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Thursday, October 10th, 2024 12:53 pm
I often wonder
if the butterflies in between my groins
are your desires reaching me telepathically

I often wonder
if the your touch is for my body
or heart in my chest

I often wonder
if love is the fabric softner for dusty clothes
and the fancy coffee you brought me

I often wonder
if you bite me where you like my body the most
or where you smell my sweat

I often wonder
if your patience is what lets me stay
if that sense of safety will last more than another day

I often wonder
if I can say I love you or my actions are enough
to show you that my groins and chest are aligned

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Wednesday, September 18th, 2024 04:08 pm
Man liekas, ka ljoti censhos neiemiileeties.

Kaadu laicinju viens otru neredzeesim, varbuut kljuus skaidraaks.

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Friday, September 6th, 2024 03:58 pm
Burning Man redzeeju bijusho viiru. Man liekas, ka vinjsh mani neredzeeja.

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Sunday, January 15th, 2023 07:27 am
Rakstnieki

Aah, atcereejos, kaapeec man tik ljoti patiik buut apkaart rakstniekiem. Man vienmeer ir gribeejies buut muuzai.

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Tuesday, August 23rd, 2022 07:55 pm
Shoriit meditaacijaa izdomaaju, kura no paziistaamajaam situaacijaam mani tik ljoti samulsinaaja... Vikings. Kaadu laicinju par vinju nebiju domaajusi, bet ljoti man toreiz saapeeja. Sirsninja bija pavisam sapliisusi. Un viss pilnmeeness vakars ar koleegji ljoti atgaadinaaja manu pirmo tikshanos ar Vikingu. Un taa vietaa, lai tirinaatos par koleegji, saaku atcereeties Vikingu un just visu, kas gribeeja buut justs.

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Saturday, July 23rd, 2022 10:43 am
Vakar lielaako dalju dienas pavadiiju rakstot jokus, un vienaa briidii sapratu, ka savaa zinjaa ar katru cibas pukstu meegjinaaju to, kas dziivee tobriid notika, paarveerst par joku, palaist pasaulee juutas un domas, un par visu pasmieties.

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Saturday, April 9th, 2022 11:45 am
Ljoti aktiivi rakstu jokus un tirinos pa dazhaadiem atveertajiem mikrofoniem. Progress kopsh jaunaa gada ir ljoti aciimredzams, un es veel joprojaam iisti nespeeju noticeet, ka citiem mani joki liekas smiekliigi.

Sheku reku atceros Papardes Zieda dienas.

Sheku reku atceros Papardes Zieda dienas.

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Thursday, December 23rd, 2021 01:31 pm
Man arii, man arii, man arii omikrons! Ciitiigi censhoties analizeet, kur nokjerts, shkjiet, ka aplipinaajos sestdien koliidz ieelpoju Njujorkas gaisu.

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Wednesday, November 17th, 2021 12:49 pm
Crappy Childhood Fairy


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Tuesday, October 5th, 2021 07:06 pm
Ljoti ciitiig klausos Adult Child Podcast. Ak! Tik ljoti paliidz!

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Tuesday, August 31st, 2021 08:50 am
Ljoti daudz ir justs peedeejaa meenesha laikaa.

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Saturday, August 7th, 2021 09:22 am
Gribaas pastaastiit, kaa iet, bet baigi gari jaastaasta, lai taa kaartiigi paskaidrotu. Jauneeklis manaa galaa ciemosies liidz ceturdienai, ko pavadiisim kalnos ar savu privaato uudenskritumu.

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Thursday, July 29th, 2021 07:02 am
Divas nedeeljas ilgaa priekshspeele beidzot kulmineeja. Un es arii.

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Saturday, June 26th, 2021 10:37 am
Mommy Issues

Shkjirshanaas process ir atklaajis ljoti daudz saapes manaas attieciibaas ar maati. Vinjas vajadziiba ruupeeties par tiem, kuriem saap vairaak, vienmeer nostaada mani situaacijaa, kur man netiek pieveersts pietiekoshs miilestiibas daudzums. Ar praatu, un savaa zinjaa arii sirdii, saprotu, ka vinja ljoti mani miil un ciena, un zina, ka es atrisinaashu jebkuru situaaciju labaak, nekaa vinja jebkad vareetu, bet tai pat laikaa, es atkal un atkal juutu dzilju saapi, runaajot ar vinju par bijusho viiru. Es labpraataak neko neteiktu, bet maatei vienmeer ir jautaajumi.

Protams, ka negribu ar maati runaat, jo arii visa saape pret bijusho viiru lien aaraa. Un saap visvairaak, jo iisteniibaa situaacija mani nepaarsteidz - jau pirms diviem gadiem, kad vinjsh saluuza, bija skaidrs, ka es vinju izglaabt nevareeshu.

