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yas yas yas [Feb. 11th, 2020|11:11 pm]
[Sajūtas |artistic]
[Skaņas |Eden - Gold]

Iebukoju biļetes uz vairākiem koncertiem šogad. Kaut kā sasodīti veiksmīgi, ka tik daudzi artisti būs Londonā šogad. Tieši pirms brexita un pirms es izdomāju, ka jāmet plinte krūmos.
Tuvākais jau martā - Eden, IM COMING FOR YOU!
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[Feb. 9th, 2020|01:29 pm]
Oh boy oh boy oh boy
Ciara, I hope you won't make my life hard today. I really need that flight
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Par to kā draugi iedirš sirsniņā. [Dec. 9th, 2019|09:03 pm]
[Sajūtas | cold]
[Skaņas |Nothing, nowhere - Skully]

Nav tā, ka man pat pa īstam uztrauktu vai interesētu, bet, personai A ir bēbis un jauka partnere, un personai B patīk dzīvot mirklī.
Var jau būt, ka es esmu tik ļoti old fashioned un mani morālie uzskati neiet kopā ar fast paced new world of polygamy.
Bet.
See..
You just don't put your dick in it.
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Lotr [Nov. 12th, 2019|11:24 pm]
LOTR is actually a Christmas movie.
It has elves and Gandalf looks like a low carb Santa.
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Es gar zemi. [Oct. 10th, 2019|12:03 am]
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/av/world-europe-49973668/do-latvians-really-read-more-hitler-than-harry-potter?fbclid=IwAR33aR93vD8JDk2GKnUMOhK-eF1iX9EYMvJFsacEq1jzJM4N2V3LVH_XYvc
Vai tiešām ?
Hitlers vs. Harijs.
Piedod, Krievij, ja vari. Harijs uzvar.
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Break away [Sep. 17th, 2019|10:38 pm]
[Skaņas |Deftones - Digital Bath]

Date was fine. Not good, not bad. Fine.
Ome teica, lai es varbūt neesot tik izvēlīga. Man šķiet, ka ir svarīgi būt izvēlīgai kaut vai tā iemesla dēļ, ka es negribu pāris gadu laikā ņemties ar šķiršanos.

Jauki dzīvot ar izvēli.
I feel like more.
Much more.

Tāpat jau iekšā kaut kas no viņa saraujas. No tā cita viņa.
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[Aug. 9th, 2019|11:52 pm]
Kad manā mājā ir spoks.
Durvis atveras, lapas ir pa visu istabu un jocīgas skaņas.
Man tikai - Could you not?
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The wolves arrive [May. 26th, 2019|11:31 pm]
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Mugura traki sāp, gluži kā vecums klāt :D
Atradu foršu epic pop dziesmu un ļoti labi šodien adultoju ar mash potato un visādām ēdam lietiņām.
Sviesta cibiņa ar speķīti <3
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I am the Sun [May. 14th, 2019|11:19 pm]
Caur dzīvi visvieglāk pārvietoties ar mīlestību.
Gaiši un viegli. ^___^
Smaidīt. Telefona sveiciens katru reizi pabakstot ekrānu: ''Today is a good day :3''
Agrāk tā vietā bija - today is a food day - kas, lai gan ne mazsvarīgs, tomēr mazliet mazāk nepieciešams apliecinājums.
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[May. 7th, 2019|11:18 pm]
[Skaņas |Jeremy Zucker - All the kids are depressed]

Reāli. Neviens Tevi nevar apcietināt par lazaņjas ēšanu dušā.
Svēta ziņa.
Tagad ej un esi brīvs!
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Seagulls [Apr. 15th, 2019|11:34 pm]
poke me in the coconut
mh-hm
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Pieaugušo problēmas [Apr. 13th, 2019|11:48 pm]
Kad visi no rīta esam samulsuši: Do we kiss?
Vismaz awkward buča uz vaiga bija.
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Gerdudiena [Mar. 18th, 2019|01:04 am]
Tā aizballējos, ka pazaudēju nedēļas nogali.
Enough is enough.
Noskatījāmies to Velvet Buzzsaw. Inčīgi, bet tagad man šķiet, ka ejot uz tualeti, pa logu kāds uz mani skatās.
Restorānā, ko sauc ''Baltic'', par brīnumu, nav neviena Baltijas ēdiena, bet toties poļu desas un žureks bija fantastisks.
A decent nameday filled with food, fright and naps.
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Par kokaīnu [Mar. 3rd, 2019|12:09 pm]
Reāli, nekas tur nav.
Mazliet vairāk ''atmodies'' jūties.
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Kur kronis? [Feb. 6th, 2019|11:14 pm]
[Skaņas |FLESH - Black crown]

