Mana Ala - thought

I have no permitions to help...You dont permit me to get to know about You...
You dont care so nobody wil care if You DONT WANT THAT... nobody will risk to be hearted so many times because of your indisposition to be the one

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that's not disposition - I AM The One! ... but who cares... ;)

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For Yourself?

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for this wery world!

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world dont cares....

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that's the point! :)

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... & I may want what I want, that wouldn't change anything!
NOBODY CARES! :P

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CARES BUT
NOBODY knows what you want....

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me either... :(

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...and actually:
You don't care about me!
You care to rebuild me for You to care about!

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I care and it is the reason I want to rebuild you...but not 4 myself...4 you...
and actually I dont want rebuild noone anymore... I cannot... it is the reason why I`m trying to understand WHY WHY WHY...

WHY are you so different to me to your ex to your parent to all...
everybody knows you in another way...
I hate that... I hate hiding.. I hate when I have no choise...

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there's allways at least two choices...
... if neither of them are acceptable to You, that's Your problem...

... but the best choice for You could be to stop trying to change me! if i'll change - i'll do it by myself!

I am what I am and I do what I do!

Peace...

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I dont know what are the choices....
AND I dont believe anymore... in your changes.... I have been waiting more I could accept, I have no hope anymore...I have no flame anymore....that all I had have disappeared or turned in the dust... I have no force anymore...

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sad... :(

... but who cares? ;)

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You don`t ?

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that doesn't matter...

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