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it`s been hard.
dzive ir sasoditi neparedzama.
viena mirkli es milu, otra mirkli mani parauj kaut kas nepratigs.
un atminjam pilns. kaut kas, kas man visu muzu sirdij liks iesapeties.
jo nesanaca. un nekad nebus. jo soreiz es zinu sevi, es ticu sev.es zinu ko man vajag.
dazreiz es apbrinoju cik loti nepratigi tas bija un cik nepareiza es skitu citiem.
tas vajprats, tas moments, kad pasaule likas lieka un cilveki, kuri vareja ari nemaz..
NEBUT.
and it`s finally over.
this time it was my decision and I will be proud the rest of my life for that.
he was my maddness.
and i know. i will always miss him. and it doesnt matter how hard it was.
i will always love him, he taught me how to breathe.
always.

bet tad ne no ka es atveru acis.
ieraudziju pareizo cilveku. tadu, ar kuru ir ta, nepiespiesti.
finally i can be myself not someone else.
un ja, tas nesakas ar dramu vai kartejo izspeleto teatri.
tas sakas viegli.
un vieglums vienmer biede.
jo katram jau vajag savu trako milestibu ar stastu par to.
un neviens isti ta nenoverte to patieso.
un tad pienak bridis, kad mes brinamies, ka ir citadak.
un ka var but pat labak.
tikai jaiemacas vel tas noturet.
and the difference is that now i am breathing with him together.
there`s no need for someone who shows that to me.
not anymore.