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Thursday, March 4th, 2004
13:24
ok.. es laikam jūdzos...es gribu mācīties...i`m fucked up

current mood: i have no idea
current music: R.A.P. - Butterfly Snow Fall.

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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
17:49
Prized Object



Your Seduction Stye: "Prized Object"


The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.


You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.


The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.




You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.


You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.


Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!




You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors


Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor


You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for..



What Kind of Seducer Are You?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

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Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
16:04
Jūtos vienkārši kā ellē iekritusi....nezinu, kaut kas trūkst.... varētu būt, ka pati sev trūkstu... dienas paiet, bet tu nē.... kaut es varētu pazust uz mirkli, kaut es būtu neredzama, neaizsniedzama, kaut gan.... nezinu...

apjukums apjukums
murgs murgs
pamodos sapnī
realitāte........
nogalini mani realitāte....
atņem man dzīvi...

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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
14:30 - John McAuliffe The Weather
Is coming down around them and filling up the fields
But they are Sunday drivers, stuck in a dead end, with their heads
Buried all the while in table-sized road maps that approximate
To where they live, in what we'll call the Hall of the Present Life,
Its walls loud and impermeable as radio and its roof screwed shut
So they rarely notice the emissaries of the Hall of the Western Paradise
Who dwell among them at crossroads, off diamonds and country lanes,
Who take many guises, whose form is fluid and inconstant,
Who will receive the souls of the dying believers,
Who on their vests wear the names of those who paid for their creation,
Who carry in one hand a rope for binding, and in the other a knife for killing.

current mood: something
current music: Flaw - get up again

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14:17
tuvojas Ziemassvētki... hmmm... nezinu vai man viņus vispār gribās.... tie vairāk nebūs tādi kādi bija kādreiz.... šie būs smagi..... varētu viņus izlaist..
vismaz interesantāk moška būs.........nezinu...

kad sāka birt sniegs
bira manas asaras..
kad tu aizgāji
pazudu es...
kur man likties šobrīd...
uz to jāatbild tev...

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Saturday, December 6th, 2003
18:08
I find peace
When I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
..........

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Friday, December 5th, 2003
18:09
shitty man.....nav, ko teikt.....

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Friday, November 21st, 2003
19:31
nespēju ielūkoties tev acīs un kaut ko pateikt...
nav spēka tam vairāk.....
es vēlētos aizmigt un vairāk nepiecelties...
es vēlētos harmoniju....es vēlētos mieru....
...smieklīgi..es tik daudz ko vēlos, bet nespēju piepildīt savu lielāko vēlmi...
....es vēlos dzīvot.. bet nespēju......

mazais bērns sniedzās pēc skaistā taureņa....
viņš bija tik jauks un skaists...
mazais puisītis sniedzās, bet nespēja tam pieskārties...
tauriņš aizlidoja........
bērns nesparašanā sāka raudāt... viņš vēlējās tauriņam pieskarties......


tāda nu tā dzīve ir... viena vienīga tauriņu ceršana....
noķer vienu... varbūt tad tavi jautājumi tiks atbildēti....

current mood: lost in thought
current music: David Usher-Black Black Heart

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19:24
It`s like this journey i`ve made through my life....
what luck....
i`m lost again.......
is it so hard to find the right path.. not really...
you just gotta look for it... that`s what they tell me all the time...
look, look, look and look....
is that all i gotta do in my life???
misery lift me up again...
i`m not worthy of you....
i`m just a single soul...
...just a soul, who is lost in the great outdoor of life....
that`s all i can say....
what more?? nothing just plain old me looking for the meaning.....
... look upon the star....tell me, what do you see?

current mood: hmmm
current music: Lifehouse Simone

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19:23 - Omars Haijams
Es neredzu debesis vairs. Man acis
asarām pārāk jau pilnas.
Elles kvēle ir tikai dzirkstele maza
Pret liesmu, kas aprij mani.
Mana paradīze - viens mirklis miera.




