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Monday, August 16th, 2004
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10:41
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| Friday, August 13th, 2004
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10:43
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Piektdiena, kas man asociējas ar piektdienu: tusiņi tusiņi tusiņi, nezinu, pēdējās pāris piektdienas par tusiņiem pat neiedomājos, nesaista mani tas vairs,šodien itkā viens ir uz kuru es apsolījos būt, nezinu, negribas itkā braukt, a tajā pašā mirklī es apsolīju, vot kas. Sviests. Slima cilvēka murgs.................................................................
current mood: tjipa normāls
current music: R.A.P - butterfly snowfall
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| Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
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17:45 - dziesma piedūra
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I`m going to hell, who`s coming with me
Somebody help him, i think my dad`s gone crazy...
current music: Eminem - The Eminem Show - 19 - My Dads Gone Crazy.mp3
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17:21
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vismaz viens prieks man šodien, māsa atgriezās...viss pārējais pilnīgs sūds......
Diena "Nenormāli piepildījās", kad es viņu satiku, es jūtos netīra, nekad nebiju domājusi, ka satiekot viņu es jutīšos tik netīra, tik aptraipīta, tik pretīga... man pirmo reizi mūžā gribējās izvemties ieraugot viņu... tas izklausās smieklīgi, bet viņš izskatījās pēc kokerspaniela, pēc suņa...viņš arī ir suns, bet zini tāds pretīgs suns, tāds netīrs krancis, mēsls pēdējais, viņš nav manis vērts
NAV MANIS VĒRTS!!!!!
Kaut es spētu to visu piepraktizēt...laikam esmu pārāk vārga vēl.....
current mood: dirty
current music: Nickleback - someday
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11:42
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Es viņu ienīstu, ienīstu no visas sirds....tajā pašā mirklī es viņu mīlu, nevaru to noliegt. Ir viens labums tomēr, es viņu tik bieži neredzu, tādējādi man ir iespēja viņu aizmirst. Kaut arī, neredzot viņu man vienmēr ir tāda tā kā ilūzija, vot man tagad ir daudz labāk, es vairāk neko nejūtu, man uz viņu ir liels pohujs....smieklīgi....tiešām smieklīgi, un kā vēl nav, ieraugot viņu man viss sāk griezties, man iekšā paliek tik silts, tik patīkami silts........
Ārprāts, ko es tādu murgoju, es nedrīkstu izjust neko, tā neesmu es, kas jūt kaut ko, nedrīkstu es just, tas nes tikai un vienīgi nelaimi un sāpes...
Ja es spētu būtu nejūtīga.....dzīve būtu pavisam savādāka........
current mood: cold
current music: printeris
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| Monday, August 9th, 2004
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17:26
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14:42
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man ir tāda nelaba sajūta, ka kaut kas nav tā... kaut kas ir mainījies, īsti nevaru saprast vai fiziski vai garīgi...nesaprotu....man vajag atpūtu, varbūt tad spēšu saprast, kas ar mani notiek.
current mood: kaut kā ne tā
current music: nekāda
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| Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
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17:49 - R.A.P - esot vienatnē
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Esot vienatnē, raugos tālienē
Nav jāvaicā kāpēc, nav jāsaprot-
Ikkatram tas kādreiz ir jāizjūt
Saulei rietot debesīs,
kad krāsas sabiezē,
jādomā, kā pārvarēt,
ka kopā neesam vairs mēs.
Atmiņā tas atsauc to,
ko nevar dzēst
ko nevar aizmirst
un kas jāzaudē.
Atceroties sejā tavā
sakām bezgalīgo "jā",
nedomājot ļāvos visam
tam, kas tev bij padomā
tagad acis atverot,
es jūtos tā,
kā nenovēlu tev,
pat neraugoties ne uz ko.
Sākot noticēt, gribam to vai nē,
ir jāprot neskatīties pagātnē,
neskaroties klāt, viss tad var būt savādāk -
lai paliek, citādāk var nesanākt.
Ir katram dots, tas var būt sūtīts sods,
un tik daudz spēka lai to gāztu nost,
nav jāzīmē, nav citiem jāspītē -
it jābūt tikai jābūt pašam sev.
Labāk nedomāt, un neļauties tad sāpēm,
labāk nedomāt, un neļauties tad sāpēm.
Sākot noticēt, gribam to vai nē,
ir jāprot neskatīties pagātnē,
neskaroties klāt,viss tad var būt savādāk -
lai paliek, citādāk var nesanākt.
Ir katram dots, tas var būt sūtīts sods,
un tik daudz spēka lai to gāztu nost,
nav jāzīmē, nav citiem jāspītē -
it jābūt tikai jābūt pašam sev.
tas tā, lai atcerētos
current mood: debīlais kakls
current music: R.A.P - esot vienatnē
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17:31
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14:17
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| Thursday, July 29th, 2004
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10:50
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Sākot noticēt, gribam to vai nē,
ir jāprot neskatīties pagātnē,
neskaroties klāt, viss tad var būt savādāk -
lai paliek, citādāk var nesanākt.
Ir katram dots, tas var būt sūtīts sods,
un tik daudz spēka lai to gāztu nost,
nav jāzīmē, nav citiem jāspītē -
it jābūt tikai jābūt pašam sev.
