- 1/13/15 12:21 pm
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we barely know one another yet there's typical feeling as if I had known you for a while. a worthwhile. therefore druška. jā, bet savā ziņā man ir mazliet, mazliet skumji apzināties, ka atstāties te gribēji vienkārši tāpat, ja mēs atklāti. es pat tam mazliet neticu (noteikti tāpēc, ka negribu, haha). nepārproti, neesmu kaut kāds apsēsts slimais (respect also to those guys; you make the world go around, even if you just want to see it burn). es drīzāk esmu parasts džekiņš, kuram katra pazīšanās dzīvē ar meiteni, kura kaut kādā mērā intriģē, šķiet, kā lai to tā pasaka? ka es šādām pazīšanām piešķiru lielu nozīmi, varbūt muļķīgi vai paš-apmelojoši domājot, ka cilvēki (kāds īpašs no viņiem, piem., kuru vēl neesmu iepazinis) ir spējīgi man palīdzēt - just the way I do IT to them, haha! no, but seriouss.
(at "these type of ***~feelszzs~~*** at least I find typical for me; when I was quite a young boy my momma [at 2 I got adopted by a family of black people (neger familien in Deutsche)] and docs told me imma very special boy, and for my sixth birthday they gave me a labrador puppy who unfortunately died 5 years later from kidney cancer).