Miiljais Dievs! paldies Tev par sho briinishkjiigo laiku, ko Tu dod! Paldies ka vienkaarshi varu dziivot te, kur tu esi, ka tad kad luudzu tu atjauno savu klaatbuutni manaa dziivee. Dievs katra jauna diena kopaa ar tevi ir briinishkjiigaaka par ieprieksheejo. Jeezu Kristu es saku milziigu paldies par shiim divaam nedeeljaam nometnees. Paldies, ka Tu biji tik reaals.
Dievs es veelos dziivot pateiciibaa. Sveetais Gars piepildi mani no jauna un no jauna ar viizijaam, kur Tu mani suuti, lai es nenobaidos bet varu dziivot uzicoties pilniiibaa Tev!
Miiljais Dievs, tu redzi manu sirdi, Tu redzi manu dziivi, es izveelos dziivot tikai tev. Kungs es gribu dziivot un buut tikai tev.
Sveetais Dievs tu redzi manu dziivi un redzi to visu to aatrumu kaa lietas iet uz priekshu. un man skjiet, es veel neesmu paspeejusi aptvert vienu lietu un pateikties, kad tu jau ved mani pie naakamaas. Vai Dievs tu steidzies kaut kur? Jeezu es luudzu tikai peec maziem briitinjiem kopaa ar Tevi, ka es varu taa runaat ar Tevi, ka mana sirds ir vienkaarshi izlieta. Dievs es ilgojos peec pilniigas atklaatiibas. es ilgojos peec Tevis. es veelos tevi pieluugt par to, kas tu esi un kaads tu esi. es veelos lai es varu uz tevi nepaartraukti skatiities un koncentreeties.
Sveetais Dievs es luudzu peec taas sveetaas vietas, kur tu mani satiksi. es luudzos peec degosha kruuma, kursh nebeidz degt, peec sveetas zemes.es luudzu peec alas klintii, kur es piedziivotu tevi kaa maigu veeja puusmu. es luudzos, ka mums buutu slepenaa vieta kur satikties. es luudzu, sho lietu man neatnjem. Taas ir manas maajas, buut kopaa ar Tevi. manas maajas ir kad Tu esi man blakus un es to varu just un es varu runaat ar tevi.
Dievs cik daudzreiz es veelos starp kaut kaadaam darbiibaam vai pasaakumiem aiziet maajaas kaadu briidi, lai sakaarotu lietas pa vietaam. taa es luudzu kaut manas ilgas peec briizhiem ar tevi buutu kaa taas ilgas aiziet maajaas kaut uz briidi lai saprastu kas iisti notiek.
Sveetais Dievs, taa dziive, ko tu man esi devis, es neesmu to pelniijusi. Ar tevi es esmu vislaimiigaakais cilveeks pasaulee. Dievs tava miilestiiba ir neizsakama, taa sniedzas augstaak par debesiim, pat ja es uzlidotu ar lidmashiinu augstu augstu, tava miilestiiba aptvertu mani no visaam puseem.sveetais Dievs es tevi slaveeju par katru cilveeku roku, katru vinju pieskaarienu un smaidu vai apskaavienu, ko tu man esi devis shajaa laikaa. es redzu Dievs, tu mani miili. Es luudzu peec ticiibas, ka es speetu noticeet, ka tu mani miileet nebeigsi.
Labais Dievs, tu esi tieshaam labs. Tu mani nekad neesi atstaajis tukshaa, nekad bezceriibaa. Ceriibas Teevs!
Miiljais Kungs, tu redzi katru manu ieksheejo domu un sajuutu, es taas gan nevaru tagad aprakstiit un pati pat nesaprotu. Bet Dievs es luudzu saliec visu pa vietaam. Sveetais Dievs paldies ka Tu par mani domaa tik daudz, ka neviens nespeetu saskaitiit Tavu domu daudzumu.
Dievs es tagad iekriitu Tavaas rokaas. es esmu Tava! :) dod man drosmi dziivot Tavaa Sveetaa Gara speekaa!

