12/24/13 08:02 pm![]() I don't need your pity.I don't need your care.
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12/24/13 08:02 pm![]() I don't need your pity.I don't need your care.
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12/24/13 01:54 pmDo you realize when they are not there? Will you remember? Will it matter?![]() But while I can feel this sadness, it means I'm not totally numb yet.
But they teach me, that I should be, careless and thick skinned, and shallow. |
12/12/13 03:05 am![]() I am scared and in love. So tell me where do we go from here?
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12/6/13 10:45 pmŠodien es klausos.![]() |
12/6/13 04:47 amUn kamēr jūs dusiet, pasaule piesnieg ar baltu un pūkainu. |
12/6/13 01:55 amDzīve rit. Vai dzirdi?Pēdējā laikā bieži nākas risināt tādu tīri eksistenciālus jautājumus. Iekšā daudz dusmu un daudz nespēcīguma sajūtas. Reizēm vienkārši gribas pažēloties. Tad priecājos, ka patiesībā jau nav gluži neviens, kas to žēlo nīdēšanu klausītos. Kaut skumji, ka nav arī neviens, kas tā sapriecina. Tāpēc labāk, dziediet!
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12/2/13 08:54 pmI choose to lock you out of my world. And I am not sorry.![]() |
11/30/13 11:33 pm - Don't Hold onto Me!Pārdomas par cilvēkiem.Šķiet viņi vienmēr seko līdzi pieņemtajām sabiedrības normām un ja nespēj tās aizpildīt, tad vienkāršāk ir izvairīties. . Ak, bet ir arī tik pārsteidzošas lietas. Skaistas. Un es laimīgi noslīgstu tajās. Galu galā paliks tikai tas, ko es radīšu. Nu tā, pati sev un varbūt vēl kādam ļoti, ļoti īpašam cilvēkam. |
11/6/13 10:54 amKad šķiet, ka viss ir izrunāts un pateikts jeb vienkārši, pilnīgs fizisks, garīgs un visāds citāds nogurums.![]() |
10/31/13 01:54 am - Choosing space around to be...I've lost my skill. But they still turn out with the same signature, which is a good thing. I'll work on it more from now on.![]() Getting that second sight helps. Leaving that stuff behind locked doors helps too. It's like a rule I've made - those thoughts are banned from home, from certain space and time.
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10/29/13 07:16 pm - Shhh...You will ask what's right and what's wrong to do or not to do? Each of us sees the different world. Masses want control and decide for us. But these days people are so messed up. Believing a lie, a fake promise and more than ever money and things which supposed to make them happy.If I could escape, this is were'd I go this very moment. ![]() How does your world look like?
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10/25/13 10:24 pm - ShameYou get use to that nobody actually cares. Everyone's so fed up with their own problems and things. There's no wonder they don't see past their noses. And I'm trying so hard! I just simply can't take those thoughtless comments, like you haven't done nothing in house, or you haven't gone shopping so it means you are just lazy bastard in house.Who cares that I'm busting my ass waiting fucking tables, just to get some money, so I don't have to ask for it to anyone, who cares that I come back home late at night and I have to do my brothers homework, or cook for him so he wouldn't starve, or that I'm dying from shame of doing such a brainless job, knowing I can do better, that I'm smarter than that and I'm basically humiliating myself day by day. I just want to mean something to someone, I just want to be loved. |
10/10/13 09:00 pm - Hacking...Running low on energy.![]() Tagad vien tāds sīkums kā papīru nokārtošana un 2 months of boot camp. |
10/9/13 11:17 pm - RiebjasIr pietiekoši daudz iemeslu, kāpēc es nevēlos strādāt Latvijā, kaut arī par palikšanu nebūtu pretenziju.1. Tiec nostrādināts kā tāds nožēlojams ēzelītis Īā. 2. Necilvēcīgā attieksme (stundu pārsniegšana, ģimene-tikai-maisās-pa-kājām attieksme, ja esi saslimis, tad bez maz jājūtās vainīgam, ka neesi darbā) 3. Samaksa ir zem jebkuras kritikas 4. Grumpy cilvēki ne tikai no augšas, bet viscaur komandā 5. Mantrausība un katrs par sevi 6. Klačas un aprunāšanas Ceturtais punkts ir vispretīgākais. Jo man šķiet latvieši darbā ir vienkārši meh... Viss augstāk minētais nav visur un vienmēr, tomēr LV to var ļoti bieži novērot. |
9/27/13 02:34 am - LifeTired of being a fighter.![]() Brīži, kad saproti jāiztiek tikai ar gribasspēku. Kad nav neviens stiprais plecs un visi ir bezspēcīgi. Kad nav izejas, kā tikai sakost zobus un izturēt. Jā, un atnākot mājās paraudāt, jo vairs nav spēka izlikties.
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9/9/13 01:16 am - Good thing.I can tell you've grown tired of me. It's a good thing. As of this moment I know. It's all good. I understand why.![]() |
9/7/13 10:28 pm - Who cares about your world order anyways.."Stop inflicting your opinions on the world." Step one... complete.![]() Enjoying the awesome evenings like this one with everything in order, green tea and movies/TV series. Perfect.
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8/19/13 12:47 am - Bring be back to life..Nevaru beigt klausīties šo dziesmu.![]() My life is such a mess right now. I should do something about it, but then I don't know what exactly, and me wanting to help and not being able to kills me. Bet varbūt tās ir tikai iesnas? Vai arī nē..
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8/16/13 08:48 pm - Donna
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8/10/13 04:55 am - No forgivenessAlways being outcast. Fuck you. But don't worry, what goes around, comes around. And I won't forgive you.![]() |