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Apr. 3rd, 2006 @ 02:17 pm The house is not the same since you left
Current Music: :::Mesh - The World`s A Big Place:::

The house is not the same since you left
the cooker is angry - it blames me
The Tv tries desperately to stay busy
but occasionally i catch it staring out of the window
The washing-up`s feeling sorry for itself aigain
it just sits there saying
'What`s the point, what`s the poing?'
The curtains count the days
Nothing in the house will talk with me
In think you armchair`s dead
The kettle tried to comfort me at first
but you know what its attention span is like
I`ve not told the plants yet
they think you`re still on holiday
The bathroom misses you
It still can`t believe you didn`t take it with you
The bedroom won`t even look at me
since you left it keeps its eyes closed
all it wants to do is sleep, remembering better times
trying to lose itself in dreams
it seem like it`s taken the easy way out
but at night I hear the pillows
weeping into the sheets.
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Mar. 25th, 2006 @ 08:16 pm For a long while?
Shovakar aka atsaaku skrieshanu gar juurmalu - naak pavasaris n` jaaatjauno tak sportiskaa forma. Arii presiiti saaku treneet, tikai diez cik ilgi shoreiz iztureeshu? Parasti man aatri pazuud apnjeemiiba..
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Mar. 6th, 2006 @ 09:32 pm Wow
Current Mood: pleased

No way - peec pusgada sava zhurnaalja neredzeeshanas, noleemu taisiit augshaa jaunu lapu, bet kaa par lielu briinumu - atradu kas vainas vecajam zhurnaalim - tagad viss ir kaartiibaa. Nespeeju vien noticeet.. :)
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Feb. 10th, 2006 @ 07:49 pm *********
Current Mood: sad

Kaa gribeetos, lai kaads mani gaida..
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Dec. 6th, 2005 @ 07:38 pm Why?
Current Mood: angry

Kaa man tagad gribeetos sevi ieklapeet..Kpc man vajadzeeja mainiit laiku un iet uz otro lekciju? Kpc?? Vai arii tas ir liktenis, kas man kko atmaksaa? Es speciaali negaaju uz savu grupu, tikai lai.. un she tev! Grauzh..jaa, shausmiigi grauzh, bet pate esmu vainiiga..vieniigi es pate..:((
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Dec. 3rd, 2005 @ 11:38 pm Z-sveetki
Tikko noskatiijos fiumu Ziemeljbriezha atgrieshanaas – viena no kaarteejaam Z-sveetku fiumaam..jaa, skaista gjimenes fiuma. Jaa, tas liek aizdomaaties par sveetkiem, kas tuvojas. Z-sveetki ir mani miiljaakie sveetki, pat savu dzimshanas dienu es taa negaidu kaa Z-sveetkus. Un ne jau daavanu deelj – man patiik labaak daavinaat nekaa sanjemt daavanas, bet taas gaisotnes deelj, kad ir taa reize, kad vari noticeet briinumam. Izklausaas beernishkjiigi – piekriitu, bet.. es ticu, jaa ticu, ka briinumi notiek, lai cik reizes ir cereets un nesagaidiits tas briinums, es ticu, ka kaadu dienu arii mana veeleeshanaas piepildiisies un tad es vareeshu teikt – jo es tachu ticeeju..
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Nov. 28th, 2005 @ 08:50 pm Why?
Kpc tieshi tad, kad man gribas kko iedrukaat zhurnaalis aka nestraadaa? PSC jau! grrr...
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Nov. 13th, 2005 @ 07:49 pm A Different Kind Of Pain
Current Music: :::Cold - A Different Kind of Pain:::

Before i let you go
Give me just one more night to show you
Just how i feel
I lost all my control
If it takes my whole damnned life i'll
Make this up to you

Im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life
Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore
Thats blown in by the wind that carries the clouds
To hide my wish on a fallen star

A differnt kind of pain, is someone there to hold you
Is someone there to take you away from me

I tried to let you go
I wish i could turn back time and show
You just how i feel
I needed you to know
If it takes my whole damned life i'll
Make this up to you

