I have a tendency to go on and on about how hard writing is for me. But this, this is the hardest thing i ever had to write. There is no easy way to say this, so i will just say it. I met someone, it was an accident, i wasnt looking for it, it was a perfect storm. She said one thing, i said another, next thing i knew i want to spend rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. She is completely nuts in the way she makes me smile. I have this feeling in my gut ..she might be the one.
Here i am rotting away in a warm california sun. Mistakes were made, hearts were broken, harsh lessons learned. There are things i need to figure out. while i drown in the sea of pointless pussy. I don't know what is going on with us, but i know that i can't be with you right now. And it scares the shit out of me. Because if I am not with you right now, I have this feeling we got lost out there. It's a big bad world out there, with a twist and turns and people in a way of blinking are missing the moment. The moment that could have changed everything.