1/28/14 10:19 pm
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1/28/14 10:19 pm
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1/28/14 02:36 am![]() Where is my mind? Āāā.
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1/24/14 04:18 am
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1/22/14 03:04 am![]() Labas lietas notiek, un es laimīgi noslīgstu tajās. Un piepeši pārņem tāds...miers?
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1/18/14 07:52 pmPēdējās dienās atkal lasu un iedziļinos pasaules problēmās. Visu šo laiku es sevi centos pasargāt, bet nezināšana nav atrisinājums. Tikai kārtējā slēpšanās. Es apzinos, ka man nav tādu spēju atrisināt pasaules problēmas. Vienīgais, ko es varu darīt ir sevi pasargāt zinot, jo nezinot, jā, vari naktīs mierīgāk gulēt, bet nezinot var sanākt iestūrēt vēl dziļākā purvā.Es arī nevēlos visu savu laiku nodzīvot šausminoties, baidoties un esot depresijā. I want to build my safe house, my escape, my happiness. |
1/18/14 02:12 amIeelpot iekšā aukstumu. Droši spert soli. Ziemeļmeita. Skat, upes straume stingst. Ledus! |
1/18/14 01:18 am
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1/17/14 02:38 am![]() Work in progress. Input. Must learn something new everyday.
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1/16/14 03:00 am![]() |
1/14/14 03:51 pm![]() Then again who am I trying to fool. Demolition is still on. I soak in all hate and doubts, turning myself numb. Maybe I deserve it.
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1/14/14 03:23 pm![]() "He's mister punchline, he will outlive God trying to have the last word." Doubt. Maybe all I needed was someone to believe in me. Fair enough. I will prove you wrong. |
1/12/14 06:16 am
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1/12/14 01:05 am
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1/10/14 10:12 pm![]() |
1/10/14 01:25 am - Danger zoneWelcome to the dark side, where things can be:Edgy Aggressive Inpatient Cruel Naive Inexperienced Passionate (can work both ways, but sometimes I believe it gives me more trouble) Harsh Rebellious Stubborn Overpowering Destructive And God, I love my dark side (well, some of it anyways)! Let there be light: Trustworthy Open-minded Caring Loving Courageous Ambitious Loyal Honest Sensitive Responsible Independent Driven Creative Imaginative Spiritual Dynamic Adventurous |
1/9/14 02:57 am![]() What the hell I know about world or people anyways?
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1/7/14 11:39 pm - I love my bodyBody analysis after mild workout:Cardio - still quite acceptable, no breath shortness Flexibility - close to perfect Strength and endurance - could be better Left knee - hurts if lot of pressure applied (better over years) Left shoulder - hurts if moved or pressure applied (hurts about 3 months) |
1/6/14 03:47 am - PrayerSo me and you haven't had a proper chat for a while. Maybe I am just scared of cockroaches in my head. I need someone to save me and no day goes by when I wouldn't beg to God or any other higher power just to do that. I am officially bored, lonely and sick of world without meaning, because without someone, there is no meaning or if there is, I've lost it and can't seem to find it. Lord! Please, I beg of you! |
1/6/14 03:21 am
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12/26/13 02:24 am![]() Let me be the poison on your lips. Let me be destroyer of your worlds.
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