| Wednesday, January 6th, 2010 |
| 5:22 pm |
"Sometimes, your heart will not let you see what you need to see, and this may be the case right now
Life is getting better. :)Went to see Lilo and Stitch last night with Merrit.Got a lot cleared up, but we're still confused.Lots more of me being happy. yay. :) Went to B&N and bought the book Candide and listened to neat CDs.Went to his dad's house watch Seinfeld and ate our Frosties.Came home My mom is confused, I laughed at her and told her not to worry. Fell asleep reading the book i bought.Making post Friends only for sure from now on. If you're not on the list IM me e-mail me or comment on this last publc post.Going to see The Power Puff Girl Movie today with the great Kristen. :)Write more later. The End |
| Tuesday, January 5th, 2010 |
| 3:37 pm |
"I'm crying out loud.."
My eyes burn..I think from crying too much. I sat by my front door in that little room and looked outside hoping he'd come visit...I listened to Avril Lavigne "Losing Grip" on repeat for a good while while looking at a picture of me and him from his homecoming while hugging Pickles(stuffed animal),The closest thing I have to a friend right now. Everything in my house reminds me of him and I want to move out. I want to just go away..I need something to take me mind off of this..but nothing helps...i hate crying..but at the same time it's my only comfort..I guess that's why I'm still crying.. |
| Monday, January 4th, 2010 |
| 11:54 am |
"It's always been up to you.."
I have too much on my mind and when not busy I keep thinking.. So I tried keeping myself busy by trying to pray and that didn't work. So I tried singing and that also didn't work all I can do is think of Merrit. ::sigh:: I want to cry but I stop myself. I've called him but he has called ID on his cell so I think he's avoiding me.....::shrug:: why do I even try?...I callled both of his houses. I didn't bother asking his brother where he is since I think his whole family dislikes me...I think I'll stop but it's something I can't help...I just want to say...i'm sorry. |
| Sunday, January 3rd, 2010 |
| 8:24 am |
"I made you a sweater stripey.."
I'm introducing my little cousins to Drop Dead Fred the movie..haha they're enjoying it. Um..I'm bored anyone up to visiting De at her aunt's? No one eh? That's what I thought. I'm in a good mood today. I think it was Bryce, Heather and Julia who helped last night. :) Thank you all. ::sigh:: nothing to do today..If anyone wants to do anything comment or IM me or even call me. I enjoy phone calls..esp. with people that I like to talk to. I get my checks cashed today and I'm going to buy my mouse tonight! I hope if I can get a ride there(PETsMART that is) without my mom finding out that I got one. If not sometime this weekend. hehe. I've been wanting one for a while and I finally have the money to get one. yay. my mouse will make me happy. At least it will always love me. :) And I will love it. Well that's all the rambling I have for now so I'll write later.Love,De |
| Saturday, January 2nd, 2010 |
| 6:40 am |
haha
I'm just sitting here in front of the computer watching Idle Hands and I here something bang into the glass door. Three birds all just decided to see if there was really a window there. haha. sorry I thought that was amusing..looks like my day is looking up. :) |
| Friday, January 1st, 2010 |
| 5:53 am |
Mainly for Jessie..
"One day you'll see a strange little girl feeling blue..."Which Strange Little Girl would you be?This quiz made while Angel was procrastinating her ass off. |
| Saturday, January 31st, 2009 |
| 4:00 am |
Right now I feel invisible to you....