man ir taada sajuuta, ka es veel nebraukshu nekur projaam no shejienes, bet pamazaam cilveeki jau saak atvadiities no manis. viena meitene jau atvadiijaas no manis pilniibaa, jo vinja tagad brauc uz S-Afrika un mees vairs nesatiksimies. naakamnedeelj veel aizbrauc vairaaki, taa kaa es neesmu vieniigaa kas braucu prom, taas atvadas tad arii sanaak jociigaakas. nevaru pateikt peedeejo vaardu vienmeer.hmm :)

es ilgojos peec mammiites, un man jau shkjiet, ka es mazliet atkal aizmirsu kaada vinja iisti ir. es shodien centos atcereeties kaadus vinjas izgaajienus.. kaut kaa nesanaaca atcereeties. tas noziimee tikai vienu, jaabrauc ir uz Latviju.
veel ko es domaaju, es domaaju, ka buus jociigi Latvijaa, jo man vienmeer gribeesies domaat un runaat par Hamburgu, bet nevienam neinteresees, taapeec ka taadi mees cilveecinji esam, mums ir gruuti klausiities par lietaam, kuras mees nekaadiigi nepaziistam. nu jaa.. bet augustaa aptuveni 20 brauks uz Riigu viens no koju biedriem ciemos, kursh ir no Kandaadas/Korejas. tas ir atkal interesanti. Veel daudzi saciija ka braukshot, viena novembrii, citi, kad siltaak atkal buus. he he:)
aa, es maaciibas jau pabeidzu. viss ir gandriiz nokaartots. man jaaskrien pakalj vienam profesoram, bet tas man nepatiik.
tad veel, latvijaa izskataas ka visi precaas peec draugiem lv. galeriju bildeem spriezhot, bet taa laikam nav tikai latvijas lieta, shkjiet visa pasaule precaas, daudz prieciigu dieninju, un daudz kuuku :)) he he.
ceru, ka Filipam un Lilitai buus arii daudz kuuku, ljoti gribeetos taadu lielu.. bet iespeejams tad vajadzeetu samazinaat cieminju skaitu, lai man sanaaktu taads lielaaks gabalinjsh. nu patiik man taas kuukas, ko dariit?
nu taa es te domaaju par latviju, kuukaam un mammiiti! :) forshi ne? lai jums arii jauka diena!

baigi kluss!

peec 22 dienaam buushu Liepaajaa!:)

Effective Praying

Leonard Ravenhill

The church has many organizers, but few agonizers; many who pay, but few who pray; many resters, but few wrestlers; many who are enterprising, but few who are interceding. People who are not praying are playing. Two prerequisites of dynamic Christian living are vision and passion, both of these are generated by prayer. The ministry of preaching is open to a few. The ministry of praying is open to every child of God. . . . Tithes may build the church, but tears will give it life. That is the difference between the modern church and the early church. Our emphasis is on paying, theirs was on praying. When we have paid, the place is taken. When they had prayed, the place was shaken (Acts 4:31). In the matter of effective praying, never have so many left so much to so few. Brethren, let us pray.

ja es nebuutu bijusi kristiete jau agraak, es noteikti peec taas nakts pastaigas maajaas buutu kljuvusi par vienu, viss ir izmainiijies kopsh es esmu ieraudziijusi skaidraak cik Dievs ir skaists, un cik patiikami ir vienkaarshi zinaat ka Vinjsh ir un no sirds paljauties un ticeet. viss ir mainiijies!:) un veel tik daudz kam jaamainaas!:)
Paldies!

