: Story, kas man radās galvā
I walked in forest Saturday evening because my brains were a bit tired. In my headphones Stravinski was on – there were music, forest, thoughts, me . . . and you :)
I just wanted you to be happy, that’s what was inside me. It was like a candy – sweet and sour taste, I liked this feeling – my thoughts was running twice as faster as usually. I just thought if love is always the same – that feeling – but I knew that love better dwells in Heavens than on the Earth and I think I could understand why it is so.
I thought about the forest as about big city where I’m an alien. I imagined that somewhere in the woods inhabitants of this city are making that beautiful music that was on in my headphones – only I didn’t know the path to it.
And in the way back some of them showed up to me – a Bamby with his mother. They were looking at me, I did the same . . . and I imagined that the kid was smiling to me – he approved me in his city. The mother was more suspicious about my presence . . .then they both left . . . and a joy of the childhood jumped in me.
The love feeling I do appreciate it and I trust it because it fills the gaps, some of them I just discovered recently – like a pits you can fall in so easy and maybe even never get out of them . . . now it’s getting smooth . . . so how could I possibly have been somewhere else when you were here!
I do thank God for that feeling because now there is someone else I’m thinking about not just me as I’m used to. We’re going to be fine . . . I’m saving all my love for you :)
I walked in forest Saturday evening because my brains were a bit tired. In my headphones Stravinski was on – there were music, forest, thoughts, me . . . and you :)
I just wanted you to be happy, that’s what was inside me. It was like a candy – sweet and sour taste, I liked this feeling – my thoughts was running twice as faster as usually. I just thought if love is always the same – that feeling – but I knew that love better dwells in Heavens than on the Earth and I think I could understand why it is so.
I thought about the forest as about big city where I’m an alien. I imagined that somewhere in the woods inhabitants of this city are making that beautiful music that was on in my headphones – only I didn’t know the path to it.
And in the way back some of them showed up to me – a Bamby with his mother. They were looking at me, I did the same . . . and I imagined that the kid was smiling to me – he approved me in his city. The mother was more suspicious about my presence . . .then they both left . . . and a joy of the childhood jumped in me.
The love feeling I do appreciate it and I trust it because it fills the gaps, some of them I just discovered recently – like a pits you can fall in so easy and maybe even never get out of them . . . now it’s getting smooth . . . so how could I possibly have been somewhere else when you were here!
I do thank God for that feeling because now there is someone else I’m thinking about not just me as I’m used to. We’re going to be fine . . . I’m saving all my love for you :)
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: Jimi Hendrix Psycho