Before you let me go, i needed you to know
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Nov. 9th, 2005 @ 11:19 pm *********
This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
 5.1
Mind:
 5.6
Body:
 6.9
Spirit:
 4.1
Friends/Family:
 2.9
Love:
 2.1
Finance:
 3.9
Take the Rate My Life Quiz
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Oct. 26th, 2005 @ 03:38 pm Always
Vienmeer buus kaads, kursh man pateiks - tu esi nekam nederiiga,
vienmeer buus kaads, kursh pateiks - tu man neesi vajadziiga,
vienmeer buus vieta, kur mani neviens negaidiis,
vienmeer buus daudzi, kuri mani nesapratiis,
vienmeer buus kaada, kas tev patiks labaak,
vienmeer buus kaada, kas atnjems man tevi,
vienmeer buus dienas, kad jutiishos lieka,
vienmeer buus vakari, kad jutiishos viena,
vienmeer buus asaras, kas ritees pa maniem vaigiem,
bet nekad nebuus tas kaads, kas taas redzees.
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Oct. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:44 pm baac
Current Mood: depressed

Akal tas stulbais bezmiegs! Es jau biju domaajusi, ka esu tikuse valjaa no taa monstra nagiem, bet nea - es jau aka neieshu mociities vairaakas stundas liidz iemigshu..pa to laiku var izdomaat un sadomaaties sazin ko - pashai vien shermulji paarskrien par to, ko vien nevar izdomaat. Tagad man vaidzeeja saakt skumt peec manas istabas, maajiniekiem etc, kaut gan es veel nekur neesu aizbraukuse, bet taa doma vien.. bet arii sheit es negribu sapuut - kkaadaa el vee :/ meitinj, tef veel jaapieaug.. maybe ar laiku pieradiishu, bet ja nu nee?
I miss that town
I cannot believe it
So hard to stay
So hard to leave it..
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Oct. 21st, 2005 @ 12:08 pm rudens..
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: :::Cold - Rain Song:::

Shis riits mani patiikami paarsteidza - ne minjas no saules, viss tik peleeks, tumsh un patiikami skumjsh. Kraasainaas koku lapas labi kontrasteeja ar peleeko ietvi. Shis laiks man tieshaam aizkjer aiz sirds! :)
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Oct. 16th, 2005 @ 08:48 pm The End
Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: :::Nickelback - Photograph:::

Lai kaa arii negribeetos laikam jaatziist sakaave, jaaatkaapjas no meerkja, un sapnji jaaizsviesh meeslainee. Man vienreiz ir apnicis ticeet tukshiem sapnjiem, ir apnicis ciiniities par savu vietu, kuras man nebuus. Shiis laikam ir beigas, beidzot jaasamierinaas ar kaarteejo zaudeejumu, beidzot jaasamierinaas.

Every memory of looking out the back door
I have the photo that was printed on my bedroom door
Its time to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
Its time to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

And this is the day when dreaming ends..
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Oct. 16th, 2005 @ 05:03 am *********
Current Mood: hyper
Current Music: :::Double Faced Eels - Zilais Valis:::

Sen nebija bijis tik labs vakars Pablii - i kompaanija bij super, i muuzika - dfe bij vienk nepaarspeejami! ;)) Un NS atgaadinaaja vecos labos laikus. :)
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Oct. 15th, 2005 @ 12:08 am Man patiik, ka meitene skumst
Current Music: :::Nickelback - Photograph:::

Lai kaa arii citi shausminaajaas par kadriem, kuri it kaa esot shai fiumaa etc, man protams gribeejaas aiziet uz muusu pilseeteles pirmizraadi un..jaaatziist, ka fiuma ir gods godam. 1.kaart - liikji nemaz nebija 1.majaa plaanaa, 2.kaart vareeja pat labi ienjirgt n` 3.kaart taa tieshaam ir fiuma ar domu.
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Oct. 12th, 2005 @ 10:38 pm laimiiga?
Current Mood: like stupid girl
Current Music: :::Dzelzs Vilks - Meitene no sirds:::

Jau no pasha riita sanjemu sms - apsveicu, juus esat laimeejusi..paarsteigums gan. 6dien vienk aizgaaju maasai liidzi uz kkaadu tur uznjeemeeju izstaadi, beigaas dabuuju labu info sev par labu n` aiz neko dariit aizpildiiju vienu lapinju - loterijai, un redz - laimeeju =D Taalaak - shodien uzzinaaju, ka shomeenes man buus diezgan pienaaciiga stiipa - jauki? Un ar to veel nepietiek - vakaraa veel dabuuju ieluugumu uz 6dienas pasaakumu Pablii. Lai arii man negribas tur kaaju spert, tomeer gribas redzeet i dfe, i sen neredzeetos pazinjas - N.S. Shodien pat raadzhis kkaa bij tendeets uz manaam miiljaakajaam dziesmaam ;> Perfect day? Yeah right. Driizaak man shkjiet, ka kaads tur augshaa mani meegjina piekukuljot..bet zini Tu tur, mani nevar uzpirkt, vienkaarshi nevar. Lai cik daudz pozitiivu lietu shodien nebuutu bijushas, tas nevarees aizvietot vienu lietu..nevarees!!!
Šodien dievs ir sajucis prātā
Ko lai citu veel pastaastu?!?
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Oct. 11th, 2005 @ 12:20 pm :/
Current Music: :::Sum 41 - Pieces:::

