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Sep. 27th, 2005 @ 11:48 pm Sveetki
Current Mood: cheerful

Shii diena iesaakaas ne visai - atkal bezmiegs + kkaada kunjgja dedzinaashana un taa apzinja, ka ir jau 3 naktii, bet jau 7.30 jaaceljas..:| Es tak biju piekopuse veseliigu dziives veidu - guleet uz 11tiem etc, bet kur tas viss akal pakuupeeja? Nu bet paareejaa dienas dalja bija tieshaam spozha. Pat bezceriigaakajaa skolas situaacijaa kkaa tiku cauri ar smaidu un izbriinu un paarnaakot maajaas no skolas es sevi piekjeeru dungojot - taa i reta paraadiiba, jo skola parasti nosit visas labaa garastaavoklja nieciigaas paliekas, bet ne shoreiz. Un tas veel nav viss..es beidzot (par lielu briinumu) tiku pie sava kaarotaa telefoninja - mazaa, sarkanaa un elegantaa :)) driizaak es shamo gaidiiju uz savu dz.d., bet viilos (kaa jau tas vienmeer notiek), bet shodien beidzot tiku pie kaarotaa - yeah! :))
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Sep. 27th, 2005 @ 12:32 am Mana labaakaa drauga kaazas
Current Music: :::Crossfade - So Far Away

Tikko noskatiijos. Kaarteejaa saldaa romatiskaa fiuma, bet man patika.
Sizhets: Dzhiliana ar Maiklu ir paziistami jau 9 gadus, agraak bijushi kopaa, bet tagad palikushi labaakie draugi. Kaadu dienu Maikls pa telefonu Dzhilianai pazinjo, ka preceesies un uzluudz buut par liecinieci kaazaas. Dzhiliana saprot, ka miil Maiklu kaut agraak to nebija sapratusi un steidz izjaukt kaazas, jo vinjai tiek dotas 4 dienas liidz kaazaam. Tad nu vinja meegjina dariit ko var, pat sanjem speekus un atziistas miilestiibaa, bet..arii tas neliidz, jo Maikls miil savu toposho liigavu. Un Dzhiliana atrisina visu, ko sastraadaajusi, lai vinjas muuzha viirietis vareetu apreceet savu izredzeeto.
Saakumaa domaaju, ka beigas buus savaadaakas, bet nee. Kaazas notiek un galvenaa varone paliek zaudeetaajos. Njaa..fiuma kaa fiuma, tachu dziivee taa arii meedz gadiities, nju ok - maybe ne no taas pashas seerijas, bet no liidziigas.
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Sep. 25th, 2005 @ 02:54 pm Why?
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: :::Cold_-_Tell_Me_Why:::

Tell me why. please tell me why. you stole my life
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Sep. 24th, 2005 @ 02:21 am *********
Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average

Your General Knowledge is Above Average
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Sep. 24th, 2005 @ 12:07 am *********
You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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Sep. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:47 pm *********
Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.
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Sep. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:38 pm *********
Your Birthdate: September 14

With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.

You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it.
You have a tendency to shirk responsibility.
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Sep. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:34 pm *********
In a Past Life...

You Were: A Ditzy Magician.

Where You Lived: Tibet.

How You Died: Buried alive.
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Sep. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:16 pm *********
Current Music: :::Foo Fighters_ -_Best Of You:::

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.
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Sep. 16th, 2005 @ 10:31 am *********
Current Music: :::Cold_-_Happens_All_The_Time:::

Dziive ir pilna nejaushiibu. Tieshi tad, kad kaadu gribeesi satikt, tad noteikti nesatixi, bet tad, kad kaadu tik tieshaam negribi redzeet, jebshu domaa, ka vairs nekad savaa muuzhaa nesatixi, tad viens galvas pagrieziens un tur shamais ir. Viss ir viena nejaushiibu virkne. Cik nav celju, iespeeju, vajadziibu, bet tieshi tur un tajaa briidii nav citu variantu - mees esam vienaa un tai pashaa vietaa, lai kaa to negribeetos. Un kas tam ir pamataa? Vai tas ir kaa seriaals, kuru dazhs labs skataas un jau sen ir paredzeejis taa beigas, vai arii taas ir gruutiibas bez kuraam nevar tikt naakoshajaa liimenii. Un vai taada naakoshaa liimenja maz ir?
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Sep. 14th, 2005 @ 07:50 am Sveetki?
Current Mood: crushed

