LIFE TIME ROUTINE or WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT...

Oh my God... Just like perfect, but not on time...

I want to go, but I don't wanna leave now...
Tomorrow is a long day. We'll see how the car feels and how that baby sounds...I want to see him very much...
I am still lost in the ocean...

Thank you for your smiles today...

When I was 8 years old I was going to primary school. After finishing the classes I was running to the music school to play piano and then I had ballet studio in the evening. I remember I couldn’t do my hair for ballet dancing. My mum was working, so I had to go to a neighbor woman to get it done. It had to stay tight on my head the whole day from early morning, because I wouldn’t have time to fix it during the day. The neighbor was very rough with my hair, but I knew there wasn’t other choice. I had this timetable for 3 years.


At 11 I began Riga Choreography School, which included all obligatory secondary, music and ballet schools. I was leaving home at 6:30 am and often coming back at 11pm. All my life was taken by arts. We had classic dancing even on Sundays for 3 hours. This school lasted for 3 years and that was the time of my life. I became an adult. I saw and experienced everything: cruelty, kindness, suffering, ambitions, jealousy, heartbreaking, success, rewards, happiness and much more than that.


One day I got on the bus after school and the mum of my best friend (that time) was there. Suddenly she started to shout on me all possible swearing words in front of all the people in the bus. It was a shock for me, because I was only 12 and I didn’t even know all the words she said and why. I remember this as it happened yesterday. My mum later explained me the reason of this incident. That day there was a concert at school, where I was announced as the best student from the whole group. My friend’s mum got very jealous that her daughter didn’t win the award and decided to get me off the way by harming mentally. It actually worked for her, because it took me a long time to recover and I became very sensitive. However, it was not the hardest time I lived those days. As a parallel I also had millions of paradise moment that I keep in my heart forever. I am always positive and ambitious.

Where do YOU keep your memories?

Love is a natural gift from God, the ability of a free feeling and our incredible opportunity to stay in extraterrestrial joy.

I prefer friendship love, because it is only sweet.

I truly believe that we make our own pass and everyone just chooses what is most precious to live for them.

It's a very recreational time for me. I feel I have educated myself up to the level where I know who I am, why I am a human being on Earth and I am getting very close to who I want to become. Many times my diversions and directions are too many of a passion that I can't finish any of them. But I feel the power of change, that I will take as soon as I complete the 'image me the exact profile and style'.


I already know that I will never be able to feel as much joy from giving in to myself, as from giving in to somebody else. I can buy me anything, absolutely anything I want. One day everything. Is that what makes happiness? Yes, but it works too temporary and every time you achieve more or less the same singular level of joy. I feel this way. When you buy yourself a present it gives you happiness and satisfaction until it grows into 'you want more'. You get more, but it is still the same flash of happiness that comes after. When you buy things or do good for other people, you get double or triple joy, because you satisfy, help and make happy more people than just you. Think about helping thousands or millions of people, you get multiple or UNLIMITED JOY.

I take LD Line stolen lighter from Davide, take my smelly colourful candle from Wilkinsons and start a little fire. I want love...I blow the candle and I don't want it anymore. Can you do that?

GAINED BENEFITS FROM ENGLAND:

VALUABLE JOB EXPERIENCE

SELF-CONFIDENCE AND DEVELOPMENT

CULTURAL AND DIVERSITY KNOWLEDGE

LANGUAGE SKILLS

PURE INDEPENDENCE

RELATIONS

TRAVELLINGS


Thank you *

All right reserved @Skype

05/05/09


[00:15:38] El tontito says: tu eres un poco tonta tambien, pero te amooo jajajaja

[00:17:56] El tontito says: no tonta no, loca! eso....


Eso es 'carne', ya he comido las naranjas! :>



*Gillipollas? :>

What inspires me is a lifestyle. The incoming little air that comes out from each thing or individual. It transformes you and pushes you up. Sometimes it bits me up and I need an immediate recovery from my own failures, which makes to go more up! It's like Mr X infront of me some 6 years ago. He was FUCKING* amazing, blowing rich and profound actions every single time. He teached me a little secret to love, not him, - MYSELF! Because no metter where you are and who you are with, there is always YOU and YOU create who YOU are. I am always full of joy, because I love myself and I can give you, my love. Then you attract everything good. (...)

I don't believe people have a mission. I believe people have bodies, brains, hearts and the environment to create and complete a mission, making the world a little bit better.


And I really love those guys, like Tony Robbins, Janet Attwood, Brian Tracy, Jack Canfield, Harv Eher...Although, I like more creative elements and complexity (in writing of thoughts) that often evolves my desires, rather than simplicity, that I already know. However, they make my brains coincide the ideas and burst with new tunes. Tomorrow I might sing another song, but it will come along with constantly building my own world, where I believe I can and I will! *By feeling myself, the air, the love and happyness I want to give (...)


*Excuse moi:>

Should a new manager have a feeling of a meaningful order, a deep 'suck' of personalities around and then an elegant building up?! The great productivity comes from the luxury unti-Mussolini understanding point, as well as acquisition of all games and players.

Selling is endless, if the good lasts.

