*little confession and thoughts*

And of course, what's the point?
What's the point of all of this?
Every time I find something new, something fresh...
One says: just great, just do it.
Another one says: why what's the point?
Really? People?
I think, I can't understand people at all.
I can listen to them.
Every time, I get excited or happy about something REAL happening in my life,
there is always someone unsatisfied.
You would ask why do I care?
Well... I wish I could say that I really, really don't give shit.(and sometimes I don't give a damn shit)
But I do. Because I listen. I'm investing my self in people.
I want to understand humanity and their thoughts about life.
I want to try so many amazing things in life.
Problem is, I want it all of those amazing things :D
Life just seems too short for me.
I'm always worried, that I'm late, that I will not make it.
I really wanna spend quality time. All the time.
I don't wanna waste time. That's why I care. That's why I listen what people feel needed to say.
People talk about dreams, life goals, inspirations, work, friendships, relationships...ect
And I listen, truly. Carefully. Because I don't have my one true BIG dream.
I collect everything I read, see and hear.
My life goal is to open my eyes wide open, open my mind the widest I can,
and see the WORLD, all of it.
Time may be an illusion, but our time here is everything we have.
Life is short. Don't waste it.