Drauga strīds ar kaimiņu man atsauca atmiņā bērnību, kad slēpos istabā, lai neredzētu brāli strīdamies ar mammu.ciest nevaru, kad cilvēki strīdas,īpaši ja sāk nenormāli kliegt, jo man tad uzreiz asociācja, ka sāks kauties un tad būs pavisam slikti, sirds sāk dauzīties šādās situācijās no bailēm.
mans draugs pēc strīda, nerunāja ar mani, aizgāja uz bāru, bet pirms tam man fb uzrakstīja, ka es ne pie kā neesmu vainīga, ka viņam vajag laiku sev,varu to saprast. kā nekā šeit jau nav vietas, lai pabūtu tikai ar sevi
tad vēl viņš sagraizīja sevi, jautāja, vai velos skatīties, tad vņa asinis uz manas sejas,i love blood.

Šonakt man bija dīvains sapnis.
Sapņoju, ka stāvu pie altāra un taisos precēties ar savu bijušo puisi. Bet priecīgo sajūtu vietā, kādām būtu jābūt kāzu laikā, mani pārņēma šausmīgs riebums un nepatika, un vienīgā doma galvā bija, ka es būšu precēta, un tas nozīmē, ka nekad nespēšu būt kopā ar vienīgo cilvēku, ko jebkad esmu vēlējusies sev blakus - ar manu tagadējo draugu.Sajūta, ka man nav citas izvēles, kā tikai kāzas ar kādu, ko nemīlu un viss mūžs būs jāpavada tā, nelaimīgai līdz sirds dziļumiem.
Pamodos nakts vidū, pārbijusies, jo sapnis likās tik reāls, bet tad paskatījos sev blakus, un sapratu, ka tas bija tikai sapnis, un, ka esmu kopā ar to cilvēku ar kuru vēlos būt, un, ka nu nekas vairs nevar to mainīt....

Chinese Zodiac Snake


Personality

Occupying the 6th position in the Chinese Zodiac, the Snake symbolizes such character traits as intelligence, gracefulness and materialism. When it comes to decision-making, Snakes are extremely analytical and as a result, they don’t jump into situations. They are effective at getting the things they want, even if it means they have to scheme and plot along the way.
Snakes are very materialistic creatures, preferring to surround themselves with the finest that life has to offer. This is especially evident in the home, where luxurious furnishings and surroundings help Snakes seek the peace they need in order to thrive.

Health

Snakes prefer living a life of calmness, preferring quietness over noise and a manageable workload rather than a schedule that’s overly-booked. Snakes become easily stressed when their lives aren’t peaceful or in order. Too much of this way of life can shorten a snake’s life!

Career

Snakes do work very hard, but they have a tendency to be job-hoppers as they become easily bored. Their somewhat laid-back attitude causes them to be mistakenly categorized as slackers, but nothing could be further from the truth! Snakes are very creative and extremely diligent. They’re excellent problem-solvers and thrive under tight deadlines. Good career choices for Snakes include: scientist, analyst, investigator, painter, potter, jeweler, astrologer, magician, dietician, and sociologist.

Relationships
Snakes are excellent seducers so they never have trouble attracting others. However, they’ll be the ones to decide when a relationship has potential and when it does not. Once they’ve chosen a partner, a Snake’s insecure side will begin to show through. Snakes guards their chosen partners much like a prized possessions, becoming jealous and even obsessive. Snakes prefer to keep their feelings to themselves. It’s important to never betray a Snake’s trust as a betrayed snake will make it a goal to get even some day!

Earth Snakes – Years 1929 and 1989
Earth Snakes always seem to be calm and content. They’re friendly and approachable and believe that they’ll reap great rewards by working hard and relying on common sense.


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