12/23/16 12:05 am “Action seems to follow feeling, but really action and feeling go together; and by regulating the action, which is under the more direct control of the will, we can indirectly regulate the feeling, which is not. ” “Everybody in the world is seeking happiness - and there is one sure way to find it. That is by controlling your thoughts. Happiness doesn't depend on outward conditions. It depends on inner conditions.” Fake it till you make it.
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Andromeda
Life long story
12/21/16 12:36 pm Day 4 of my meditation journey. Feels good. I might be able to reverse damages done to my mind.
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12/19/16 10:52 pm - 1 day I just wish you could see what I've accomplished and what I could be. But instead you chose not to see me at all.
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12/18/16 04:22 pm - 2 days I've never had dresses and pretty girly things, but you know what? I will make 2017 year of dresses.
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12/17/16 11:50 am xoxoxo
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12/14/16 11:15 pm No. I won't trust myself to anyone else, ever. I just can't. No!
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12/12/16 08:56 pm xo
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12/7/16 09:12 pm “Don’t count on motivation; count on discipline.” My vacation plan is almost ready. I am so exhausted.
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12/6/16 09:50 pm Book: Ignore Everybody: and 39 Other Keys to Creativity by Hugh MacLeod; How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie; Latvian Folk Tales Music: The Weeknd album Starboy TV series: Westworld; Lucifer; Vikings Food: Greek yogurt with apricots Drink: Mint tea Favorite human: Abel Makkonen Tesfaye Thought: 14 days; Oh, but you don't want me to know my full potential, because then, my dear, I will be so gone; I have a plan and I see the path I have to take Video: The Weeknd - False Alarm Project: London box Move: Shoveling snow Quote: “To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.” |
12/4/16 11:46 pm Sāp.
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11/29/16 10:02 pm Twenty seven. I don't know why, but I like the sound of it and the looks of it. Edgy just like me. Too much unwanted spotlight today. Overdosed on sweets. H2O needed. Having imaginary dance party in a smoky night club while A Lonely Night is playing is fun. Pretty much decided. |
11/28/16 08:41 pm Why do you give me all reasons in the world to run away? I know I deserve better.
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11/28/16 12:28 amThere is almost nothing keeping me here. |
11/27/16 12:35 am There is not a single song on Starboy that I don't like. Rare.
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11/26/16 09:13 pm “Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.” End of summer 2017.
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11/24/16 10:08 pm This darkness is not helping. Somehow it is bothering me now more than ever. I think I just didn't notice it before. Sun rises half nine and sets about four.
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11/23/16 11:00 pm "Angel... I hope you find somebody, I hope you find somebody to love." This song just found me and I think it was really meant for me.
Two coffee week. Exhausted.
To my surprise I really enjoy The Weeknd's music.
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11/22/16 10:49 pm Why do I feel anxious all the time? Sometimes also at home when absolutely nothing happens. Ever since. I just feel so worthless and worth everything. Doubt? Lack of validation for one or other? Productive day. Good rhythm at work, worked out my brain, worked out my body, read fairy tales, finished reading one of the books, meditated.
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11/20/16 07:28 pm Huuuum. If I close my eyes, you are not there. Right?
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11/19/16 11:35 pm Vēlētos kā kaķis saritināties kamoliņā un nelikties ne zinis par pasauli. |
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