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Kad man bija 12 gadi, katru vakaru pirms iemigšanas, guļot gultā uz muguras, es iztēlojos, ka esmu mirusi un guļu zārkā. Tagad to atceroties, saprotu, ka tā bija simboliska patiesība. Un tagad pēc visiem šiem mokpilnajiem gadiem es mostos augšā no sava nāves miega un ir ļoti sāpīgi. Jūtos pamatīgi piečakarēta. Un apjukusi. Tik daudz laika ir zaudēts un izniekots bezjēdzībās un destrukcijās. Liekas, ka parāk daudz. Un tagad raugoties uz to trūdu čupu un haosu, par ko ir pārvērtusies mana dzīve, es jūtu bezspēku to visu pacelt un nokratīt no sevis, satīrīt un tā vietā veidot ko jaunu, īstu un patiesu. But you have to keep movin` on, movin` on, don`t you?
Listen to the song here in my heart A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within It's only beginning to find release
Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard They will not be pushed aside and turned Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
Listen I am alone at a crossroads I'm not at home in my own home And I've tried and tried To say what's on my mind You should have known oh Now I'm done believing you You don't know what I'm feeling I'm more than what You've made of me I followed the voice, you gave to me But now I've gotta find my own You should have listened
There was someone here inside Someone I thought had died So long ago Oh I'm screaming out And my dreams will be heard They will not be pushed aside or turned Into your own All 'cause you won't listen
I don't know where I belong But I'll be moving on If you don't, if you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart A melody I start, but I will complete
Now I am done believing you You don't know not what I am feeling I'm more than what you've made of me I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I got to find my own My Own
(Beyonce - Listen (Songwriters: Preven, Ann; Cutler, Scott; Knowles, Beyonce; Krieger, Henry;)) | 