Tikko palasiijos vecos ieraxtus n` vecos komentaarus..galiigi skumiigi palikaas. Viss naak n` aiziet. Kaarteejo reizi saprotu, ka nedriixt piekjerties cilveekiem - nedriixt, jo vieniigaa kam buus zheel un kas saskums atminjaas buushu es. :/
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Oct. 6th, 2005 @ 09:36 pm vecums?
Current Mood: tired

Es laikam tieshaam palieku veca.. :| Shodien mani akal aicinaaja uz kaarteejo pasaacienu, bet man tieshaam nekur negribas iet, turklaat kaa jau vecam cilveekam pieklaajas - man kkaa saaka saapeet mugura - juutos kaa taada pensionaare :/ Riit ar draugiem svinam dzimeni - nebuutu jau pieklaajiigi neiet, bet man tieshaam nekur vairs iet negribas, bet pieklaajiibas peec ieshu atseedeet taas paaris stundinjas. Naak ned lielais pasaakums - dfe, bet vai mani varees no maajas izvilkt, lai ietu uz to dzertuvi? gh..apnikushas man taas lietas, bet tad jau redzees.
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Oct. 5th, 2005 @ 10:06 pm Skolotaaj,..
Current Mood: optimistic

Lai cik tas arii interesanti sanaaca, bet man paluudza novadiit 2 stundas beernu muuzikas skolas klasiitei, piedevaam 3shajai. Pirms paaris gadiem mees 3 meitenes jau notureejaam vienu stundu, bet tas bija savaadaak - mees bijaam 3, bet tagad es viena pate..nezinaaju kaa buus, kas buus un kaa izdosies, bet.. izdevaas patieshaam labi! :) Man tieshaam patiik beerni un par briinumu - es ar vinjiem speeju atrast kopeeju valodu. Shiis abas stundas aizriteeja aatri, jautri un jaukaa gaisotnee, man pat zheel palika, ka tik aatri beidzaas, shaubos vai veel tik driiz kkad tikshu vadiit kaadu stundu. Un peec shii pozitiivaa pagrieziena, kursh man tik tieshaam bija vajadziigs shajaas druumajaas dienaas, manii radaas neliela ceriiba, ka maybe shis ir mans celjsh par kuru es taalaak ieshu, jo man tieshaam patika.. Un beernu uzruna - skolotaaj, man arii tiiri labi gaaja pie sirds :) Ejot prom meitenes pat piemetinaaja, ka bijusi ljoti laba stunda etc, nu nee - man jau prieks :)
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Oct. 2nd, 2005 @ 02:32 am Fuck
Current Mood: fucked

Gribeejaas zhurnaalim pamainiit izskatu - atduuros aka pie savas nemaakuliibas - pat backgroundu nomainiit nemaaceeju.. Da es vispaar neko nemaaku. Es maacos skolaa, kuraa vaig talantu, bet man taada naf n` nekad naf bijis. Es esu izshkjeerduse 4 savas dziives gadus. Diezko naf viegli iestaaties normaalaa maaciibu iestaadee ar kkaadu profesionaali ievirziitu virzienu no kura naf nekaadas jeegas, bet kursh tikai maitaa vispaariigo izpratni n` sapratni par vispaarpienjemtajiem n` vispaarizgliitotajiem maaciibu priekshmetiem. Un kur es ieshu taalaak? Es tak neko nejeedzu dariit, man naf ne mazaakaas nojausmas pat uz kuru pusi iet - jee, sapnji jau i lieli, bet kaa es varu iestaaties uz taadu fakultaati, kurai akal vaidziigs talants, lai kko sasniegtu, bet man taada vienk naf? Atrast vietu, kura man der? Nju jee, bet man naf ne mazaakaas nojausmas vai man vispaar kaada vieta or lieta der, derees, noderees un taalaak tiks izlietota lietderiigiem noluukiem.
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