Tonight wasn't that great. Sorry. Heather was the best part. She was the one who made me laugh that most. Julia came in 2nd though. I hugged everyone bye and came home. Yelled at my mom beacuse she thinks the way I'm acting now is not good. Yelled at her for teh first time in a while and it felt good. She's all about me just as soon after going out with Mer for almost 2 fucking years to just get up and date other guys but SORRY MOM BUT NO...that's not how it works..::sigh:: okay so here's the story ..yes I've "dated" two guys after Bear but for Bear I backed off both of them...I broke up with him the first two times to make his friends happy and the last time it was my selfishness...and where does it get me NO WHERE. I fucking ry to make others fucking happy instead of my own as always and it always gives me SHIT. That's it no more putting everyone before ME. It's going to be ME ME ME before anyone else. agh..no that's not how it's going to be b/c I always say that and it never happens..oh well I tried.I want to talk to someone tonight. but i don't think I can ...really i don't think I should. it only hurts me. my mom hates merrit now. that sucks. she said he's not allowed in my room anymore. I yelled at her and told her she was ridiculous for even saying that. Why do I take up for him you ask? cause i love him. ::sigh:: but she won't go through with it... I yelled her some more for not being like my friend's parents because I can talk to other's parents so normally but if I talk to her ....it's like trying to... teach the stupidest kid in the world german....ah...well off to chat online to people who care...maybe.. |
| 1:09 am |
AAAAAHHHHHHH IM DEDS
OH GAWD THIS IS BAD THIS BAD THIS IS REALLLYYYY BAADDDDDFANGIRLING OVER MILO VENTIMIGLIA IS EATING MY BRAINNNN (SYLAR reference#1) XO SQUEE IM IN-LOVE! >_< its the stubbles i tell ya! ( anything with stubbles makes me fangurl.. dogs with stubbles, carrots with stubbles, 5 year old boys with stubbles O_o)(i dreamed of him last night and the two of us we're like some powerful beings, and lovers in our past life *grins* that will save the earth from some evil thingy! i swear it was just like some movie, effects and all! I woke-up & wrote what had happen! I'll probably make it into a one-shot comics :D)So i've been hooked with American (TV, music & BOYS) stuff nowadays, i even forgot watching anime (except blood+) & jdramas ^^; No japanese or anything asian for more than a week! NOW that is something O.o ...and also, I've been working real hard. I'm making an actual magazine because the art director resigned and now i'm the one doing the layouts. I'm actually thinking of applying for the position but i'm still confuse if i can really do a great job since it's my first time in the publishing industry, im not that confident you see T_T OH MAN JUST HAVING THE TITLE OF ART DIRECTOR IS AWESOME, DUDE THAT'LL BE LIKE WOW OMG MILO YOUR TOO DISTRACTING WITH YOUR PRETTY FACE & EMO HAIR (WHICH YOU TRIMMED WTF) & STUBBLE PLZ DONT SHAVE O_O *babbles* HAVING HIM AS A DESKTOP WALLPAPER IN MY MAC IS NOT A GOOD IDEA anyways, it will also be a great thing for my future career so WHAT SHOULD I DO?? IM CONFUSEEEEE!! XO;sigh..in connection with emo!Peter Petrelli/Milo Ventimiglia and the tv show HEROES, my love for american music (mostly bands) IS EATING MY BRAIN AGAIN (lol SYLAR reference#2) again. I even made a compilation of songs that i think suits the show & even the characters, they are on repeat in my itunes & the mp3 player in my mobile phone.. DUDE I AM OBSSESSED WITH SHOW PLS FORGIVE MEhh.... I NEED A PETER PETRELLI MESSAGE TONE DARN IT!! HEROES INSPIRED FAN COMPILATION 1. If I Am - Nine Days (Nathan/Peter) 2. Hero/Heroine - Boys like Girls (Heroes cast) 3. Found My Place - Augustana (Heroes cast?) 4. My Hero - Paramore (Molly/Matt, Hiro, Mohinder) 5. Cat and Mouse - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (Heroes cast, hmm Sylar?) 6. What'll She Look Like - Stephen Speaks (Niki) 7. Unopened letter to the world - The Ataris (Peter) 8. Frailty - Urbandub (Peter) 9. For you to notice - Dashboard Confessional (Peter) 10. Pressure - Paramore (Peter) 11. In This Diary - The Ataris (Claire/Zach) 12. My Heart - Paramore (uh, Nathan/Peter? O_o) 13. Endless,a Silent Whisper - Urbandub (Heroes cast) 14. Waiting - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus (Heroes cast) GAH most of the songs reminds me of emo!Peter (or Nathan/Peter) and YES! I added one Filipino band!! URBANDUB rox if you have any suggestions for other OPM acts pls do tell me :D btw, SONG LINKS WILL BE PROVIDED FOR YOU TO HEAR TEH AWESOMENESS OF IT!! i swear, just give me time :DSEPTEMBER 24 IS TOO LONG GAHHHH XO |
| Thursday, January 29th, 2009 |
| 9:30 pm |
PLUG!
