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methodrone
29 April 2026 @ 01:36 pm
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Es esmu sasniegusi taadu faazi, ka liidz ko gribas kaut ko komenteet par pasauli un taas notikumiem, es uzreiz sevi apshaubu jo: it could be AI, it could be just content, it could be unreal, it could be lizzid ppl, all of it is irrelevant to my 4 walls.

Bet mostly, ka it could just be content or AI.

So man vienkaarshi vairs nedomaajas par sensaacijaam, my interest has collapsed completely and it is a strange state.

I have enough content in the sink and laundry basket and in the folder of future fears and anxieties.

Karoche jo vairaak tu kaut ko miili, jo skaudraaks wreck tu kljuusti to meegjinot saglaabt un frishinaat un notureet. I just lament that I cannot enjoy any bit of this pure paradise I am in due to crippling FEAR.
 
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[info]methodrone on April 30th, 2026 - 12:17 pm
As long as tu niicini pretiigaas lietas I guess it is a good deed and all one can do with that anger, un cerams ka tu neniicini labas lietas which would just add to the FEAR.

Honestly, es zinu ka daudzi par vinju njirgaajas, bet nekur neesmu dzirdeejusi neko labaaku par to kaa izreekjinaaties ar dziives haosu, dusmaam un baileem, kaa J Piitersona teiktais. Even Jesus didn't cut it.

All we can do is be thankful for brief distractions (if we are lucky to have worked for them) for opressing pain.
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[info]eizhens on April 30th, 2026 - 12:20 pm
kas nu kuram ir pretīgs un kas - labs. zaglim labi ir apzagt, apzagtajam tas ir pretīgi. apzagto nepiš tas, ka zaglim ir bail no soda, upurim zagļa bailes ir labi.
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[info]methodrone on April 30th, 2026 - 12:25 pm
Man vienmeer ir shkjitis, ka ir diezgan elementaari noshkjirt labo no pretiigaa.
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[info]eizhens on April 30th, 2026 - 12:28 pm
tas visiem tā ir - pašam ir skaidrs par labo un ļauno. bet ne visiem vienādi. man ļoti interesanti šķiet dzīvot uz šīs planētas, kur ir tāda īpatnēja, ekstrēma liekulība - jā, mēs visi zogam, bet to atzīstam par sliktu un slēpjam, vēl pat dažreiz kādus zagļus sodam. it kā norma un tas vienmēr tā ir bijis, bet... kāpēc ir tas jāatzīst par sliktu, ja gandrīz visi to dara? kāpēc jātēlo sekošana kādām otrādākām vērtībām?
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[info]methodrone on April 30th, 2026 - 01:16 pm
Untrue.

Societies are built on agreement about good and bad. Societies are failing nowadays due to claims like yours.
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