vilciņš

es neesot pieaudzis.

I haven't been everywhere, but it's on my list.

/Susan Sontag/

Years fly by, but the heart stays in the same place.

/Harlan Coben/

cik daudz mirušajiem sarodas draugu pēkšņi. bet kamēr dzīvi, tikmēr nevienu tā īsti neinteresē.

ieejot facebookā šķiet, ka visi jau nu tik gudri ir tiesāt citus, gan kā policisti strādā, gan kā ceļus tīra un visu pārējo. tik daudz izmesta laika tiesājot citus. nu, varbūt ka lai arī izbauda šo brīnišķīgo iespēju.

skats no malas.



p.s. atkal naktī sapņoju par sauli. tas nevar būt tāpat vien. un noteikti, ka nav arī.

Pēc pirmā acu uzmetiena, šo autoru grūti ņemt par pilnu.

Forever is composed of nows.

/Emily Dickinson/

We need, in love, to practice only this: letting each other go. For holding on comes easily; we do not need to learn it.

/Rainer Maria Rilke/

Benjamin Clementine - Condolence

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6DU6lDPs-AQ

I swear that you've seen me
yes you've seen me here before, before
and so don't tell it
don't tell it otherwise
This voice, this particular voice
yes you've heard it before, before
and so don't you dare tell it
don't you dare tell it otherwise

No wonder why the road seems so long
'cause I have done it all before
and I won

You felt τhis feeling
tell me, don't be ashamed
you felt it before, before
and so don't tell me
don't tell me otherwise
I almost forgot, foolish me
I almost forgot, forgot
where I'm from you see the rain
before the rain even starts to rain

Before I was born there was a storm
before that storm there was fire
burning everywhere, everywhere
and everything became nothing again
then out of nothing
out of absolutely nothing
I Benjamin, I was born
so that when I become someone one day
I'll always remember I came from nothing

No wonder why you've been buggering me
'cause this walk it's a previous journey
and no wonder why the road seem so long
'cause I have done it all before
and I won

I'm sending my condolence
I'm sending my condolence to fear
I'm sending my condolence
I'm sending my condolence to insecurities
You should know by now
you should know by now that I just don't care
for what you might say
might bring someone downhill
I'm sending my condolence
I'm sending my condolence to fear

Stories may well be lies, but they are good lies that say true things, and which can sometimes pay the rent.

Neil Gaiman

joprojām sirreāla sajūta. kā tā var notikt. robeža starp dzīvību un nāvi ir tik trausla un šaura.

šonakt biju aizputes ielā.
ielavījos un pārlaidu nakti.


neizdzēšamie neironi.

“Sometimes, I feel the past and the future pressing so hard on either side that there's no room for the present at all.”

Evelyn Waugh

Fleetwood Mac - Rhiannon
www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_aYibUx1B8



Rhiannon rings like a bell through the night
and wouldn't you love to love her?
Takes to the sky like a bird in flight
and who will be her lover?
All your life you've never seen
woman, taken by the wind
Would you stay if she promised you heaven?
Will you ever win?
She is like a cat in the dark
and then she is the darkness
she rules her life like a fine skylark
and when the sky is starless
All your life you've never seen
woman taken by the wind
Would you stay if she promised you heaven?
will you ever win?
Will you ever win?
Rhiannon
Rhiannon
Rhiannon
Rhiannon
She rings like a bell through the night
and wouldn't you love to love her?
She rules her life like a bird in flight
and who will be her lover?
All your life you've never seen
woman taken by the wind
Would you stay if she promised you heaven?
will you ever win?
Will you ever win?
Rhiannon
Rhiannon
Rhiannon
Oooooh
Taken by
Taken by the sky
Taken by
Taken by the sky
Taken by
Taken by the sky
Dreams unwind
Love's a state of mind
Dreams unwind
Love's a state of mind

viss ir sadirsts.

te neviena nav.
te neviena nav jau sen un diez vai būs.

kas skalo krastus,
kas skalo krastus manējos?

viedi vēji iegriezušies,
viedi, auksti tavi vaigi,

rudens vējos aizlaid,
aizlaid skumjas, kas krīt,

krīt pār gadiem,
gadiem, kas atmiņās pūst,

kas skalo krastus,
kas vēl skalos krastus manējos?

vienīgais kas man vēl sāp,
sāp, kad mana sirds vēl pukst,

es noliecos un gaidu, kad nāks,
nāks caur miglu un vētra mani raus,

izraus ar saknēm, izskalos,
kad mīla mani aizskalos.

slīksti, stulbā zivs!

tukšums.

Cheesus fucking mice!

Karš būs tādēļ lai pēc tam būtu miers.

bet man Tevis pietrūkst.

Clogs - Last Song


If this was our last song,
what would we do then?
(If) this was our last song,
what would we say then?
If this was our last time,
what would we do,
what would we say then?