2:46a |
acts of highly deliberate self-deprecation following a perceived increase of attention towards self, such as after making a well-received joke, that is seen by object as "non-deserved", i.e., "conned" or otherwise "extracted" out of others, non-spontaneously. used as a way of returning to a safer frame of reference and rationalized with thoughts such as "wanting attention is wrong" whilst simultaneously craving the return of the stimulus. |