Miers. Nemiers.
Agri celties uz darbu nav man. Bet nav arí ne-man.
Londona ir jokaina.
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Vienkārši notiek [Dec. 17th, 2018|07:58 am]
[Sajūtas |awake]
[Skaņas |Kerli - Savages]

Sēdēju bezdarbībā pēdējos mēnešus un vienkārši gaidīju to ''kaut ko'''.
Un tad pēkšņi viss notiek.
Divas vietas mani vienlaicīgi grib. Es jau labprāt to Braitonu, bet.. sorry. Kapitālisms uzvarēja. Nākotnē gan :)
30 gadi, no more heartache un es pārceļos uz Londonu.
Būs jokaini, bet labi. Be happy. Be happy.

Pamosties 6am no tā, ka gribas ēst un tad ar atsildītu ''curry'' sēdēt pie Heroes 3 is what adult life is all about..
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[Nov. 12th, 2018|06:43 pm]
Biju uz Ievads Šamanismā kursu.
Vispār interesanti. Pa lielam bija sajūta, ka nezinu, ko daru un vai ir ok, bet tā kaut ko interesantu redzēju un izjutu.
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Pastel Suicide [Nov. 3rd, 2018|05:24 pm]
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A warm, beautiful sunday at the mall. Rays of light play in the fountain, creating small colorful rainbows all around. The crowd is chattering and laughing. Smell of popcorn and corn dogs and celebration is in the air. I'm holding the pink balloon the woman gave to me by the entrance. It's a lovely pastel pink. It might even be my favourite. I gaze up and blink, as the light is so bright its almost blinding, even through the sea-green moisaic windows. Suddenly the crowd gasps and it feels like the air has gone cold and the colors have washed away to monochromatic matte. I see something move in a strange manner from the corner of my eye. As I turn around, the man has already placed the gun into his mouth and pulled the trigger. Its a loud noise, exactly like something out of a Hollywood movie, I recall. So they do strive for a realistic approach. The man slowly falls to the floor and I can see through the hole in the back of his head. Again, just like I would expect it to be, edited nicely in a film. The crowd has turned into a thick wool, covering all exits of the mall. I feel my stomach churn, my head fills with a strange darkness and theres a bit of red on my coat. I would really like to get away, but the worst thing is - I don't remember where I parked my car.
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Maybe. Probably. [Nov. 3rd, 2018|05:23 pm]
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There's just the humming of the electricity lines and the crickets in the night. The city noise far away, scraping of metal, teeth grinding and muffled cries of somebody I just met. Maybe an animal in the darkness, eyes shining yellow staring at the headlight and everything just moves on its own in the wind, but see, out here it's nice. There's a pub where everyone just goes to because apart from the smell of tires rubbing against heated tar and the hellish noise coming from the factory that sometimes sounds like a marching band of sad gnomes, there's nothing important, really. And everyone has run out of jokes, at least no one is laughing anymore or maybe I never had a sense of humour, you see. Probably. Maybe. It got really quiet. And everyone has locked their doors, modems hissing in a soft choir with the fridges, and the spluttering of the sewerage, and the beeps and the buzzes and the ticking and the crieking and the snoring on and on and on into another circle of hell.

Just another bump in the dark when you were somewhat asleep. It's nothing. Probably. Maybe. There's nothing behind the curtains, honestly, see. It's just the dream you were having of the town and the pub and the marching band of the sad gnomes and the buzzing and the crieking. Don't look. It's just you. Probably. Maybe. And then there's the part where nobody is laughing anymore, but I think it's because they never had a sense of humour, you see. Vertebrae softly breaking apart, warm, sticky bubbles gathering in small pools for their own little adventure and the world goes quiet, as if the rolling cameras and the lights suddently went out of commision. The buzzing and crieking and humming and ticking and beeping in that one circle of hell. It stops. The curtain is closed and the sky is dark and quiet and there's maybe a stray cat somewhere. Probably. Maybe, but it's oh so nice here.
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[Nov. 1st, 2018|10:41 pm]
[Sajūtas |awake]
[Skaņas |Bon Iver - Blood Bank]

Divas garas stundas cenšoties atrast daudz maz paceļamas biļetes uz mājām pa Ziemīšiem. Viens NoVriMo stāstiņš ar ko veiksmīgi aizsākt rakstu Novembri. Viena TIGA award manai spēlei. Viena salauzta sirds.
Day well spent. <3
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