prieksh variety? because it can? because it likes pushing against? karma? es domaaju, ka varbuut dziivee we are stuck with the bodies and traits and stuff that we have, and then we can choose whether to hate on them and keep looking inwards picking out all the things we dislike and thus bit by bit drown and fall deeper inside like lana del rey, or just accept accept accept things that cannot be changed (our traits, being introspective, bodies, whatever) and choose to look outside, around us as much as we can. jo clearly ir situaacijas kad introspekcija kaa kvalitaate noder. dude tik daudz jautaajumu, uz kuriem atbilzhu nekad nebuus. bet man vnk shkjita, ka do the best with what you have and go outside yourself more, don't stay inside yourself too long.