Andromeda

Life long story

1/28/14 10:19 pm

1/28/14 02:36 am

Where is my mind? Āāā.

1/24/14 04:18 am

1/22/14 03:04 am

Labas lietas notiek, un es laimīgi noslīgstu tajās. Un piepeši pārņem tāds...miers? 
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1/18/14 07:52 pm

Pēdējās dienās atkal lasu un iedziļinos pasaules problēmās. Visu šo laiku es sevi centos pasargāt, bet nezināšana nav atrisinājums. Tikai kārtējā slēpšanās. Es apzinos, ka man nav tādu spēju atrisināt pasaules problēmas. Vienīgais, ko es varu darīt ir sevi pasargāt zinot, jo nezinot, jā, vari naktīs mierīgāk gulēt, bet nezinot var sanākt iestūrēt vēl dziļākā purvā.

Es arī nevēlos visu savu laiku nodzīvot šausminoties, baidoties un esot depresijā. I want to build my safe house, my escape, my happiness.

1/18/14 02:12 am

Ieelpot iekšā aukstumu. Droši spert soli. Ziemeļmeita. Skat, upes straume stingst. Ledus!
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1/18/14 01:18 am

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1/17/14 02:38 am


Work in progress. Input. Must learn something new everyday. 

1/16/14 03:00 am


1/14/14 03:51 pm

Then again who am I trying to fool. Demolition is still on. I soak in all hate and doubts, turning myself numb. Maybe I deserve it. 
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1/14/14 03:23 pm

"He's mister punchline, he will outlive God trying to have the last word."

Doubt. Maybe all I needed was someone to believe in me. Fair enough. I will prove you wrong.

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1/12/14 06:16 am

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1/10/14 10:12 pm

Disguise is always a self portrait.

1/10/14 01:25 am - Danger zone

Welcome to the dark side, where things can be:

Edgy
Aggressive
Inpatient
Cruel
Naive
Inexperienced
Passionate (can work both ways, but sometimes I believe it gives me more trouble)
Harsh
Rebellious
Stubborn
Overpowering
Destructive

And God, I love my dark side (well, some of it anyways)!

Let there be light:

Trustworthy
Open-minded
Caring
Loving
Courageous
Ambitious
Loyal
Honest
Sensitive
Responsible
Independent
Driven
Creative
Imaginative
Spiritual
Dynamic
Adventurous

1/9/14 02:57 am

What the hell I know about world or people anyways?

1/7/14 11:39 pm - I love my body

Body analysis after mild workout:

Cardio - still quite acceptable, no breath shortness
Flexibility - close to perfect
Strength and endurance - could be better

Left knee - hurts if lot of pressure applied (better over years)
Left shoulder - hurts if moved or pressure applied (hurts about 3 months)
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1/6/14 03:47 am - Prayer

So me and you haven't had a proper chat for a while. Maybe I am just scared of cockroaches in my head. I need someone to save me and no day goes by when I wouldn't beg to God or any other higher power just to do that. I am officially bored, lonely and sick of world without meaning, because without someone, there is no meaning or if there is, I've lost it and can't seem to find it. Lord! Please, I beg of you!

1/6/14 03:21 am

12/26/13 02:24 am

Let me be the poison on your lips. Let me be destroyer of your worlds. 
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