Andromeda

Life long story

1/31/17 07:17 pm


I just want to Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa in the middle of nowhere!

1/30/17 08:50 pm


How can it be that the smart ones can be so stupid? It is so baffling to me.

1/27/17 07:26 pm

This level has unlocked new oversight. Interesting. Not just oversight, but understanding. I recognize right and wrong for me. I am awake. Alive. 

Spring was in the air today. Enjoyed every breath. 

1/26/17 10:19 pm


In the mornings I tell myself - this time I will come home and go to sleep straight away. In the evenings I feel so full of energy I forget what I told myself in the mornings. 

Flying dangerously close to the sun again, but forming habit which is good. 

I am me again. 

1/23/17 07:54 pm


People are acting out when they don't feel important enough, loved enough. Right thing to do - make them feel important and loved. Care for them. Sincerely. 

Hydration, exfoliation, working out, good sleep and good food is top priority. 

Meditation, reading in all languages, brain training.

1/22/17 01:12 am


'Cause when you reach for me, I'm there, I'm by your side And you're holding me, I'm alright, 
I'm alright I wanna hold you, I wanna touch you I wanna feel good and make you mine'


ZHU has amazing music and lyrics. Highly recommend.

1/21/17 09:23 pm

My new guilty pleasure. 

1/19/17 07:29 pm


Sleepy. 

1/18/17 10:49 pm

J'crois que je poursuis un rêve impossible
J'pense que ça marchera pas mais j'y ai cru quand même
Je me revois, je revois tes yeux, je revois ta bouche, je revois tes cheveux, ton visage
Je me demande si toi aussi t'y penses
Je me demande si toi aussi tu
Tu me revois quand tu fermes les yeux et quand tu rêves
C'est un rêve impossible, tu m'avais dans la peaume de ta main
Tout ce que tu avais à faire c'était de me dire de rester
Mais tu es reparti, puis tu es revenu et puis tu es reparti et puis tu es revenu
Encore et encore et à chaque fois c'est la même chose
Tout ce que tu avais à faire c'était de me dire de rester et je serai rester
Je serai rester pour toujours, toujours avec toi
Alors pourquoi tu es parti, pourquoi tu m'as laissé?
Ça va nous échapper entre les doigts, et un jour ou l'autre de toute façon, tout ça va s'arrêter

1/18/17 07:54 pm


Trying not to fly too close to the Sun. 

“Will try to get your shit together? ” - “Yaas!”

Kettlebell in the morning, kettlebell in the evening. Feel my inner thighs.

1/17/17 09:34 pm - Always and Forever

ED

1/16/17 12:32 pm - Keep a positive self image


Book: Ignore Everybody: and 39 Other Keys to Creativity by Hugh MacLeod; How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie
Music: Lucifer's soundtrack - So good bad
TV series: Sherlock;Vikings 
Food: Tangerines
Drink: Orange juice
Favorite human: Yair Rodriguez
Thought: Turn it off and don't go there. Stay focused. It is waste of time. Just do it. Take care of health. Stop getting old. Everything else will take care of itself 
Project: Create habit
Move: Kettlebell  deadlift
Quote: “Can I go from old to young again and reverse damages done to my body?”  - “Yes of course. Countless people have done it.” 

1/12/17 09:59 pm - Create momentum

“Make time for fitness or make time for getting sick and getting old.” - Firas Zahabi 

 All I needed to hear.

1/11/17 11:40 pm - Breathe in breathe out


Forward.

1/9/17 08:01 pm


One of my colleagues is complete idiot and douche. Then again only some of them would qualify as people for me. Harsh? Yes. 

Cool off. Don't act when emotional. 

1/7/17 12:47 pm


“Those who are determined to be ‘offended’ will discover a provocation somewhere. We cannot possibly adjust enough to please the fanatics, and it is degrading to make the attempt.”

1/1/17 02:46 pm


Too much focus on wrong things. 

12/31/16 03:08 pm


I have two busted knees - they crackle when I go up stairs. I have busted ribs - they sometimes hurt when I turn awkwardly. I have busted right shoulder - it sometimes hurts randomly, when I move my right arm up.  Gonna drink some medicine for 3 months now to fix my joints. Then I'm going to hit gym hard.

I enjoyed how Nunes beat Ronda in easy 48 seconds. That is what you get when you are arrogant coward who thinks of herself as the only one in the Universe. At least this time she touched glows. 

12/26/16 11:30 am

Dear reader, why are you here? Why do you read my silly diary? I wonder.

12/26/16 11:08 am


Thoughts after Christmas: 

F Christmas
We had sort of nice-ish Christmas weirdly
We still can't sing for shit; I choke on sad songs
I have zero need for bragging; I am silently happy for what I have accomplished. 
I am happy if I can give
Scrooged
We have such a pretty tree
I will continue to work with myself 
Best advice from my mom's brother - continue to learn and fight all your life, don't be like others who float down the stream like some piece of shit. 
London box is almost over - yes!
You will never find another me.
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