| i'm sick |
Dec. 14th, 2009|01:38 am |
i'm sick of being sick.
i'm sick of staying indoors for 14 hours doing something i hate and something that makes even more sick.
i'm sick of my eyes watering.
i'm sick of my nose being dead.
i'm sick of my stomach turning.
i'm sick of sneezing and coughing every two minutes.
i'm sick of having goosebumps all the time.
i'm sick of being cold, tired and so unbearably slow.
i'm sick of persuading myself that all i'm doing is for the greater good.
i'm sick of wanting to die [because i know - that's not what i want. how do i know this?]
i'm sick of forgetting what i've already told people.
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i'm sick of myself summing up all i'm sick of.. |
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