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as i dream about movies they won't make of me when i'm dead - by mr cohen

Feb. 4th, 2010 08:41 pm by mr cohen

I Had It for a Moment
I had it for a moment
I knew why I must thank you
I saw powerful governing men in black suits
I saw them undressed
in the arms of young mistresses
the men more naked than the naked women
the men crying quietly
No that is not it
I'm losing why I must thank you
which means I'm left with pure longing
How old are you
Do you like your thighs
I had it for a moment
I had a reason for letting the picture
of your mouth destroy my conversation
Something on the radio
the end of a Mexican song
I saw the musicians getting paid
they are not even surprised
they knew it was only a job
Now I've lost it completely
A lot of people think you are beautiful
How do I feel about that
I have no feeling about that
I had a wonderful reason for not merely
courting you
It was tied up with the newspapers
I saw secret arrangements in high offices
I saw men who loved their worldliness
even though they had looked through
big electric telescopes
they still thought their worldliness was serious
not just a hobby a taste a harmless affectation
they thought the cosmos listened
I was suddenly fearful
one of their obscure regulations
could separate us
I was ready to beg for mercy
Now I'm getting into humiliation
I've lost why I began this
I wanted to talk about your eyes
I know nothing about your eyes
and you've noticed how little I know
I want you somewhere safe
far from high offices
I'll study you later
So many people want to cry quietly beside you

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From:[info]shrdlu
Date:February 4th, 2010 - 08:56 pm
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No Flowers for Hitler?
From:[info]penny_lane
Date:February 4th, 2010 - 09:15 pm
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yes, sir.
From:[info]shrdlu
Date:February 4th, 2010 - 09:28 pm
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aha, šis bija topa lasāmgabals kautkad pirms 2 gadiem uz atsevišķām A4 lapām ar viskiju un ziemas depresiju:)
From:[info]penny_lane
Date:February 4th, 2010 - 09:54 pm
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uzdzen neveselīgi priecīgas skumjas.