THE BLOG - creature

through the light haze of many drinks you watch her and you realize that there actually are people that make your heart race. a strange and unknown feeling, which pushes you into overdrive and silly craziness that leave you spent after a couple of hours. still, the wish persists - you want to take her home and have your way, regardless of any consequence. you feel that you would betray every cause in the blink of an eye just to have the one night with this shining creature. you watch her with increasing awareness that her every move is a manifestation of everything that is beautiful and perfect in this world. well, at least this feeling is known to me.

I also know that in the morning you often wonder what the hell was wrong with your perception, because every other plaything is far from any kind of perfection, and you feel like the world has played a joke on you. seems like they all look good in the dark of the night among your sheets, and the morning light robs them of any beauty and virtue. I take comfort in this, because there is no way for me to take her home, not tonight, not any other night. we stand too far apart, it would be very foolish.

me and my world of emotions.