AAUUUUGGHHH PARIS HILTON IS INVADING MY BRAINS!! MAKE HER STOP SINGING STARS ARE BLIND!!!! XO <-last song syndromeAnyways, it's been too long since my last post so this one is quite special.. OMG ITS ME DOING SOME SHAMELESS PLUGGING is it? Correct! *ala-kris aquino* This oneis a teaser for our new comics/baby... Talikala. Do check it out!
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| Wednesday, January 28th, 2009 |
| 7:00 pm |
OH MY GHULAY!!
SQUEEE! Now who would think im 387565848 years older than him?! *hides in a cave*
YEHEY! WUHU! OLRAYT! i have completely lost my mind the moment i received this picture from roryheadmav. SEE? I even posted my face in livejournal!! THAT'S JUST CRAZY!! (for me) I was grinning like a maniac the whole day & this picture is now used as my desktop wallpaper. I'll also put this on my mobile phone & put it in my friendster account & my wallet & print it in a shirt and im shutting-up now. XD; I'm not an obssesed fan of his ok? I just adore him like a little brother.. right. WAHAHAHAHA that's bullsh*t i know. But, seriously.. don't we just look good together? >________< (just bear with me a little ok? give me a week and this will pass XD)
roryheadmavtook that picture above when she interviewed Matteo. This wonderful lady let me accompany her knowing i was a rabid fan of his X) Oh it was great seeing him in person. I saw him earlier (before the interview) when she went to Shangri-La hotel to meet someone there. We were about to return to that Animax event & there he was!! About to exit the hotel too! Oh you have no idea how i felt just seeing him for the first time!roryheadmav went to him & he recognized her that's why he made beso-beso with her (yak konyo) O_O WAAAAAAAHHHH!! i was so envious!! Im just standing there in a corner acting like its no big deal but i think i was about to explode. OHCRAPIMSOHAPPYICOULDJUST DIERIGHTTHENANDTHERE!!! So after he went & do his stuff in the said event, we went to this cafe/resto in Oakwood where the interview happened. Then when its all over i gave him a print-out of the vector image of him that i made. I also asked him if he could sign my copy! SQUUUEEEEEEEEE YEY!! OHWOWTHATSMILEHEGAVEMEWASJUSTSOAWESOME!!I <--babbling I really hoped that he liked my work. >_< heeeheee it was such a great day! roryheadmav-sama!!! THANK YOU!!! I enjoyed the yaoi manga you brought too heehee. Well, thanks tofallenangelkat too because she introduced me to her >_< |
| Tuesday, January 27th, 2009 |
| 3:01 pm |
O_O
GREAT. Just great. I don't need another one these things to distract me like Brokeback Mountain did but AUGGGGHHHHH I HOPE THE DVD WILL BE AVAILABLE HERE or better yet the movie will be released here XO What's it all about? c'mon of course you know! HAHAHA NO. It's not like Jewel inthe Palace.. because the pretty UKE here is just so edible (for a better lack of word to describe him) *swoons* More info/pics can be found hereIm into slash nowadays so my yaoi cravings are in slumber but eventually will wake up because of Naruto heeheeGAH. Work is now getting at me. I was ok at first but new people to work with &me, alone as a graphic artist IS NOT MAKING ME A VERY HAPPY EMPLOYEE. IM STRESSED.Im beginning to hate my life because i feel like my hard work is not compensating my current salary. NOT AT ALL. AUUGGGGGHHHHHHH YES! IT'S ABOUT THE MONEY!! It's not worth my overtime but still i smile & try to finish my job because itwas needed! 2 weeks of doing these & the result.. a bucket of tears. In front of my computer while doing my job. People was around me & was quite sorry that they pressured me.I kinda hated myself for what i did & the attention i got but there's no helping it. It just had to happen, my patience broke & all i can do is cry. IM PATHETIC AUUGGGGHHHHHIm not going to work on Monday.tralalala~ |
| Monday, January 26th, 2009 |
| 1:27 pm |
Pinoy Brokeback
HEEHEE i meant to post this earlier but i was too busy..
