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[Nov. 20th, 2011|12:53 am] |
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tikko tapa kārtējā zobu tīrīšanas atklāsme:
kad tev ir slikti, tu domā par citiem pārsvarā attiecībā uz sevi - piem. kā viņi justos, ja es izdarītu pašnāvību/ietu bojā kādā avārijā/lēnām mirtu no vēža? un tu analizē, kāda loma / ietekme ir visiem tev apkārt esošajiem cilvēkiem TAVĀ dzīvē.. bet īsti neaizdomājies, ka viņiem arī ir problēmas.
un tad, kad esi priecīgs, tu reti domā par sevi, bet visu laiku uztraucies par citiem.. analizē viņu rīcības un domas.
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[Nov. 20th, 2011|01:07 am] |
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I've been to preoccupied with life to think about death.
all these death connected movies sort of bring me back to that subject, but i can't really get into it. and it's hard to imagine that not that long ago it was the sole subject of my inner reflections. if before all i wanted in life was for it to end as soon as possible, then now i'm afraid it will end too soon, because there's so much for me to do..
p.s. and i really want to fall in el-ou-vī-ī..
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