"Our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become."

Dienas citāts: "Tu esi sieviete - tev nemaz pašai savas olas nevar būt..."

I guess every person comes in to our lives for a certain reason. And we have to learn to appreciate what those people bring. And then let them go. Because only few of all the great personalities we meet will stay close to us for years.
It's like ride with train. A lot of people will get in, accompany you for a few stops and then get out. Only few will really find that they are heading the same way as you and stay.

So what I have learned this time? That projects take your thoughts of everything else if you are really engaging and it's great way of denial and escape from your problems (except if your project is you problem :D ). (I have to practice that more as I still fight with thoughts that don't leave me alone even when I try to do something. I'll try to improve my power of concentration.) And that life is too short to give a fuck about many things - after a while in this world you have gone through so much of shit that you just don't care any more. (I'm simply not old enough for that yet, but I will get there.)

So thank you for teaching me these things. I will try to use them and don't forget them in my life. But now I guess it's time for me to move on. I have invested enough time and nerves in something that is only one way communication. And that makes me kind of sad. But not all things in life can work both ways, don't they?

And I hope that this will be the place where you will find happiness as you can't hide in projects for rest of your life. Once you will have to face reality and I wish you will sort it out to be a great one. :)

Viens draugos klīstošais citāts lieliski noraksturoja Angliju "Saņem sevi rokās,un uztaisi mīļu smaidu,jo visiem tāpat pie kājas tavas problēmas."

Majas biedrene, muzigi aiznemtais cilveks, kas tomer atrod laiku, pat stundas prieks citiem. Njaaa... taa vien prasas pec attieksmes mainas no manis. Un ne uz to labako pusi. Nenokturigs, daleji pa gaisu, neipasi uzticams cilveks. Ka man tadi krit uz nerva. Pat ne isti uz nerva, vairak gan es no tadiem censos izvairities... Ta ka mani nakamie menesi tur bus interesanti. It ipasi zinot to, kada esmu es. Un to ka man vajadzes majas biedrus nakamajam gadam.

Un par cilveku izmantosanu runajot - vai tad jebkura mijiedarbiba nenotiek tapec, ka mums kaut ko vajag, kaut vai kadu ar ko parunat?


p.s. ne pa teemu - klaviertura vienkarsi pretigi lipiga. Fuj!

Pagajuso nedelu biju uz lugu 5 go killing. Tiri ta neko monoluga. No meitenes, galvenas slepkavas skatu punkta. Tiri ekstencialistiskas idejas. Vecu cilveku nogalinasana bez ipasa iemesla. Ka maza apsestibas ideja. Nogalinat tapat vien, jo vini tapat driz mirs. Nogaliat bez iemesla, bez pamatojuma.

My biggest revelation of the week: The people you think won't get you at all actually understand you the best! It comes from those from which you don't expect it.

Tik miniatūri mīlīgi!!!!

There is still happiness in my life. Pūkaina laime.

Random phrase I just heard in library : Russians are so beautiful, but they are so stupid. :D
Ko tik visu negadas dzirdet garam ejot :D

Iepatikās:

"Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are a good person is a little like expecting a bull not to attack you because you are a vegetarian"

Es gribu noskatīties Karali Lauvu. Vienīgais, ko no bērnības atceros ir, ka ļoti raudāju, kad nomira lielais lauva...

Netīšām uzdūros vienai mīlīgai ainiņai.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OBE_T-K8nhY&feature=related

"No one lives in an autonomous social vacuum." So change your environment and the new environment will change you.

Mana salidzinosi "auksta" mentalitlate necies skalas, lecigas, karstasinigas, visai biezi izlekt gribosas mentalitates.
Mana majas biedrene saldziniaja roza matainu meiteni, kas par katru cenu censas izcelties ar izskatu un skalu muti ar gleznu uz sienas, kamer lielaka dala cilveku ir tikai balta, garlaiciga siena.

Es atlausos nepiekrist. Butu loti gruti atrast kadu ar tik vaju personibu, lai vinu nodevetu par baltu sienu.

Ja man butu jaizvelas, man pie sienas karatos ziemas ainava. Apledojusi upe, sniegoti krasti un migla, kas pacelas virs tas. Manuprat, elpu aizraujosi un dzili. Daudz dzilak par neonu krasas plekiem vai bling blingu cupu. Bet tas nu ta, gaumes jautajums. Citam atkal tas neona kasas plekis liktos pienemamakas. Mani savukart tas nogurdina.

Labā acs ar savu mīnusu nepar ko neliek man mieru. Ceru, ka visas tās formalitātes kārotsies ātri, lai es varu tikt pie bezmaksas apskatēm.

Dzīve dod iespējas un tikai mēs paši varam izvēlēties vai izmantot tās vai nē.
Life gives us chances and it is on our own hands whether we will use them or not.
I'm on my own here. Alone in different country with out no one to whom I can really rely on in real life. And it some how felt too much to go through the process.

Now when it is hopefully over it seems like I should have gone further till the end. Some kind of greediness maybe.
Though I believe Karma kind of power. And everything that goes around, comes around.

And I guess I finally defined what I miss in this country, as it is new beginning to me - smart, wise, logical, extraordinarily thinking some one to talk to.

Man beidzot ir kompis!

Visnotal nozelojams 4dienas vakars. Un ta ka 4dienas ir pedeja nedelas darba diena, ka ari studentu piektdiena Anglija, tad ir ka ir... Pilnigi visi cilveki sodien dara kaut kur es nevaru vai negribu iesaistites. So I feel like social retard tonight...

There are so many jerks in this world and I guess my boundaries are not so high as they use to be and that's getting in my way to judge people properly, as well as I don't scare those jerks away that easily any more.

But I don't know with which sense I feel that one of all of them are not like that.

Vakardiena bija pat loti izdevusies. Sen tik loti nebiju smejusies, pie tam par temam, kas neietilpst gluzi everyday small talk kategorijaa. Man skita, ka cilveki no Indijas jau nu nebus tie, kuri sitos sviestus var panest. Bet izradas, ka var! Un pat tiri ta neko turet lidzi :D
Un ja - vakar es sava virziena sanemu frazi, kas mani loti iepriecinaja - es skatos uz tevi kaa vienkarsi uz draugu! Yes, beidzot, kads (precejies) calis, kas mani redz ka draugu! ( Almost worth celebrating :D )
Ceru, ka ari nakotne vakardienas cilveku kompanija nekur nepazudis... Because it was truly great evening!

Taa kaa jaa... Vakar uzladeju sevi ar kadu pozitivisma devu...

Waaa... I will laugh every time I see naked chicken in a shop. :D