Labāk nedomāt, un neļauties tad sāpēm,
labāk nedomāt, un neļauties tad sāpēm.
ideāli vairāk man neko vairs nevajag...es viņu vakar satiku un zini ko, mna vairs nesāp....
current mood: ideāli
current music: R.A.P - esot vienatnē
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| Friday, July 23rd, 2004
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15:37
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man ir nenormāls fiziskais un garīgais pagurums....nespēju vairs koncentrēties...
es nespēju vairs normāli parunāt...sāku jau jaukt lietas, tas ir nepiedodami....
man ir vajadzīga atpūta..ak jūs nolāpītie skolēni, cik jums viegla dzīve tagad, kad tiksiet ārā no saviem autiņiem,vai kā es varēšu smieties...bērni, mazi stulbi bērni, kas sadomājušies, ka viņi ir daudz gudrāki nekā ir, tas nenozīme, ka iemācoties pāris gudru vārdu tu esi bljin jobans ģēnijs, no sākuma izjūti to gudrumu, izjūtiet to savu ģenialitāti, savu unikālumu, tad varat sākt runāt gudri.
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| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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17:29
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Running shallow
with a year's end sound:
river rapids.
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17:23
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In Memory Of...
by C C H
I remember all the things you used to say,
the way you could wipe my tears away.
I remember all the times we shared,
and I knew you were the only person who cared.
I remember always looking up to you,
when I needed advice, I knew yours was true.
Now, when I need help, I don't know what to do;
as fate would have it, I'm living life without you.
I wonder what would have happened that one night,
if I had gone with you, would I have had to put up a fight?
The selfish thoughts and selfish fears,
every time I think of it, I cry a thousand tears.
Why did it happen that late night?
The car wreck, the shattered windows
and lastly that bright light.
When you woke up, you felt ok,
but if they'd only known,
you would still be here today.
I know it's not just me you left,
and the pain I feel I just can't confess.
Your family, your loved ones, they hurt too;
they know what its like to bury you.
And the one possession that I kept
was the ring you gave me before you left.
So I keep this ring very close to my heart,
because it's the only way I know we'll never be apart.
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| Friday, July 9th, 2004
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12:52 - testu diena
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You are going to Marry Josh Hartnett. He is really
shy, but don't let that fool you. He is really
outgoing and sweet with those he loves and will
be loyal to them for the rest of his life.
Congrats!!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
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A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..
You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:
www.life-blood.vze.com
What kind of girl are you?
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My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Jesus...kas pa sviest shitais tests 16 gadi cool
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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You have an angry soul! Angry Souls arent always
angry, but they cannot easily forgive and hold
grudges. You probably often get in fights with
your friends and family, and its difficult for
you to understand. When someone makes a
mistake, you dont let go easily and hold on to
those memories. Your very stubborn and your
rage is known to everyone. Though you never
actually mean it, you can say mean things in a
fight and go over board. Many people are
sometimes intimidated by your anger. But you
have many redeeming qualities and those are
that you are quite intelligent and smart. You
would make a good businesswoman or lawyer
because you know how to prove your point. You
cherish the ones around you, and appreciate
life, even though you can complain or throw a
tantrum now and then. The good things is, you
keep your emotions very outspoken, and are
normally a very happy person because all your
rage is let on the outside. Anger is simply a
state, but you, yourself as a person, are
great.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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You're addicted to.....
Nothing!
Your addicted to nothing at all? Well..... ok I
guess thats a good thing but come on just think
of the possibilities!
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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Weapons are not your thing. You would prefer to
pummel your opponent to death with your fists
and feet. You show a lot of Honor but some
power still eludes you. I can give you this
power, I can make you stronger, join me.
How would you Murder?
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most.
What Emotion Dominates you?
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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Your half- angel. Not exactly human, but not quite
angel, you walk on earth freely. Half-Angels
have no wings, but tend to show some signs.
Some ways to notice these are that the girl
never menstrates, she cannot bleed, and her
touch seems to give of a glow. No one really
knows how half-angels are born. Some say that
when a child is born, one of the angels blesses
her with her gifts. Others say that they are
cursed creatures, because half-angels cannot
die, while their familly and friends around
them do. Hlaf-Angels are very beautiful and
Kind, and have the power to speak to animals,
but at the same time, sad that they are this
way. Some Half-Angels love being human. Being
able to see, smell, hear, taste,and feel are
all miracles to them. They crave to be more
human-all the time.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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You are the mystery woman
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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12:45
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ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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| Thursday, July 1st, 2004
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10:07 - Test
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Your soul is WILLFUL. You are determined and a
little reckless, and you do whatever you want
to do. You have strong opinions and are not
easily swayed, and your headstrong resolve is
not easily countered. You have few regrets.
People find your refusal to go down without a
fight formidable, and they respect you for it.
You are a proud and content soul.
What Is Your Soul's Trait?
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current mood: nu tāds
current music: Whitesnake - Is this love
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| Friday, June 18th, 2004
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10:52
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| Monday, March 22nd, 2004
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16:00
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Alkahols nedod neko labu....nevienam...kaut gan, par sevi nevaru atbildēt.
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| Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
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16:48
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tas ir tik smikelīgi......man nav ko teikt... tu zini
current mood: no fear
current music: R.A.P. - Butterfly Snow Fall
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