es gāju pa mežu gar jūru un no kokiem varēju ieliet savā glāzē šķidrumu, it kā, sulas no zar bet tās nebija sulas, bet gan kaut kas ko man bija bail dzert. tas bija mazliet eļļains un rūgts un zari no kuriem tas tecēja nebija šajā pasaulē. es to iedzēru un milzīgs koks manā priekšā sāka vaibstīties. tas atvērās un es tajā varēju ieiet iekšā un kļūt par to.

man patīk skaņas, kuras es nezinu no kurienes nāk.
man patīk gaisma, kura es nezinu no kurienes nāk.

es gribu klausīties dobjā šalkoņā, nezinot no kurienes tā nāk.

I shuddered at the awareness that I was no longer a normal human being. How on earth would I exist as a member of the human race with this heightened perception that we are each a part of it all, and that the life force energy within each of us contains the power of the universe? How could I fit in with our society when I walk the earth with no fear?

i change people

uz slapjiem liepziediem var baigi paslīdēt.

es aliņu nesūcu, es viņu sūknēju.

birzkops cirsis ruzulis zebņickis

birzkops cirsis ruzulsis zebņickis

alex voss was a drug dealer I think. he had a cow in his apartment and a mattress. I was him also, but I looked at him from third person perspective. there was a flight in space also somehow. like in EVE online. he was feared and shunned at the same time and noone would leave him in peace. he had a shaved and tattooed head. his cow had disappeared one day and there was a sense of desperation as he was searching for another. the cow gave drugs instead of milk I think. and then it turned all virtual like - his money became some crypto currency which he could only watch as it dwindled and became nothing. meanwhile his room was becoming more and more filled with books, then shelves of books which were all unstable and falling over as he tried to stabilize them.