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Jan. 2nd, 2011|02:39 am |
very weird start of the year.
iegāju draugos pēc kāda mēneša ignorēšanas. un had a letter dated today [whish is in fact yesterday] from some 25 year old guy, who had been watching my albums.
letter said: 'sveika :)'
was both flattered and confused, but did answer anyway. [why?]
only then went to look up his own albums that contained no information - but many animal and nature photos. which sort of means the guy is either uncommunicative failure or a very artistic and nice kind of guy, not tusiņu-type [while his profile says the opposite]. also 've learned he's making furniture.. even somewhat pretty furniture.
then my eyes fell on his groups - 'visi džeki ir vienādi', 'seks bez mīlestības', 'iepazīšanās' [totally made me feel like his only desire was to get me out for some meaningless sex. honestly, all that Bridget-thing makes my imagination run wild. i've never even met him and don't have to if don't want to. besides - he hasn't even asked me. džīzas. maybe he wants just to sell me some furniture. yeah - very wise, better just shut up..]
after that fear i googled him not to be some crazy maniac - well he's on one iepazīšanās web site.. [last year] with an expressed wish to meet a 18-22 year old girl. [not that it matters, but i'm almost out of range. pš. feel old.]
anyway.. it is strangely rousing after a year of treading slow waters to have something out of line happen to me right on the first day of my new life..
feel foolish and 13-year-old again. or all bridgetty.. should go back to serious and depressing books, otherwise my brain will shrink even more.. |
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