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I'll start with the fact I won't be able to write here over the weekend, you see, it being Christmas and everything, I'm going to take Felix with me too, to celebrate it with my family. We're both petrified, my family is huge. I have three sisters; Olga, Linda and Oksana, and I have a brother; Vladimir. And to the Christmas do we're having, my uncles and aunts, and my cousins are invited too, and my step- sister is invited too, and my best friend; Hal is coming too, he is almost like family, my mum is best friends with his mum, we've known each other ever since I can remember. Felix is anxious because apparently he doesn't like crowds and gets claustraphobic, didn't used to, only after Mishell died. I'm anxious of what my family will make of him, though at the end of the day, it doesn't matter whether they do or not, he's my boyfriend and that's all that matters, that I love him and that he loves me.
Well, look on the bright side, at least we'll have some privacy, here every ten minutes a nurse comes to check up on him, and I do hope the affects of Felix taking those pills will either wear off soon, or they will take him off the pills, because I want to be close again with him, without worrying about his illnesses, just like it used to be. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't dump him for the world, no matter how ill he was, he is, I must say, the best lover I have ever had. Again, I am not being biast. I am not blind. Ask anyone he's been out with, he's the perfect boyfriend material, even when he gets paranoid after a while, people also say he is the perfect ex- boyfriend, or so he used to be. Christelle said ever since he was discovered to be schotsofremic in June, he's become really clingy, upset, easily gets wound- up and is very short tempered.
No offence, but the last time I knew, he has feelings for five of his ex'es, and you've got to be honest, everyone has their limits on how much of " I'm with this guy now, we;re doing great, we're going to be together forever, be happy for me " they can take, when only a month to a year earlier the person saying it, had said it about them. Get my drift? Yet Felix had his own way of making the girl saying it happy, " I am happy for you, what's he like then, gossip, gossip, " kind of thing, but what he actually wanted to say was " Can you please stop torturing me, it hurts really bad, and you know it does. "
Anyway, I do wish all of you a merry Christmas, have a good one, I can't wait, my parents might be buying me a new car for it. Alternatively I could just borrow Felix's. He has two. A purple Ka and a black Ka. One of them is a Brittish make, the other one- a German. He is so God damned rich, Felix is, I envy him sometimes, I really do, he inherited a load of money from his dad, from his mum, from his grandad, and he gets paid up to £20'000 a month, depending on how often he bothers to go to work, or how often he is mentally able to go to work, he saved my computer from a break down, my ex sent me a virus and Felix updated my disk with an anti- virus, that would've usually cost me an arm and a leg, for free. That anti- virus was made by Felix, that's why he can use it anytime he likes. I know, he's saved quite a few of his friend's computers. Any time you need, just ask him.
I've got to leave now, anyway, our bus leaves in two hours time and I've got to get ready, still have not packed anything, so, bye bye. Stefan.
P.S. stefan4thejerseymilk@inbox.lv - my e-mail.