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| Sunday, January 25th, 2009 |
| 11:23 am |
Jake, i swear..
Okay.. what is happening in the Philippines? I came home early last friday from the office because of all the chaos.. im confused on how i feel right now and all these bad news just sucks. Im in a very delicate stage right now (Damn you Annie Proulx! Damm you Ang Lee! sniff ) Or this is just my PMS talking. Ngr.
4 DAYS OF VACATION FOR STUDENTS! O_O Woe is me, because i'm working. I really wish i was still a student BOOHOO :(
Damn it, Brokeback Mountain just won't let me be. I'm still affected by it... I guess it's because i haven't had anyone to talk about it. No one i know watched it -_- im alone in my suffering. I can't even share it with the officemate that went with me because that is not how she views it. She just saw it as some interesting movie and that ends it. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG ME! IM ALL F*CKED UP GROOWWLLL (i just hate tragic love stories) GOOD GRACIOUS I EVEN DIG COUNTRY MUSIC NOW AUUGHHHHH or just the movie soundtrack hehehe.. it calms me... reminds me of Jake Gyllenhaal. I'm swooning over him as you've noticed. GOD, HE'S HOT! and young ;) His smile, his eyes i even luv his frikkin beard! AUGH MY BUBBLE BOY I LOVE YOU! i wish i knew how to quit you!!(goodbye Tom Cruise!) There's this rumor going around that he's bisexual and all i can say to that is.. whatever. I'm weird for thinking that if i can't have anyone i like or crushing it's better that a guy could have him instead of some other girl! HA! that applies to everyone i had liked (gei ka rodanfrog wahahahah *gets killed by aya*). Jake Gyllenhaal, i don't care what is your preference! You are a good actor! Goodluck at the Oscars! You too Heath!! GAWD THEY ARE SO HOT!! *dies* |
| Saturday, January 24th, 2009 |
| 7:53 am |
WAHAHAHAHAH im currently downloading some shonen-ai
WAHAHAHAHAH im currently downloading some shonen-ai.. correction YAOI scanlation of some manga IN THE OFFICE (!!!) and the music in the background is This Guy's In-Love with you Pare by Parokya ni Edgar!! XXD *amused*
WAIT.. call me an ass because i never greeted you guys A Merry Christmas &A Happy New Year! ..I was just to lazy to move around because i only got a few days of rest before going back to work.. urgh, WHY MUST I DO THIS EVERYDAY?!?! (obvious ba...)
some text messages between Saku & Me
Sakuwat tym tau bkas at san?MeAKO AY ISANG SHOTA-CON (gurl version ng Lolita)!!! hahaha wlang kinalamn s tanong mu, anyways, 2 lng tau?? O_o s powrbuks n lng, 1pm.. XDSakuaha, d ko sure kng ksma c gary. kinokontak ko p e.Meok fine.. basta yun n ang sked.. AHAHA im so proud of myself <--FREAKSakuO_o proud 2 b pedo, huh? hanapan m ko ng twag s kin!MeM NOT A PEDO!! i DO NOT tink of perverted things 2 do wid dem! XO eh? anu ka ba? ALIEN KA! anu b hilig/fetish/fantasy (<-HAHA) mo?SakuMen. Wahehe. At dolls. ;PMeikaw ay PERVERTTTT!!! yun.. hahaha intensive research to dude! pay me! XXDSakuPut it on my tab, dude.MeU SUCK!!!!SakuSo do u.
END!
Lame HHAHAHAHA XD
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| Friday, January 23rd, 2009 |
| 6:07 am |
HAHAAHAHAHAHAH my desk looks good from that view
HAHAAHAHAHAHAH my desk looks good from that view.. but don't be fooled.. XXD I wish i could take my monitor home.. |
| Thursday, January 22nd, 2009 |
| 1:43 am |
MY SO CALLED LIFE?!
