Andromeda

Life long story

11/18/16 02:46 pm

Mīļā Latvija!

Šodien es vēlos domās samīļot Tavu zemi, kokus, gaisa telpu, upes, ezerus un jūru. Es zinu, ka mēs varētu būt labāki pret Tevi. Neteikt - tā taču ir Latvija, ko tad Tu gaidīji? Es vēlos Tev darīt zināmu, ka es lepojos būt piederīga Tev. Tu esi skaista! Par spīti visai neglītajai pagātnei un kas zina, varbūt arī nākotnei, es Tevi mīlu līdz sirds dziļumiem. Es apsolos būt stiprāka un ticēt Tev vairāk. 

Priecīgus Tev mīļā zeme! 

11/18/16 12:17 pm


Everybody want me to be stronger in every way, but are they really ready for stronger me? I know I can be and I know what it involves. If I become that, I won't need you at all. Will I want you at all then?  

11/17/16 11:03 pm


Not dying. Yet. 

I have capacity to be the greatest. I shall not give up. 

11/15/16 09:18 pm


Book: Ignore Everybody: and 39 Other Keys to Creativity by Hugh MacLeod; How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie
Music: The Weeknd, Daft Punk - Starboy
TV series: Westworld; The Walking Dead; Lucifer
Food: Tangerines
Drink: Black coffee
Favorite human: Anthony Hopkins 
Thought: I want you to be happy, more than I ever was; Selfless
Thing: Lumosity - brain training
Project: London Box; Pirate Cove
Move: Stretching 
Quote: “It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.” 

11/14/16 10:22 pm

Blood - check
X-ray - check
Sore throat - check
Runny nose - check
Feeling weak - check

Other than that:

Wallpaper up
Closet out
Carpet out
Lights up
Curtains out

New carpet coming soon
New curtains coming soon

11/9/16 07:36 pm


Hillary would have been amazing president. Now lets just sit back, grab popcorn and watch world go to hell. 


11/8/16 10:27 pm


All the pain, anxiety, stress and depression. Everything comes with price. I really hope this is nothing. 

11/8/16 10:19 pm


Maeve is hands down my favorite character in Westworld so far and I say that Arnold must be alive and hiding somewhere. 

11/7/16 10:49 pm

Just as I think things are getting better I find enlarged lymph node on my neck. Heh. Yay! One more thing to poke with a sharp stick - I mean I will probably need to make a biopsy and blood analysis. How great! FML.

11/5/16 11:09 am

Important message: if you wonder this year where your Christmas present is, I officially quit Christmas and presents and everything related to eating, fake smiling and fake happiness. Instead, I will participate in cause of buying washing machine. So don't you dare gifting me anything or hugging me, or fake or real smiling my way, or bugging me why I don't sit down to the big tree and listen to poems you read from the paper just because you have to and not because you mean to say those words. Christmas songs are different story, but I don't want to listen to them either, not in the way you perform them. This might sound harsh and a little mean, but I am so tired of pretending we are all one big, happy family, when I know the reality.

So please, just leave me alone. It will be a lot happier Christmas for me and you. I promise.

11/2/16 07:31 pm

Yes, I am one of those who smile like silly about snow. Fuck those who complain. It is hot, cold, raining or snowing - no weather or environment is good for them. 

Got professional food for cat and medicine for parasites. She looks better after only two weeks on the good stuff. Glowing fur. First time I see her to empty the dry food bowl in a day or so. Commercial food has more stuffing and less meat percentage or just a label with no actual meat in them. Meat is important since cats are carnivores. 

10/30/16 10:15 pm


Limiting time on Facebook has benefited greatly. 

Going to bed early takes fuzz brain away. 

Our little project brought smile on brother's face (all I ever wanted) and a good lesson - all we need to do is to set our goal and go to work and we can make it happen. 

10/29/16 11:28 am


“Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself.”

If you really want something to happen, you can find a way and with little bit of work or a lot of work, you can get there. 

10/27/16 11:48 pm


“I’m not the sentimental type.”

Cognitive dissonance - the psychological tension that occurs when one holds mutually exclusive beliefs or attitudes and that often motivates people to modify their thoughts or behaviors in order to reduce the tension.

Walking dead's first episode sucked! How much more fucked up they can get? 

Dragon must go. It is still amazing. 

10/26/16 08:35 pm


I love my golden hair, I love my gray-blue eyes, I love my full lips, I love my strong legs, I love my white skin, I love my dark mind and I love my broken heart. 

10/25/16 07:40 pm


F you! 2016 you have been a true bitch! Can't wait for 2017. Yes, you can read sarcasm here. 



10/24/16 08:09 pm


"Kāpēc mēs vispār dekorējam kaut kādus Helovīnus, ja mēs nemaz nesvinam?" Tas protams, mums netraucēja ievīkšķīt visus kaktus mākslīgajos žirnekļu tīklos. 

Whiskey, tango, foxtrot! I am doing good even when I'm doing bad. That is outrageous! Hah. 

10/23/16 07:39 pm

“Perfection is not when there is no more to add, but no more to take away.”

10/22/16 09:10 pm


Quote: “The privilege of a lifetime is being who you are.”
Challenge: Being patient and focusing on positive 
I am grateful for the access to collective knowledge of humans; opportunities life has thrown my way and that I didn't waste them; Music
I am goofball; hair monster; finally less blur minded? 
Amazing thing that happened today - finally saw Suicide Squad; have a plan for a certain project
How could I have made today better? Less thoughts of tomorrow, work, and point blank stupid people 

10/22/16 04:37 pm

I appreciate people who are honest, able to look you in the eye and say what they truly believe and think, are brave and have courage to stay true to who they are, are kind and think first, not only about themselves, but others too, and only then take action.

That is who I want to be and be around.
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