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Siamese [Dec. 7th, 2016|02:20 pm]
[Sajūtas | jubilant]
[Skaņas |Echos - Gold]

Dzimšinsdiena, param param :3
Izpildīju kaķu testu. Accurate :/ Duno how I feel about that :D

As a Siamese cat you like to dress to impress and look sophisticated like, always.
You are opinionated and talkative. You tell people exactly what you think and you expect them to pay attention and and act on your advice.
You will get upset if people don't take care of you enough. You love to be loved.

Pūks.
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But it's not. [Nov. 30th, 2016|10:55 pm]
[Sajūtas | uncomfortable]
[Skaņas |We Are All Astronauts - Doves]

I feel when we are kids, we know how to be happy. We are happy just like that. Living makes us happy. It's the natural state of being.
As we grow up, we need to learn how to be happy with ourselves and the world again, because somewhere on the way we allowed disappointment to take over. We thought it's natural to be like this.
But it's not.
We simply forgot. And then, with each bit of happiness comes a bit of guilt: do I deserve this? Is this real? What if it all ends?
Disappointment creeps in and again, we feel it's alright, because it's what being an adult is like.
But it's not.
Happiness does not carry guilt or anxiety.
It's the disappointment and the fear that do.
Because we do.
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[Nov. 23rd, 2016|03:25 pm]
Death is a sign to take a rest, leave it alone, forget and be at peace.
That or it will make you.
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Miers [Nov. 16th, 2016|09:48 pm]
If you can change someone's perceptions of themselves and make them better than what they thought they were, you've done a good job.
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sigh [Nov. 9th, 2016|04:50 pm]
2k16, pls go. It's enuff
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Anxiety is a weird thing [Nov. 6th, 2016|11:00 pm]
[Sajūtas | uncomfortable]
[Skaņas |Mozart - Lacrimosa]

Lacrimosa and a stabby tabby.
Jauka neká nedarīšanas diena ar suši. Mazliet atlaiž.
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What you gave up [Nov. 3rd, 2016|11:11 pm]
[Sajūtas |indescribable]
[Skaņas |Midnight Youth - Golden Love]

I cannot rest.
Not yet.
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Miers [Oct. 28th, 2016|10:21 pm]
Aizgāju no ballītes agri. Kaut kā izbeidzās. Tagad sēžu un klausos Čaikovski. Oktobris ir vismīļākais. Būs atkal jāsāk spēlēt :3
|Viss taču ir labi, vai ne?
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Ak mans dies, gandrīz bez iekšām paliku šito lasot. [Oct. 5th, 2016|01:51 pm]
Excerpt:

.. ''Turklāt, ja runājam galējībās, grūti noticēt: ja kāds kopš dzimšanas nav bijis apveltīts ar īpašām prāta spējām vai pat ir pilnīgs “āmurs”, nomainījis kotletes pret dārzeņiem, sāks prātot par Visuma kārtību, lasīt Tomasa Manna “Jāzepu un viņa brāļus” un, kāpostu apskaidrots, pat sāks saprast, ko izlasījis... ''


Source: http://www.kasjauns.lv/lv/zinas/19390/vegetarisms-miti-un-patiesiba
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[Sep. 29th, 2016|05:07 pm]
[Skaņas |Sleeping at last - Saturn]

To think of life as a journey, as a pilgrimage, is destructive.
-Alan Watts
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Tējiņa [Sep. 28th, 2016|11:17 pm]
[Skaņas |Trace - Heavy Shoulders]

Sāk palikt auksts, bet drīkst mazliet krāpties vāļāties pa jauno paklāju. Nedēļas pazūd un rīsi arī.
Tāpat vienmēr pilns ledusskapis. This must be adulthood.
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~Breathe~ [Sep. 22nd, 2016|11:09 am]
[Sajūtas | sad]
[Skaņas |Phoria - Red]

There's a winter sunset in my heart.
Squiggly lines.
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[Sep. 19th, 2016|11:37 pm]
[Skaņas |Echos - Gold]

The death of change will be there for you.
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Red dress [Sep. 13th, 2016|01:37 pm]
Not every day a random person tells you that you are ''such a perfect human being''.
Thanks, I guess?
Weird tho.
But also kinda.. lol.
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But I don't care anymore [Sep. 1st, 2016|10:50 am]
Too drunk to fuck.
You're still here like a cheap threat.
This is all just a bad memory.
I won't feel sick.
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LAIRE - Nobodies [Aug. 17th, 2016|09:53 am]
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[Sajūtas | shoegazer]
[Skaņas |LAIRE - Nobodies]

The only thing we are.
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Un vairák jau arí neká nav. [Aug. 11th, 2016|10:26 pm]
[Sajūtas | thoughtful]
[Skaņas |Hinder - Better than me]

Atradu, savácu, izmetu.
Véstules un visu páréjo.

Mazliet gan iekšā vienu brīdi sametās nelabi, bet:
Elpa.
Izelpa.
Elpa.
Viss.
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Feeling [Aug. 9th, 2016|06:26 pm]
I'm so tired of this
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So much praise [Aug. 4th, 2016|06:32 pm]
I did a good today *proudpuffs*
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Tired tired [Aug. 1st, 2016|08:36 pm]
[Sajūtas | jubilant]
[Skaņas |Alizzz - Your Love (Hoodboi Remix)]

First day of my new life.
Nerf dis.
But somehow good.
Celebratory steak.
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