CRAP!! I sooo enjoy watching LOVERS IN PARIS... AUGH it's so cute! I love the VAs too! I think VA ni Killua yung character na si Vivian! MAN! SHE ROCKS!! Nakita na raw siya sa TV nung sister ko! EEEEEEE I LUUVV HER!! *GLOMPS* hehe gurly daw siya tingnan *thinks of gurly killua* XXDI can't get enough of Kitchie Nadal's song too! HANEP SA LYRICS! ASTEEGGG!! XXD I reallyyyyy love the song!! Recently I've been listening to modern OPM songs and I'm proud to say Filipino music ROOCKKSS!!WORK WORK WORK WORK. I think I'm not into this kind of thing.. you know having a boss and being contained in a box (or cubicle) for hours! GAH! I just need to start at something so i guess i need to be patient! I've been feeling low for the past few weeks but i must stay strong.. Damn.. UURRGGHHHHHH this guy confuses me as well!! I dunno if he's interested or what!! It's my fault i guess.. I'm soooo cold sometimes without me realizing.. It's a defense mechanism.. being a Cancerian and all. This tough shell is hard to break because the inside is as soft as a cloud <-- lamest comparison evahhh! T_T OH WELLLLLLLL must restrain in killing meself... hehehm, i just realized i haven't run (takbo) in a long time.. you know the kind where you feel tired & breathless.. but feeling the wind on your face and hair makes it a lot bearable. HWOW that was DEEP. :PLater~ |
| Tuesday, January 20th, 2009 |
| 11:47 pm |
O_O
I KNEW IT!!! MAY YAOI FAN SA COMIC ALLEY NG SM NORTH!!!!
HAHA oh well.. im at work on a saturday.. T_T uhh.. hehe the advertisement i made for the company will be posted on Sunday!The Billboard i made is currentlydisplayed too! XXD
So Later~
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| Monday, January 19th, 2009 |
| 9:04 pm |
BOO!
Since its Nov 1 (although late na para i-greet ko kayo) HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!I wanna share something scary.. clickhere!
Random person: O_O OMG did i just see Rainier & Hero in that layout?? OMG SHE'S CRAZY!!!
Me: ~/o I labbb yuuuu babe in-lab ako sayooooo *piyok* ~/o
Random person: *throws tomato* >O BOOO!!!!
hehe Mark and Joross was to be included but im too lazy to put them there. XXD
~later |
| Saturday, January 17th, 2009 |
| 2:25 pm |
Ehihihiihihi testing friends
Ehihihiihihi testing friends! kubanlag WOOHOO! isprikitik YEHEY!! paysis OLRAYT!! SO THERE!! well, i've been busy making GetBackers FanArt for my Deviantart account HEHE that's why i haven'twrote somethingfor awhile.. i'll let Saku invade thisblog of ours. Lalalalal~ *glomps Haku* Isn't he the cutest ever? Im still thinking if i support him & Zabuza as a couple but.. hmmm.. maybe! XD ARGH HOW COME NIKITA'S (Romeo) VOICE SOUNDS LIKE HUCK (Tom Sawyer) ?!?! AAAHHHH *dies* Demmit i love her! she's me favorite! BOOHOO |
| Friday, January 16th, 2009 |
| 12:14 pm |
Tralalala~
INVADER ZIM ROCKS MY WORLD!! All thanks to
paysis ! Heehee Dib is HOT!XD Well I'm gonna post my gift for you guys who just graduated highschool! Enjoy~
WOW time flies so fast. I feel so old.. Hmm, i must be ready for my new role now! I'll be working and i'll be partying and i'll be going away and i'll be meeting new people ..whatever!! I can't wait!!XD I can't also wait to blog about all the coming miseries and problems and crappy stuff i'll be dealing withalso. MIZERABLE HUMAN STINK BEASTS!! Dont you dare touch me and bring me pain!! HAHA XXD
isprikitik !! We wanna thank you for that wonderful drawing! We really liked it!*hugs* kubanlag , miss you na! |