es shodien noskatiijos 7 seerijas no chetrpadsmitaas ekstrasensu ciinju sezonas. protams, man vislabaak patiik aleksandrs, jo vinjam ir forshs deguns un vinjam nav bail iet vienam uz kapseetu, un merlina, jo vinja par visu raud un vinjai nav bail griezt sev pirkstaa un tecinaat asintinju. bet skatoties ekstrasensu ciinjas, man saasinaas mana fence sajuuta. taapat arii kad es skatos zen videos, piemeeram, savu miiljaako channel buddha at the gas pump vai scienceandnonduality. vai arii klausoties cilveekos, kas jebkam tic un dara lietas taa it kaa dariit lietas buutu pashsaprotami, vai tad kad es apsveru dariit kaut ko kas man patiik un simultaneously apsverot savu impotenci.

man dazhreiz ir sajuuta, ka visi cilveeki papildina viens otra dziives deelj taadiem magjiskajiem kvantu vai jebkaadiem kosmosa zobratinjiem, kas griezhaas zem ralitaates, sasleedzas un visu sakaarto taa lai viss sanaak kopaa pimeerotajaa laikaa un vietaa. as in i can't get to things before they're supposed to happen un kad lietas notiek tad man praataa ir nonchalant deja-vu bezceremoniaali pazinojot this was bound to happen it's cool it's just destiny self-fulfilling prophecy you attracted this karma thangs check done fate revisited resolved sealed delivered done ok next.

bet tad kaa kaut kaads jauns gailis praataa iekjeercas 'how do you know?' 'presumptious much?!' 'logical fallacy much?' 'lol non-factual' 'no proofes, such medieval' 'bad frame of reference' 'logical fail' un shis ledainais theory of knowledge vilnis uztaisa totaalu freeze. es paartraucu jebkaadu metaphysical thinking un pakljaaviigi nostaajos factual domu ierindaa ar tukshaam aciim un sausu, birztoshu sirdi, un atsakos skatiities uz jebkaadaam sakariibaam un spekulaacijaam. as in spekulaacija would be some sort of unspeakable mortal sin not a fun pass-time that might have scientific basis.

un tas arii atgaadina par to, kaa es iedomiigi, nekad neticu nekam ko cilveeki saka. visvieglaak, protams, ir neticeet paranormaalaam lietaam. bet es arii neticu nekam, ko es pati neesmu piedziivojusi. pat visfaktuaalaakajaam lietaam es neticu.

jaa, bet kas shis viss ir ko es paardomaaju? nekas, jo es esmu kaut kaada random galja, too-da-loo