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[Jan. 2nd, 2011|02:39 am] |
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very weird start of the year.
iegāju draugos pēc kāda mēneša ignorēšanas. un had a letter dated today [whish is in fact yesterday] from some 25 year old guy, who had been watching my albums.
letter said: 'sveika :)'
was both flattered and confused, but did answer anyway. [why?]
only then went to look up his own albums that contained no information - but many animal and nature photos. which sort of means the guy is either uncommunicative failure or a very artistic and nice kind of guy, not tusiņu-type [while his profile says the opposite]. also 've learned he's making furniture.. even somewhat pretty furniture.
then my eyes fell on his groups - 'visi džeki ir vienādi', 'seks bez mīlestības', 'iepazīšanās' [totally made me feel like his only desire was to get me out for some meaningless sex. honestly, all that Bridget-thing makes my imagination run wild. i've never even met him and don't have to if don't want to. besides - he hasn't even asked me. džīzas. maybe he wants just to sell me some furniture. yeah - very wise, better just shut up..]
after that fear i googled him not to be some crazy maniac - well he's on one iepazīšanās web site.. [last year] with an expressed wish to meet a 18-22 year old girl. [not that it matters, but i'm almost out of range. pš. feel old.]
anyway.. it is strangely rousing after a year of treading slow waters to have something out of line happen to me right on the first day of my new life..
feel foolish and 13-year-old again. or all bridgetty.. should go back to serious and depressing books, otherwise my brain will shrink even more.. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2011|03:15 am] |
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pilnīgi negodīgi, ka iekš ss.lv neviens nepievieno pārsimt sludinājumus par džeka rasela kucēniem.. [īpaši ņemot vērā, ka ir 3:00. pšš] un negodīgi, ka vsp viņus tik ātri izķer. jo es tiešām neesmu gatava ņemt suni pa 300 ls.. [protams, izdomāju, ka nākamajam sludinājumam vnk jāzvana uzreiz un jākaulējas.. jo sagaidīt, kad viņi paši meģinās atdot kucēnus lētāk ir absurds - jo uz to brīdi viņiem vairs nav kucēnu. vsp 6 kucēnus pa 5 dienām jau izķer. not fare!]
vsp it's bit weird, kā visiem liekas, ka DžRT ir mans perfektais suns, jo es jūtos, ka man atbilstu kāds slinks mopsis ar kuru mēs gulētu uz dīvāna un skatītos filmas. bet visi zina, ka manī enerģijas ir vesels okeāns, kuram jātiek ārā. well - lets hope they're right!
vsp novājēšanas plāns ir sācies.. rezultātu redzēsim rīt [jā, kā tad].. bet vsp šodien ļoti mēģināju neēst pēc 18iem.. [apēdu tikai 5 mandarīnus un vienu apelsīnu.. tas ir 6 stundu laikā, ne visus uzreiz] un pagaidām, neskatoties uz kurkstošo vēderu, esmu radusi sevī spēkus pretoties vēlmei aiziet uz virtuvi kkā uzkožama meklējumos. [can be really proud :D ] ideāli, protams, būtu nomest kādus 10 kg. būs jāiet slidot un slēpot a lot. [šaubos, ka driving lessons are helpful - ja nu tikai stress sadedzina kādus taukus..]
būs kkas jādara arī ar filmu skatīšanos - mazāk jāskatās - vairāk jāpiedzīvo. vai vismaz neskatīties vairāk kā 4 filmas mēnesī on my own. always have company. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2011|12:24 pm] |
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the guy [that guy] doesn't get a word in english! pš.
un vēl ir 21. gs.! [varbūt mana utopija par politiķiem, kas brīvi runā visās valodās, tiešām ir tikai utopija, jo cilvēki, kas runā brīvi visās valodās, nekas neies politiķos.. whatever..]
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õ. saka, ka [man tomēr nav atmiņas zudums vai kāds blackouts] tikušies neesam, bet "varam satikties"..
probably just have to chuck him.
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should go & have breakfast.. to think straighter.
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bet vsp. ja viņš arī nesaprot angliski.. varēja vismaz izmantot google translate. [it's what i would have done]
it's all verī puzzling.
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need some sane advice |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2011|12:35 pm] |
kkur skan 'klusa nakts, svēta nakts'. [kādiem kaimiņiem vai ārā..] |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2011|12:47 pm] |
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par 400 g mazāk nekā vakar.. huraah!
bet tā kā svaru 'instrumentālā' kļūda ir +/- 500 g..
un bridgeta sver tikai 57 kg [un mazāk].. tikai ļoti labi maskē to ar saviem 9st 3.. vsp kas izdomāja tādu mērvienību 'stone', which is 14 pounds.. and one pound is ~ 0,45 kg |
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