Jā this sounds legit. Tāpēc arī dzīve bieži gets me down. Because if it is only you and you have to do everything (because others helping like you were a baby or old person, is morally unjustifyable) it is just too heavy and pointless, and dibious if there is any workable meaning to it. Vienkārši kaut kāda Sīsifa ballīte. Un tikai tāpēc, ka you make of it ka Sīsifa ballīte ir forša, tā pēkšņi nekļūs forša, on the opposite - it will split and torment your brain in even more spectacular ways.