Andromeda

Amazing album by Wardruna "Runaljod - Ragnarok"

Especially enjoyed Isa and Raido 

These violent delights have violent ends 

And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, 

Which as they kiss consume: the sweetest honey 

Is loathsome in his own deliciousness 

And in the taste confounds the appetite: 

Therefore love moderately; long love doth so; 

Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow.

Du må være der ute. Du må se samme stjerner. Du må finne meg. 

I had lovely time with my family last Saturday - took them to Sigulda. It was awesome. I want to take them to small adventures more often. 

We will be ok. I will do everything I can to make them happier. 

I think I actually made a friend at work. She is awesome. And it is sincere.  

When it gets tough you see who is actually great, who will be there for you, who will not walk away, but get closer. 

Now, let's go make this weekend amazing! 

I don't have to prove myself to anybody. If you are too blind to see it is on you. Those things you label depressing, I see beauty in them and wish you could see that too.  

I am surprised that someone would actually treat me as a friend. Very lovely feeling. Of course I know it is not real, but it could be. Maybe I will trust people again one day. Maybe. 

Crisp in the air, leaves and darkness. I welcome you autumn. 

Cause I slay..All day. Okay. 

Numb, hilarious feeling of exhaustion and little sleep. Drunk giggles you can't help. Dangerous indeed. It is easy to fall for such a state of mind. You just don't give a crap about anything. It is easy. I don't need no pills or substances to understand the danger. I won't deny. It was nice to feel numb and silly af. 

I got nervous for Hilary there for a minute, but she held it together. Trump is an idiot - I have a great plan, it is the best plan, I actually don't have a plan, I don't understand what your question was about. Cringe all over. 

Grab your gun, time to go to Hell

I'm no hero, guilty as charged 

Search and destroy

Moment you realize how lost and wrong someone has gone and nothing you can do. Truly sad really. 

Ten hour work days without people around are more than bearable. 

Fell. Got up. Walked with head high.  

So refreshing to see someone who has not been messed up by world and people. Reminds me of myself few years ago. So careless and unaware. 

- Westworld is everything I expected and more. Quality, depth and artistry. 

- There is a point after which I will stop tolerating your bullshit and by the time you realize that, it will be already too late. 

- Work & life stress has reached danger zone - welcome to insanity, headaches and body pain.

- We will create our perfect hideout where no one out of the circle is welcome. 

- I will not celebrate Christmas, New Year or Easter. I will not celebrate Midsummer with people who don't grasp the idea of this celebration. 

- Getting my strength back through workouts.    

We will be OK. I will do everything possible to make sure of that. This has made me incredibly sad again. 

Quote: “He who has never learned to obey cannot be a good commander."

Impressed with our harvest. Huge carrots, beetroots, cabbages, radishes and beans. And hey, energy levels are so much better today. 

High-Rise is humanity at it's most disgusting. 2 hours of my life that I will never get back. Unless someone would like to hug me all day to prolong my life. 

No matter how silly, lame and not impressive at all it seems right now, I will keep up with it. 

Divas nedēļas. Man šķita, ka mans organisms ir daudz spēcīgāks. Taču laikam mums visiem tā šķiet līdz brīdim. Jūtos ļoti vāja un laikam jau kaut kas nav kārtībā ar to asinsspiedienu. Toties klepus, praktiski pat varētu teikt, ir uzvarēts. Man nav ne jausmas cik litrus tējas es esmu izdzērusi pa šīm divām nedēļām. Zālīšu, zaļo, augļu, ignvers, citrons, medus, bet visspēcīgākā no visām  - islandes ķērpis. Rūgtais. Man pat gāja iekšā bez pārāk lielas nepatikas. Galvenais ar domu - man būs labāk. Krūze pēc krūzes. Izvairījos no antibiotikām. Paldies, Visumam. Kaut arī brīžiem šķita, ka būs atkal jāskrien pie ārsta ar visām tām dīvainajām sāpēm mugurā. 

Novācu vecos lakstus no mazā dārza. Viens spainis burkānu un pusspainis sviesta pupiņas. Atstāju vēl kabačus, kas tik skaisti zied, timiānu, salātus, lokus, spinātus un samtenes. Nākamgad būs gan nedaudz pārdomātāk viss jāsēj un jāstāda. Kabači izpletās pārāk un noēnoja nedaudz citus augus. Puķu dobē viss zied uz nebēdu. Sevišķi asteres, ķīnas asteres un cinnijas. Rīt jāiet uz tīrumu novākt ražu. Cerams, nepaģībšu ar to galvas reiboni un vājumu.

Ļoti ceru, ka būs spēks nākamnedēļ atsākt kustēties un vingrot. 

Emocionāli esmu diezgan grausts.