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Nov. 1st, 2004 07:45 pm thought

I wouldn't ask: 'Who am I?'
... because nobody could know...

I'd like to ask: 'Why am I?'
... but who cares?...

28 piebildes - ir ko piebilst

Comments:

From:[info]bumbulic
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:01 pm
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I have no permitions to help...You dont permit me to get to know about You...
You dont care so nobody wil care if You DONT WANT THAT... nobody will risk to be hearted so many times because of your indisposition to be the one
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:05 pm
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that's not disposition - I AM The One! ... but who cares... ;)
From:[info]bumbulic
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:09 pm

...

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For Yourself?
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:10 pm

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for this wery world!
From:[info]bumbulic
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:18 pm

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world dont cares....
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:18 pm

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that's the point! :)
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:07 pm
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... & I may want what I want, that wouldn't change anything!
NOBODY CARES! :P
From:[info]bumbulic
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:10 pm
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CARES BUT
NOBODY knows what you want....
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:12 pm
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me either... :(
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:35 pm
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...and actually:
You don't care about me!
You care to rebuild me for You to care about!
From:[info]bumbulic
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:45 pm
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I care and it is the reason I want to rebuild you...but not 4 myself...4 you...
and actually I dont want rebuild noone anymore... I cannot... it is the reason why I`m trying to understand WHY WHY WHY...

WHY are you so different to me to your ex to your parent to all...
everybody knows you in another way...
I hate that... I hate hiding.. I hate when I have no choise...
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:51 pm
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there's allways at least two choices...
... if neither of them are acceptable to You, that's Your problem...

... but the best choice for You could be to stop trying to change me! if i'll change - i'll do it by myself!

I am what I am and I do what I do!

Peace...
From:[info]bumbulic
Date:November 1st, 2004 - 08:57 pm
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I dont know what are the choices....
AND I dont believe anymore... in your changes.... I have been waiting more I could accept, I have no hope anymore...I have no flame anymore....that all I had have disappeared or turned in the dust... I have no force anymore...
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 3rd, 2004 - 10:48 am
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sad... :(

... but who cares? ;)
From:[info]bumbulic
Date:November 3rd, 2004 - 07:12 pm

?

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You don`t ?
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 6th, 2004 - 12:45 am

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that doesn't matter...
From:[info]bumbulic
Date:November 6th, 2004 - 12:38 pm

Re: ?

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Beidz vienreiz būt tik samaksloti vienaldzigs.... Ja tu sev un visai pasaulei centisies iestastit ka tevi nekas neinteresee un ka pasaulei arii gar tevi nav nekaadas daljas tad pienāks bridis kad tu pats un citi tev beidzot noticees...TAS IR STULBI!!!
From:[info]basilia
Date:November 6th, 2004 - 01:45 am
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neprasi neko. Esi.
From:[info]bumbulic
Date:November 6th, 2004 - 12:34 pm

mja

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Es piekrītu....
From:[info]basilia
Date:November 6th, 2004 - 04:11 pm

Re: mja

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es vismaz taa domaaju, ka taa ir labaak.
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 8th, 2004 - 09:15 am

Re: mja

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droši vien, ka tā ir labāk... bet kamēr es domāju (un nespēju nedomāt), es uzdodu jautājumus un meklēju atbildes uz tiem... pat ja bez tā ir labāk, man par to pagaidām nav lemts pārliecināties... ;P
From:[info]basilia
Date:November 9th, 2004 - 07:03 pm

Re: mja

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Nevaru paliidzeet ;P Diemzheel..
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 8th, 2004 - 09:10 am
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neprasīt = nedomāt...
nedomāt <> būt...

...ja ticēt senajiem filozofiem - bez domāšanas nav existences...
From:[info]basilia
Date:November 9th, 2004 - 06:59 pm
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Visi uzskata, ka galvenais ir existeet. manupraat, galvenais ir dziivot.
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:November 23rd, 2004 - 11:06 am
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...incanti kā tu varētu dzīvot, ja neexistētu...
From:[info]basilia
Date:November 26th, 2004 - 11:53 am
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es to biju savaadaak domaajusi..
From:[info]vagotajs
Date:December 15th, 2004 - 11:06 am
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i am just bloddy ash on this f earth, today...

but tomorrow i will fell diferent, diference vs indiference... b positive ;)
From:[info]zhurxix
Date:December 18th, 2004 - 04:37 pm
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...ewerything is dust in the wind...