Ir mana dzimshanas diena. Nez kpc es taa nemaz nejuutos - t.i. nejuutos iipashi, bet pat redzami sapiikuse. Kas tas bija par joku, ka es piedzimu pirms tiem 19 gadiem? Kaads vienkaarshi panjirgaajaas un noleema, ka pasaulei veel viens cieteejs nebuus par daudz. 1.mais cilveeks, kas jau vakar mani apsveica bija mana vecaamaate - veeleeja laimes etc, man pat asaras aciis saskreeja - laimes.. Tieshi taas man visvairaak pietruuxt. Un taa nav nedz nauda, nedz slava, nedz kas cits, tik.. Shodien pat uz skolu negribas iet. Labaakajaa gadiijumaa tik dazhi zinaas manu dienu, bet negribu es sanjemt neskaitaamus laimes veeleejumus bez mugurkaula. Cik vienkaarshi buutu, ja visi veeleejumi piepildiitos, bet nee - tie ir tikai tukshi vaardi. Arii sauliites shodien nav - pat taa mani aizmursusi. Lai cik skumji nebuutu, tad shii laikam ir mana peedeejaa dz.d. ar gjimeni un draugiem - jau naakoshagad ap sho laiku es buushu taalu prom. Saaku jau nozheelot, ka vispaar domaaju svineet sho dienu :/ Ok, veel aizietu uz Pabli, piedzertos un viss, bet nee - man veel vajadzeeja maajaas svineet - kur man bija smadzenes, kad to izdomaaju? Nu galvaa jau nu noteikti nee..
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Sep. 4th, 2005 @ 09:15 pm *********
Current Music: :::Cold_-_Happens_All_The_Time:::

Vai nav kauns mani naktii uzmodinaat, lai es sanjemtu sms ar textu - es tevi miilu!?! Man taadi vaardi nav vajadziigi, nu vismaz ne no taa cilveeka, no kura tos sanjeemu. Mans protams aizsuutiija pretii kko bik parupju, bet kaa savaadaak lai pasaku - nesuuti man taadas sms? Aatraak jaatiek no taa cilveeka valjaa, kameer veel nav aizgaajis par taalu..gh..
Shkjiet 1.mo reizi piekritu skolotaajai 1.majaa sept, kas teicaas, ka shis mumsiim i peedeejais gads un ka esot tas jaauztver nopietni un ka nevajadzeetu ljaut kaadam mums jaukties pa vidu jebshu, ka visa energjija i jaavelta maaciibaam. Tieshi taa - veltiishu visu savu uzmaniibu `n` energjiju uz maaciibaam nevis kkaadaam blakus lietaam, kur nu veel miilestiibas mekleejumiem. Tie vienmeer i liels fiasko. Vienmeer!!! Nu kam man tas? Ja vaidzees taa pati mani atradiis, bet ja nee - vienkaarshi nav lemts. Un tagad man nebuus laika par to domaat, jo mans i noleemis kaartiigi maaciities un nobeigt skolu taa, lai peec tam nebuutu kauns. Kaut nu izdotos.
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Aug. 10th, 2005 @ 07:54 pm *********
Current Music: :::The Exies - Ugly:::

Shodien beidzot iemetu to mIRC ieksh Recycle Bin un taalaak uz neatgrieshanos. Vienreiz pieriebies tas chats. Peedeejo 2vu dienu laikaa mans sajutaas bik ignoreec `n` tas bij peedeejais punc uz i. Citi saka, ka chats esot slimiiba, nu tad vienreiz tikshu no taas valjaa. No kaa tik es nebuutu izvairiijusies, ja nebuutu saakusi chatot..njaa..es zinu, ka nebuus viegli atradinaaties, jo bezmiega naktiis vismaz bij ko dariit, bet man jau i padomaa, kas cic - lai kaa man arii nepatiik lasiit tomeer labaak njemshu un palasiishos. Vismaz taa i daudz lietderiigaaka nodarbe, un skolas laikaa vairaak laika atliks miegam jebshu centieniem aizmigt.
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Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 01:47 am Tango In Three
Current Mood: cruel
Current Music: :::Element Eighty - Broken Promises:::

