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    Tuesday, June 30th, 2026
    1:05 pm
    the one of "I am" is
    spreading its wings
    in this way I know
    the nature of samsara
    1:02 pm
    my faith is nihilism. my Noirvana is complete annihilation of all that is. we all are "I want to be but I dislike it"
    Monday, June 29th, 2026
    1:26 pm
    Fire for the hills pick up your feet and lets go
    Head for the hills pick up steel on your way
    And when you find a piece of them in your sight
    Fire at will don't you waste no time
    Another thought of the unaware
    Addiction in disguise
    With a drop of blood
    You will take them out for me
    Fire from the hills pick up speed and lets go
    Fire for real yeah shoot to kill with no aim
    Head for the hills yes eyes on the camp fire glow
    Creep up there like a white mink hiding in snow
    And out of the black a figure forms
    A soldier in the sky
    With a drop of love
    Trying to set you free
    Run for the hills pick up your feet and lets go
    We did our jobs pick up speed now lets move
    The trees cant grow without the sun in their eyes
    And we can't live if we're too afraid to die
    Hold on tight yes hold on tight you're too slow
    Fire at the breeze that blows these thoughts through our mind
    Hire only thieves to steal the thoughts from our heads
    1:13 pm
    12:56 pm
    just as I am not a poet, I am poetry. in the same way, I am not a rapist, I am rape itself, a symbol of everyone's will to die. in that same way we all are not actors, we are characters unable to kill the Author. in that same way, all words are defined through all other words. in this exact way, our thoughts do not exist, outer objects do not exist, our inner object, though perceivable, does not exist. thus, I have shown how 1 == 0.
    Saturday, June 27th, 2026
    11:46 am
    eižen, bļe, kur ir tas fakinais līķu kalns? mēs alkstam asiņu, gribam trakāku frīkšovu. tu taču solīji policistus izvarot. kur ir?

    - salvetē.
    Thursday, June 25th, 2026
    4:10 pm
    ugunīgās acis,
    es noliecu galvu
    lēnā mierā
    klusā priekā
    tavs skatiens
    mans miegs
    es esmu ūdens
    rāms un nevaldāms
    parasts zīds
    akmeni pulējošs
    laiks tālāk doties
    12:52 pm
    kad nomirst kāds mīļš, mums sāp, jautājam: "kāpēc?" vainīgs da jebkas pie šīs traģēdijas, jo mums atņemts kāds/kas mīļš.

    nāk prātā divas atziņas par šo pasauli:

    1. svētīgi tie, kas mirst šajā laikā.
    2. dieviņš deva, dieviņš ņēma.
    3. visas ciešanas cilvēkam šajā pasaulē izraisa pieķeršanās.
    Tuesday, June 23rd, 2026
    11:03 pm
    uz pulksteni īpaši neskatos
    savu pendeli pieciešu
    nevar 11 uz 4 paskaidrot
    nevar kritušos dievus apskaidrot
    nevar mīlestību vardarbīgi dot
    nevar čūskas atbrīvot
    aiz mīlestības tām ļaut
    savu dabu īstenot
    mūs dzelt
    mazākas dvēseles augstāk celt
    Sunday, June 21st, 2026
    2:45 pm
    vct, ej dirst, tu dmjā sieviete!
    Thursday, June 18th, 2026
    3:32 pm
    kāds zin, kur viņa dzīvo? es zinu darbavietu, bet labāk tikties mājās. man būs loki <3
    3:24 pm
    hell-binge
    spirit-frenzy
    death incarnate
    I is
    1:22 pm
    1:13 pm
    12:57 pm
    12:49 pm
    I come to kill
    to feel you up
    to dream your cup
    squeeze your double-D
    to succeed
    in returning
    the golden cop
    to Buddha
    12:48 pm
    TRAKĀS KAKU-BURVES BIROKRĀTISKĀ MĪLESTĪBA
    12:45 pm
    tu resnais valis
    mans baltais velns
    spocīgais Ktulu
    jobanais Lavkrafta dūzis
    Mobijs Delūzijs
    oksitocīns un kapsaicīns
    heroīna harpūnists

    es tevi sitīšu
    bet tu tikai koķeti spiedz
    un tizli seksīgi apkārt diedz

    vaļi neskrien
    WTF??!

    beigās mani vēl pieķēdēs tev
    un es laimīgs aizmigšu
    brūnā rumā
    perfektā tukšumā
    Tuesday, June 16th, 2026
    1:45 pm
    NUDŽILINU!
    1:42 pm
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