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methodrone
21 September 2016 @ 04:32 pm
 
senaak es biju depresiivaakais cilveeks, ko es paziistu. tagad es nepaziistu nevienu cilveeku kursh nebuutu depresiivs, iznjemot mani.

kaut kad shogad man ir iestaajies luuzums. esmu pilniibaa pienjeemusi savu situaaciju, nolikusi pagaatni zemee, un viss kas ar mani notiek un notiks ir interesanti, pienjemami, un es vispaar par visu esmu diezgan pateiciiga. jebkas tragjisks man shkjiet pamaacoshs, neizbeegams vai amizants, un es veelos saprast taa noziimi. vieniigais, ko es veelos ir paliidzeet cilveekiem, un lai dziive ljauj man saglabaat manus mazos cilveeka priecinjus taadus, kaa muuziku, graamatas, filmas, eedienu, pastaigas, celjojumus, sarunas, gultu, dreebes, filozofiju, veeroshanu, dabu un citus siikumus ko es driikstu njemt.
 
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[info]methodrone on September 21st, 2016 - 07:44 pm
almost sound sarcastic. bet i have, un man shkjiet ka man taa nebuutu ja man nebuutu bijusi early 20s depresija. varbuut visiem cilveekiem ir taads patterns, citiem tikai veelaak dziivee
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briinumcepuminjsh[info]french_mime on September 22nd, 2016 - 12:09 am
Not sarcastic at all, I really mean it! Sevishkji, kad mees ar A sastriideejaamies K-Haagenaa i realised that I have so much more growing to do and I wish I was as zen as you.
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[info]methodrone on September 22nd, 2016 - 04:24 pm
man tieshi shkjita, ka tad kad juus sastriideejaaties, bet tu tomeer izkaapi ar mums no vilciena, tas bija a moment of victory and growing, you made your assertive point, but then chose not to become detached and cynical.
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briinumcepuminjsh[info]french_mime on September 22nd, 2016 - 06:49 pm
Es izkāpu tāpēc, ka you were making some very good, wise points about not growing apart and getting over the ego.
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