Ieniistu taas stulbaas, salkanaas un visaadi citaadi naivaas filminjas. Kpc? Mazaa, sentimentaalaa
radiiba (t.i. es) akal nobirdinaaja paaris asarinjas. Pss..vai naf stulbi? Nu jaa..bija jau arii vietas,
kur vienk vareeja ienjirgt, bet tas neatsvert to stulbo miilas staastu, kas gaaja cauri visai fiumai. Tpc
es labaak dodu priekshroku shausmeneem, kur kaadu uzshkjeerzh, iekausee vaskaa, izeed acis vai novelk aadu,
vismaz tur nav itin nekaa sentimentaala.
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Aug. 4th, 2005 @ 04:04 am Always
Current Music: ::Nana - Lonely::

Vienmeer ir jauki, kad kaac pasaka, ka tu neeesi nekaa veerc. Bet nevienam jau neienaak praataa, ka tas var arii otru saapinaat. Nevaig spriest par otru, ja nezini visu, bet..who cares..I don`t anymore
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Jul. 26th, 2005 @ 01:53 am Puutinj-paartijs
Current Music: Dzelzs_Vilks_-_Vienas_Nakts_Meitene

Smiekliigi kaa pat pie WC staavot rindaa var iepaziities un ne jau ar kkaadu tur latvieti, bet izskatiigu un visaadi citaadi jauku igauni. Shamais pat panjeema manu nr un soliijaas piezvaniit un tici vai nee - piezvaniija arii. Un atkal nejaushiibas deelj tikaamies, jo ej nu ieskaidro kkaadam tur igaunim where i am. Bija jau skaisti roku rokaa staigaaties, bet vislabaakais bij runaaties ieksh eng - tas bij gan smiekliigi, jo taa nav ne mana valoda, ne vinjeejaa, bet sarunas vedaas raiti, tikpat cik celjsh uz vinja telti..It`s very easy to talk with u; when u meet someone u realy like, than u don`t know what to say - like now, u should visit tallin and u can stay at my house etc, nu psc kas tik nebij jaadzird, cik daudz komplimentu vienaa vakaraa =D nu apvaardoshanas maaka jau jums liela, bet me jau naf stulb var jau arii bez taa visa iztikt :) but that what i chose was wrong or not? nozheela i sameeraa liela, bet lai ko es buutu izveeleejusies nozheela buutu, bet maybe tas ir tikai mierinaajums..?
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Jul. 20th, 2005 @ 11:18 am *********
Current Music: Crossfade_-_Starless

Sajuuta taada it kaa akmeni buutu norijuse, kursh muuzhiigu laiku guleejis juuras dzelmee, kur to eedis saaljais uudens, un laika zobs, un tagad shamais uzguulis uz kaada dziiviibai svariiga orgaana. Un sajuuta ir smaga. Bet driiz tas pazudiis, jo savu darbu buus te pabeidzis - atriebies ar to pashu ar ko pac bija saapinaac. Un kas notix taalaak? Vai atriebiiba ies taalaak un naakamais upuris atmaxas saraxtaa buushu es or naakamais, kursh turpinaas atriebsies buushu es pate..?
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Jul. 12th, 2005 @ 10:10 pm Skumjsh staasts
Current Mood: sick and tired
Current Music: ::Pienvedeeja Piedziivojumi_-_Skumjsh_staasts::

Vakarriit man likaas kaa miegaa,
Es dzirdeeju kaads klusinjaam raud.
Palicis ir tikai tavs skatiens fotograafijaa

Nemanot laiks paiet tik aatri
Dienas steidz sheit mainiijies viss,
Albumam kaads atveeris vaaku.
Man tu esi dziivs.

Man shkjiet, ka taapat kaa senaak,
Ik mirkli klusi smaidiisi,
Kaadeelj tu aiztraucies taalaak?
Man tu esi tik miiljsh.

Kaut buutu viss taapat kaa toreiz,
Tik daudz veel nav izstaastiits.
Viens pieskaariens daargaaks par visu.
Tu aizgaaji kaut kad atgriezies.

Kaut būtu viss taapat kaa senaak,
Tik daudz veel nav izstaastiits.
Viens pieskaariens daargaaks par visu.
Tu aizgaaji, kaut kad atgriezies.
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Jul. 8th, 2005 @ 03:45 am *********
Man vaidzeej buut tur - Londonaa, kaadaa no tiem metro, man vaidzeej buut vienai no tiem, kas.. man vienk vaidzeeja buut tur..
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Jul. 3rd, 2005 @ 01:59 am *********
Current Music: :::Cold_-_Cure_My_Tragedy:::

Hmm..diez kaa cilveeks kljuust par alkaholikji? Ceru, ka ne dzerot n raxtot kkaadu bullshit savaa zhurnaalii..
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