No tā, ka es dzimis,
nav pasaulei nekāds.
es miršu, bet nemazināsies tās plašums
un spožums.
Neviens ir nekad nav pratis man pateikt,
Kam nācu es šurp un kam es aiziešu beigās.



Es nebīstos nāves. Sķiet nenovēršamais labāks
kā tas, kas man lemts no dzimšanas dienas.
Kas dzīve? Manta, kas dota pret gribu
Un kuras es atstāšu vienaldzīgi.



Cerēt uz mieru virs zemes - ārprāts.
Atdusai mūžīgai ticēt - ārprāts.
Pēc nāves tavs miegs būs it īss.
Tu atdzimsi zāles cerā,
Ko samīs kājām, vai puķē, kas novītīs saulē.



Es jautāju sevi, kas patiesi mans
un paliks no manis pēc nāves.
Mūsu dzīve ir īsa kā uguns dzirkste.
Kā liesma, ko garāmgājējs dzrīz aizmirst,
Kā pelni vējā - lūk, cilvēka dzīve.


Es neesmu prasījis dziivot.
Bez izbrīna, dusmām
Cenšos es saņemt it visu, ko dzīve man sniedz.
Un aiziešu es un nejautāšu nevienam
Par šo manu savādo gaitu virs zemes.

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Sunday, November 9th, 2003
19:05 - nja....
skatos monitoraa un censhos kaut kaa kaut kur ierubiities.....nja...laikam nesanaak.... man pazuud doma atkal...
nezinu..laikam jaakriit panikaa...nevaru izdomaat...

current mood: nja
current music: none

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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
20:10
pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

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Saturday, October 18th, 2003
20:19
shodien bija inchiiga diena... pastaigaaajos ar maati pa veikaliem .... nopirkaam sho to labu... parunaajaam par to kas jaunajam dziivoklim vajadziigs...kaut kaa viss tas likaas miilji.... vis dienu nodziivoju bez telefona... secinaajums: nevaru iztureet dienu bez telefona...nezinu kapeec bet juutos taa itkaa buutu izgjeerbta...
normaali... tagad seezhu pie PC un nesaprotu ko tiko samurgoju
:P~

current mood: baaaa

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Thursday, October 16th, 2003
16:04
pizdu man jau šitas viss.......

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Thursday, October 9th, 2003
20:51
sometimes i just wish i could disappear...
maybe just for one day
just disappear

but formost i wanna cry
cry my eyes off
i don`t know why
but i just wanna

give me one day to loose it
and i`ll be fine

current mood: klusums

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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003
22:10
cik shausmiigi suudiigi ir kad tava labaakaa draudzene ir prom

current mood: sad

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Saturday, September 6th, 2003
17:08
vājprāta pazīmes
tu sēdi un skaties, nenojaušot, ka tieši tajā brīdī tu tiki likvidēts ar sāpēm... ar visu ļauno, kas apkārt tev notiekas....
ļaujoties asarām es bēgu no sevis...no realitātes
KAs var būt sāpīgāks par realitāti???
zemapziņa... nekas vairāk kā zemapziņa
just........................
fuck this shit

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Thursday, August 28th, 2003
21:46
kur cilvēkiem rodas tāda tendence rīkoties muļķīgi...
tas ir apkaunojuši....makes me fucking sick to my stomoch....... nahuj kādam izšķaidīšu purnu...

current music: limp bizkit hold on

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Thursday, August 21st, 2003
11:58
neciešu slimības..deguns ciet
vēl vairak neciešu nelaimes.........

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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
18:19
klusa diena
nekas nenotiek
viss mierīgs
lietus lija..izlija
neko vairaak nevar teikt
mierīgi vajag visu pienjemt
baa
mans bailes
nespēju tās paciest
kaut es būtu bezbailīga....nebaidīties
nevēlos būt cilvēcīga
vēlos mieru un klusumu kā šodien
viss ko vēlos

current mood: klusums

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