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Saturday, March 9th, 2013

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    10:15a
    sapirkos Primo Levi gramatinjas italiski, tagad lasu, lasiju vakar, aizvakar lidmasinas un lidostaas

    isuma: italijas ebrejs, 1944. gada saakumaa nokluvis Ausvicee, viens no retajiem, kas izdziivojis, ne tikai izdziivoja, bet aprakstija

    1) pirmais gramatas teikums (no galvas, neprecizi, jo nav pie rokas samekleet) saakas ar: "laimiigaa kaartaa" (laime tur taada, ka vins nokluva ausvicee 1944. gadaa, nevis 1942. vai 1943, kad izdzivosanas sances butu stipri mazaakas vai nekaadas)

    2) noveerotaaja un zinaatnieka gars - sis ir socials eksperiments, kas notiek sados apstaklos un vins to apraksta

    3) apbrinojami - bet nekur nav nekadas zeelosanaas, nekadas vaimanas, nekada dzila seeriguma, ir noverojumi un izdzivosana, nacisti te paraadaas kaa bezvaarda masa, kaa dabas speeks, ka kaada masiina vai dzivnieki

    4) veel apbrinojamaak graamatas lapaas atkal atkal paraadas - man bija veiksme, laimiga kaartaa, man bija taa prieksrociba, par visu, par visu, par draugu, par savaam valodas zinasanam, par visu, vins sevi tver kaa laimigu un veiksmigu cilveeku, un dziive to apstiprina atkal un atkal, vina lielaakaa veiksme: vins saslimst, noklust infekciju blokaa - tiesi tad, kad naak padomju armija un Lager tiek evakueets - paareejie tiek prakstiski izniicinaati, bet steigaa slimos atstaaj, viniem izdodas 10 dienas izdzivot tuksaa nometnee

    5) vel veel apbrinojamaak: ausvice bija mana otra universitaate, vins saka

    6) vins saak rakstit so graamatu tikko atgriezies, sver 45 kg pie 180 cm, kad atkopies graamata uzrakstita, publiceeta 1947, gadaa, bet peckara italijaa tadas sausmas interesi neraisa, parpublicee Einaudi 1956. gadaa, tagad vienu no labaakajiem rakstniekiem un labakaajaam gramaataam dotajaa jomaa

    7) cilveki videji izdzivoja 3 menedus, tie, kas bija normali videeji parasti cilveki, tie izdzivoja 3 menesus

    tie, kas izdzivoja ilgaak - visiem bija kaada taktika, katram sava, bet ipasa strategija un taktika, kaa izdzivot
    un tad vins apraksta sis izdzivosanas taktikas, kas ir apbrinojamas un unikalas
    10:57a
    esmu kluvusi sausmigi resna, ko dariit ? man jaanovaajee vismaz 5 kn 3 dienaas !
    11:06a
    bozenas ietekmee: ROMANTISKAAKAA situaacija muuzaa

    elbruss, aiza, bezdibenis, alpinisms, es un vins abaas aizas malaas, man jalec, bet nevaru, bail, paniski nenormali bail, esmu ieskatijuies aizaa un redzu, ka tur ir tikai stikla sienas uz zemes centru, vins saka, nelec paari, lec ieksaa, es tevi notureesu
    1:20p
    es nez kapc esmu iestigusi holokausta literatuuraa

    tas sakaas ar berna ekskursiju uz ausvici, palasisanos wikipedia, Levi atrasanu, tad braucienu uz bukaresti un lidostas gramatplaukta netisi uzietu Levi, tad citi autori- Borowsky, Kertesz

    Kertesz

    Q:You've said you feel lucky to have been at Auschwitz. Please excuse me for finding that shocking.

    A: I experienced my most radical moments of happiness in the concentration camp. You cannot imagine what it's like to be allowed to lie in the camp's hospital, or to have a 10-minute break from indescribable labor. To be very close to death is also a kind of happiness. Just surviving becomes the greatest freedom of all.


    Borowsky
    28 gadu vecumaa iebaaz galvu virtuves gaazes kraasni (suicids tataad) - 3 dienas pec meitas piedzimsanas, 6 gadus pec ausvices
    What is this mystery? This strange power of one man over another? This insane passivity that cannot be overcome?



    Primo Levi:
    ....for me the experience of the concentration camp has been fundamental. Naturally I wouldn't do it all over again, but still, along with the horror of that experience, which I still feel now, I can't deny that it's also had positive results. I'd been to the university, but I too must say that my real university was Auschwitz. I have the feeling of having been enriched by it, so much ,,,

    Zurnalists: There are sufferings that make us better people and sufferings that make us worse. Probably those experienced in a state of powerlessness make us better.

    LEVI: I don't think I became a better person. I understood a few things, but that didn't make me good.

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