it's just not fair that some people are so beautiful.. so utterly perfect!
all the things i tried to forget have crashed down hard on my already heavy heart. and - suddenly! - i find myself crying at my reflection all over again. am i not already trying hard enough?



and now so many things once dear have attained new associations. i can't stand lust because of you. i love it so much, yet it's agony. and the music - i WANT to float my dripping head in its waters, but now all i feel is torment in my ears. i can't live without music!