, 2017|11:05 pm]
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[Sajūtas | lonely]
[Skaņas |Koda- The last stand]

Seat swap is a horrible thing. My new ''neighbours'' behind me were talking about rugby and how to pick up waitresses.
I always thought it's all about bending the knees and using your back, but what do I know.
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