Sometimes I hate commision, because I come to work for money, not to earn money.

I'd go for spontaneous.

The best way to live happy is building the world, YOUR OWN WORLD, every hour, every minute and every single second!

With love,


*

Hi, my name is Chocolate. Everyone loves me!

Yesterday was a sweet piece of Spanish fair at ucs, blaming myself I disappeared again in the end. But Mrs x just didn't suit that Flamenco frame, or possibly i was plenty of nuts. Should of melted myself waiting for a bottle of wine. Who doesn't know that the president of Aragon is Marcelino Iglesias Ricou, or Barca's stadium Camp Nou, or that there are 7 Canarian Islands and 4 provinces in Galicia!:>

Actually protein bars help to build up muscles, but those amino acids in reaction with seratonin? Oh no! I must of chosen this topic for my dissertation research!

Latvia doesn't have any more budget to keep on. If they cut pensions and salaries again, I'll call my friend Frankenstein!!! I know the perfect solution: Can we just join the Kingdom of Spain? :>


Under afrodisiac,

With deep thoughts of Casanova *


Miss Hot Chocolate *DC

Lost in the last day of the year. It's been 3 month in this little strange world. Sometimes I felt I'd better be Marina, cause of the shadows in my chest. The weather was sweet mamma mian though. The best party was the na huy one, all that in a pure direction to the cine world every day and everywhere...

One, two, three!

Don't ask, I don't know yet!

Happy New Year!

This is partly a song translation.


Probably it's my paradise
to look for his reflecion at the subjects of a black color
to listen May in my voice
Probably it's my paradise
In the beams of the window light
So close seems the sky
When the eyes are the color of paradise

So good he doesn't know the one like I
So my dreams are like vanilla sky...

I'm not ashamed to scream it's love
His words have burned my blood
I'll carry on to tell you I'm allright
However, I still need you at my side

Probably it's my paradise
To walk around picking flowers
Saving them from the wind
Of course, if there is no you
I wouldn't meet the sunrises of your cold planet
Where sharing bridges?

So good he doesn't know now the one like I
So my dreams are like vanilla sky...

Too much of a psychology. It's been 1 week and a half of not breaking the rools. Don't tell yourself a story. Just do it! Cambridge smells like food. We didn't eat for 36 HOURS, 12 H of 36 H doing constant exercise, drinking so much water, cleaning up toxics? It's all working out, Mr Tony and Mr Tombak. I'm proud, feels somehow good up there, although I'm shakin', dude. No energy to feel my own feet. Time to eat!

What a melon taste days! Was luxury, especially because unEXpected. Raibi :) So? High cold-remover service created from pink hitting lamp and duvet, strawberry coctail with many extras, strong tea and mostly a really good company. Then followed the luxury trip called 'Riga for Men' on a luxury car. I'd say it was my first time in that Riga. Is it funny? Meanwhile we went to the office and 'cabinet' couple of times during the night and finnaly returned home by 4? Anyway, it's all about melons :) I feel very tasty.

• There was no Risto today
• There is no Risto on Thursdays?
• There was Corazon Contento de Operacion Triumfo on the radio today
• There is a triple training on Thursdays from now on. 1x gym, 1x show dance, 1x dance studio

Don't you see this is all connected? I do! Sports is good. With Risto or without Risto :>

I feel so PO as I didn't go to say goodbuy to my PI. Well, until May in Peter! I already miss you. Trax. I know you will be reading this...

I met those weird people that I knew.

One person is like shut up?

I'll start Tony, because I want to be better.

Finally, this is my magic candle-heart->

 

 

 

The sky, little magic sparcles everywhere, 'tupla' chocolate bar in one of the hands, wet, good-smelling hair after a long bubbly bath, in addition with 'cadena dial' directo. This morning I was sleeping, but feeling the coming reality and it was so sweet. Later on speaking with a friend for 20 minutes I realized that I'm single? It's very unusual as I always like to be in 'touch':> But I'm not alone and not the only one. I'm SO YOUNG. I listen my inside saying I want to do EVERYTHING. So it's just GREAT! And great to be single some time. I can do even more everything. I wouldn't ever change my life to anybody's else, because I'm so happy!

Jā, laikam man jau ir silti un negribās runāt auksti... Ja es vēl varētu izslēgt to slāpjo mūziku ārā, būtu vispār brīnišķīgi?
Es vienalga smaidu!
Tomēr, paldies, pankūkas!

I'm still loving this outside ugly, wonderful inside sports club. How many years of memories. Good and bad, and gay :) My photo is still on the side board. It's perfectly satisfying to show on entrance my glamorous gold membership card, which holds the best 'sports' touches in the world. Besides, it gives 10 % discount in case I want some extra training from Visockis? I've seen his perfect body today. Strangely, comparing, Hermanis looks already too wide-shouldered. The sta(u)ff have changed, but the green lady will never leave my mind. And somebody will definately support me about this :> Sauna was the best place to meet sauliiic and to create emotions through sweating. Those where the days my friends and they will never end...!

The water is falling down so hard, but my sleeping bag is ready, baby!

The sea will give the sign!!!