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Friday, May 23rd, 2003
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09:32
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trakaa dziive, seezhu un domaaju, traki gan...bet that`s ok with me, gotta live the life i`ve chosen to live no matter what shit
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(ir ko piebilst)
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| Thursday, May 22nd, 2003
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09:58 - Bljad šitais ir labais
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Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
Hating
Things that I can't bear
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
And take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
Walking Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
Hating
Things that I can't bear
Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
And take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
I hate you
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside
I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart too
How'd it get this far
Playing games with this old heart
I've killed a million petty souls
But I couldn't kill you
I've slept so long without you
I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you made me die inside.
current music: Jay Gordon Of Orgy - Slept so long
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09:39 - =))))))
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ok. skola tūlīt beidzas, beidzot,bet tika paliek tikai exshi..bet tas po, galvenais pabeigt shuci un tītie nahuj, pazust, varbūt...hmmm, laba doma. Varētu vasarā aizbraukt uz kaut kurieni..yeah i should do that :))))
HMm, kas vēl tāds interesnats...a,jā pareizi...ir fiška, kas man ātri jānokārto, lai varētu beidzot normāli sākt dzīvot.. a tagad var rasties jatājums: KAS IR NORMĀls???
Opaa, labs jautājums, a definēt to būs grūti...pizdjets, atkla sāku pīties savās domās....FuCKK!!!!!
Oh, fuck it, nevaru izdomāt, varbūt vēlāk sevi paturpināšu, maybe, maybe not
current mood: oki doki, kind of
current music: CrazYtoWn ChAnGe
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| Tuesday, May 20th, 2003
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17:26
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Negribu neko dzirdeet!
Negribu neko redzeet!
Nefribu neko zinaat!
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Beidziet! Pietiek! Apnicis jau!
Nevelciet mani aaraa,
Pati varu!
Pati gribu!
Neesmu vairs maza, neesmu veel liela,
bet man pashai jaiemaacaas!
Pashai jaadara!
Pashai jaastrebj taa putra!
Es pati gribu labot savas kljuudas, PATI!!!!
Vai tas ir tik gruuti saprotams!
current mood: bitch of hell/?aaaaaa
current music: CrAzYtoWn ChAnGe
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(ir ko piebilst)
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| Sunday, May 18th, 2003
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11:02
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| Saturday, May 17th, 2003
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13:31 - :)(P{
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Es visu laiku cerēju, ka tu rīkosies savādāk
Un necentīsies mani apklusināt,
MAn pārāk daudz kas sakāms.
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Ja gribi būt laimīgs visu laiku,
Tad nemani to, kas tev apkārt.
Visi tev kaut ko saka,
bet, kas to, lai zin, kurš no viņiem runās jēdzīgi.
Bet, lai atzītu,
ka nesaproti,
Tur vajag briesmīgu spēku, lai dzīvotu jēdzīgi
Un vienmēr darīt to, kas jādara......
Nav iespējams necīnītie
Par mirkļiem, kas tev tiek doti!!!
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13:03
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12:53 - something
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Nespēju pretoties,
Nespēju atteikties...
Tas ir kā narkotika,
kas iesūc tevi,
paņem, savāc
Un nelaiž vaļā!
Bet, tas nav mūžīgs....
Tas pāriet
kā Sāpes,
Tās sadzīst......
Ar laiku,
Bet,ko,lai darīt, ja laika
NAV?
current mood: hmmmm
current music: Puff Daddy I`ll be miSSinG yoU
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(ir ko piebilst)
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| Friday, May 16th, 2003
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08:58 - :??////
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hmmm
labais, shodien tjipa skolaa bija jaaatbild muuzika, bet bljad suka krance pateica, ka shodien nevar vairs atbildet, bet gan tikai pirmdien, fucking hell...bljad man pat nav nekaadas idejas par to, kas man nolaapiits jaaraxta...BLJAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUCCCCKK!!!!
Kursh komponist!!! ai,, pizdu, raxtiishu par louis armstrong...pizdu vinju
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| Thursday, May 15th, 2003
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18:20 - labais :}}
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" Tikai iespēja īstenot savu sapni dara dzīvi interesantu."