Rezultaataa mans ieksheejais beerns satikaas ar ieksheejo pieaugusho. Kameer ieksheejais beerns stuuriitii raud, ieksheejais pieaugushais uzsaak jaunu dziivi. Abi paarsvaraa dziivojas mieriigi, bet laiku pa laikam ieksheejam pieaugushajam jaaparunaajas ar ieksheejo beernu, tas jaapasaudzee un jaasamiiljo. Varbuut iisteniibaa ieksheejais pieaaugushais meklee ieksheejam beernam jaunu dveeseljdraugu, kaadu, ar kuru arii pats vareetu dariit pieaugusho lietas.

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Saturday, June 26th, 2021 07:59 am
Ar Rakstnieku katrs randinjsh ir bijis atziimeets ar kaut ko negaidiitu. Pirmajaa randinjaa redzeejam kriitoshu koku, otrajaa - maaitu lijas savstarpeeji pleeshoties, un treshajaa - nezinaamu lidojoshu objektu. Lai arii visas shiis lietas ir savaa zinjaa biezhas paraadiiba kalnos, es personiigi ne kriitoshos kokus, ne lijas, ne NLO ieprieksh nebiju tik tuvu piedziivojusi.

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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2021 09:13 pm
Visu dienu notirinaajos domaajot par potenciaalajiem miiljaakajiem un pavisam aizmirsu, ka shodien tachu kaazu jubileja. Liidz 4 gadiem neizvilkaam.

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Thursday, June 17th, 2021 06:53 am
Runaa, ka dzeja esot spiritual news.

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Thursday, June 3rd, 2021 07:21 am
Until Divorce Do Us Part

Nezinu cik ilgi shkjirshanaas aiznjems, bet likuma priekshaa mees ar viiru vairs finansiaali neesam saistiiti. Mans jurists iesniedza papiirus 4. maijaa un tagad pa lielam vieniigais, ko varu dariit, ir gaidiit.

Gandriiz meenesis kopsh noblokjeeju visa veida komunikaaciju ar vinju - tas ljoti uzlaboja ikdienu un vispaareejo pashsajuutu. Rezultaataa arii saaku domaat par seksu ar citiem viirieshiem un manii kaut kas pamodaas. Vispaar shkjirshanaas ljoti daudz ko man likusi paardomaat un apsveert, un saprast par sevi, bet pamataa ir skaidrs, ka es esmu nenormaali forsha un tas, ko es uzskatiiju par miilestiibu, nebija miilestiiba. Stulbi, ka iisti nesapratu to agraak, bet labi, ka veel ir pa pilnam laika dziivot veseliigaak.

Sekss gan shobriid ir ljoti ljoti aktuaals temats. No vienas puses gribaas jaunu partneri peec iespeejas aatraak, lai vairaak attaalinaatos no bijushaa, bet no otras puses arii gribaas, lai tas jaunais cilveeks ir savaa zinjaa iipashs. Esmu uzsaakusi eksperimentu ar vienu bijusho koleegji, bet ir ljoti iespeejams, ka tas muusu draudziigaas attieciibas sabojaas. Neesmu paarliecinaata, ka mees abi emocionaali vienaadaa liimenii shobriid, ka gribam liidziigas lietas viens no otra, bet, manupraat, tam nevajadzeetu muus attureet no kniebshanaas.

Lai liidzsvarotu, cik daudz energjijas es ieguldu vienaa cilveekaa, arii tirinos pa Hinge. Viens dzheks, ar kuru mani samatchoja, ir ljooooti emocionaali nepieeejams, bet iisteniibaa lielisks komikjis. Noklausiijos vinja stand-up albuumu Avid Indoorsman un noteikti smeejos vairaak nekaa biju iedomaajusies. Diemzheel vinjsh veel joprojaam nav man uztekstojis, un vinja instagramma ir pilna ar bildeem ar bijusho. Bet vinjsh ir smiekliigs un es noteikti iesaku!

Principaa varat uzskatiit, ka "Marina atkal kniebjas" jaunaa sezona ir saakusies!

Bonusaa paaris Bell Hooks graamatas "All About Love" citaati:

“Love as ‘the will to extend one’s self for the purpose of nurturing one’s own or another’s spiritual growth.’ Love is as love does. Love is an act of will–namely, both an intention and an action.”

“The word "love" is most often defined as a noun, yet all the more astute theorists of love acknowledge that we would all love better if we used it as a verb.”

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Saturday, April 17th, 2021 08:10 pm
Viirs vakarnakt izdomaaja nozagt manu mashiinu. Shodien nopirku sev jaunu.

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Thursday, April 1st, 2021 12:17 am
Bija jauka dzimshanas diena <3

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