no riita ejot pa trotuaari es redzeeju ljoti dailju balodi, baltu ar gaishpeleekiem, tumshpeleekiem un teju ziliem plekjiishiem, dzidraam aciim un graciozu staaju, gaitu. tik dailju, ka man gribeejaas tam saukt 'hei, kundzinj, tu esi tik dailjsh, kaapeec tu tik vientuljsh sheit no riita pastaigaajies starp drazaam un bezceriibu. es tavu dziivi iedomaajos citaadaak..', bet es vinjam vienkaarshi pagaaju garaam

when out of blue something beautiful and probably significant happens

me: wow - yes - awesome - let's - true - amazing - mystical - life - blessed be - magic - human - yes to everything - devote - perfect - utter - magnet - love - sheer - now - power - glory
also me: ugh
me also: perfect stoic, transcend, everything is one, maya, samsara, samadhi, i am whole, nothing is real everything is real, i knew before, time does not exist, neither-nor, [silence]