" Es esmu tāds pats kā visi - es redzu pasauli tādu, kādu to vēlos redzēt, nevis tādu, kāda tā ir."
" Kur būs tava sirds, tur būs arī tavas bagātības."
current music: Staind It`s been a while
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(ir ko piebilst)
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| Thursday, May 8th, 2003
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20:00
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19:56
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19:50
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.
-Perfect-
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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18:41
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there is one good song that goes something like that:
This is my life
This is my hell
hmm, what can i say, sometimes the truth hurts the most, oh but fuck it.....hell is everywhere...blah blah blah
shitty shitty
this is my life
this is my hell
damn now i wanna watch Driven over and over again....
Oh, yeah right...almost forgot,some dude likes me,hmm who cares, don`t have really time for it..ScHooL SuX!!! AAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
Exams, eXams, i hate that shit
Need a Fucking vacation...need to rest...
Fuck
current mood: so so
current music: BT SatelliTe
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| Wednesday, May 7th, 2003
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20:36 - funeral day :(((((
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today was the funeral...and although i came their in a pretty good mood, it changed.... i started to realise that i didn`t want him to go, that i cared about him, that i actually loved him!
But one thing did bother me when i came there, why do people go to the funeral when they know they`re gonna crack and start crying??? Just like my dad, it was actually the first time i saw him cryin`, cryin` from the pain he felt loosing his dad...that made me realise that, i don`t wanna loose my dad, no matter what,no matter all the pain and suffering he caused me, my sis or my mom....
i would crack, i don`t know what would happen to me if somethin` happened to him........
I know he is sitting now at home and drinking....and i wanna just be there to help him out, but i know that if a person has lost his mom or dad, he has to go through it himself, that`s all i can say............
current mood: almost like drinking
current music: something depressing
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| Tuesday, May 6th, 2003
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09:42
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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek or more passionate embrace. super markets and work places are your favorite places to attack your loved one with all your love =p
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09:26
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again and again i try to figure out my minds clue...shit, how much does my heart has to take, how much do i have to look back what i have done in my past? Why do people always look back in the past and then punish you for beeing that and that.....jesus,i hate that in people... it`s like they are tryin to find someone else who has done somethin bad in the past and then just start to tell him stuff he wants to forget....
I know i`ve done that in the past, punishing people for their pasts, but now i`m beeing punished for that...DAmN! DamN!!!!! Wish i was Fucking dEad!!!!!!!! DEAD!!!! DEath to me....
current mood: haven`t a clue
current music: Moby Down Slow
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| Saturday, May 3rd, 2003
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19:31
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i`m crazyyyyyyyy>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>...jukusi stulba debiila,a jaa plus man ir jauna apseestiiba physical pain, aaaaaa cik labi palika, saap bet tas oki doki fine don`t care la la la la shirmis aizgaajis la la la la la hahahahahahahahah....................
current mood: crazyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
current music: none
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| Friday, May 2nd, 2003
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09:56
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jaaadzimst no jauna, jaasaak viss no jauna, jaasaak pieaugt, dziivot savaadaak..... kaut kas savaadaak jaadara, nevis dariit mulkjiibas un saapinaat citus....it iipashi draugus, taapeec jaapazuud,bet nevis uz dienu, bet uz kaadu gadu, ja tas ir iespeejams,ja protams ir atljauts......ai shit kaut kas jaaizdomaa, kaut kas jaaizdara, lai justos daudz labaak, vismaz kaut kaadaa zinjaa.......
Igot it, es uzvilkshu duumu un izdomaashu> Bet pagaidaam Bye uz kaadu laiku...
current mood: debilo kretino
current music: Moby Fireworks
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08:16
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ko lai es saku.....man praata nav, es juuku praataa, esmu tik stulba, ka neapzinaati censhos sevi pazudinaat, kaut arii apzinos to, ka neveelos pazudinaat sevi...veelos dziivot, veelos buut savaadaak nekaa esmu shobriid.......
a, shit, kaa es gribeetu pagriest laiku atpakalj uz kaadaam divaam nedeeljaam, lai paspeetu atjeegties un nedariit muljkjiibas.....
current mood: shitty
current music: it doen`t matter
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