wow..mosh. bet man gan vienmeer licies, ka kameer es pret sevi izturos kaa pret burzhuju, un dziivoju metaforiskaa zefiiru un briljantu kaudzee, citiem es vienmeer dodu par maz. un mani ir paarnjeemusi taa stadija, ka ir kljuvis garlaiciigi dot tikai sev, fokuseeties tikai uz sevi.

honestly, i feel like i cannot crack this, feels like a condition that i need to accept and learn to live well around it.