Yes, Christ is risen, and it was such a nice time here at Easter to remember His love for us! On Friday night we dance one worship dance in the service, it was so amazing, it was based on the sont "Amazing Love (I´m forgiven)" by Newsboys (i think that was the band). I was the one to teach them the dance, and that was an exparience as well, but the most I liked, that we danced it twice (before and after seremon), and at first I thought of how Jesus was rejected, forsaken because of us, but the secound time, because of what Pastor was preaching, I danced it like a victory, that, yes, indeed I am forgiven, I am accepted! Yes Our Lords victory is ours!:)

in two weeks I am starting to lead a small group, I am prepearing very carefully, and I am very excited!

I must share how great is our Lord and Saviour Jesus! Yesterday I got into the fallowing situation. I had a meeting about the small group leading in the other part of the city, and it was around midnight when we finished. As I left the place, I cheked that the bus is coming in 4 minutes, so I just went to the bus station. and the bus came, I stepped in and I started to look for the ticket, but it happened that I had forgotten both my money and ticket at home, so I begged the bus driver to take me at least to the train station and he said ´No!`. I did not have a choice I stepped out of the bus and started praying God. I did not have a clue where I was, only thing I knew was, that I am really far from my place, you know Hamburg is much more bigger than Riga, and I don´t know it so well either. Than I just stared walkin in the direction the bus goes, and praised the Lord for who He is, because even if I don´t know how to get home, He is with me!
It was miracle how he led me, no wrong turns, no nothing. I found the train station, and I was praying that there wouldn´t be anyone who would check weather I have a ticket or no, I prayed that there would be a train at all in such a late hour. And when I got there I needed to wait just some minutes and the train came. No one checked tickets, I had a safe ride to the city center. All the time I had this prayer that God would led me home in His own way, and what a way it was!!! I don´t live in the center of the city, so I hoped there will be some trains still running from the center to the direction of my home, but no, I was wrong. At least now I knew how to get home, I just started walking, I walked, and walked ( it takes about hour to get to my place), it was miracle how God took away all my fears, and I could walk next to the lake, there were lights, and what a wonderful night was yesterday night, it was +13 degrees, a warm wind, there were swans, ducks and gooses in the lake, the trees were blooming, and I was just silent and walking with God. That was a great walk with God, I prayed, that He would speak to me, because now I was just there in complete silence, no one was around.. and while we walked I didn´t hear anything, but I just kept silent and saying thanks for all who God is and what he does!:) Today I realize a lot of things that He actually was telling me, I thought He maybe is silent, but now when I reflect I know what he was teaching me, how to have faith in Him, that he is above all things, he has a way in the impossible and lot of other things he tought me.:)
God is good! :) He will make a way where there is no way!

Another thing that happened today, I just came to internet to check on my mails, and I guess what, This exchange programm gives me more money! And that is amazing, for I was kinda low on my budget, for I spent too much, and I knew it is just and right if God will let me exparience the conesquences of my disobidience. Yet He was so loving, that He gives me a secound chance!:)
Oh, I cannot express how happy I am, and how I praise God for all he does! All I want to do is walking with Him, for I have learned, that His ways are perfect and above the ways I could make or the world would set!:)
Keep walkin with this wonderful Creator, Saviour, Father, Lord! :)

ir labi!

vakar bija briinishkjiiga diena, man patika atgriezties, no savas cietaas sirds, maajaas pie Dieva.. es zinu, ka izklausos mazliet, vai daudzliet nesakariigi, bet taa tas notiek, un kad lietas notiek ar Dievu, ne vienmeer visu var izskaidrot.
Vakardien bija arii brinishkjiiga pieredze vadot slaveeshanu, redzeet kaa cilveeki tieshaam luudz Dievu no sirds.. atliek vienkaarshi smaidiit. Dievs ir labs, un Vinja zheelastiiba ir muuzhiiga!

nu par vakardienu. Vakar bija sporta diena, un pashaa vakaraa aizgaajaam uz Sambu padejot. Tas bija traki lustiigi! tieshaam, nevaru beigt goriities! patiik man ljoti!
shodien ir nenormaali karsts, vajaga sandales neesaat, jo kedaas pa karstu. Ilziit, kaa ir Latvijaa?