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Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
19:26 - don`t ask
Kā viļņi
tā tu mani apbur....

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11:13 - Jāņi
labs tuss...neko vairāk nevaru pateikt
bija jautri, tikai rīts gaļimaks....pamodināja viena suka

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Sunday, June 22nd, 2003
21:17
WIND is your chinese symbol!


What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
13:10 - Šitais labs, man patīk
Death of a Poets heart
I am cast down so deep in my own sorrow,
Only my own shadow knows where to find me.
For I am hidden in a well of darkness and despair.
Hiding from my own fate, knowing it is to be alone.
I have walked down many roads paved with sadness.
But never one as long as this road seems to be.
For yesterday and today I have loved you completely.
And tomorrow I will love you still, foolishly I know.
You have filled up my head, I can think of nothing else.
You have filled up my heart, it can barely keep its rhythm.
With each painful truth my heart skips yet another beat.
And now at last with all truth spoken, my heart breaks.
Spilling out the love that I have for my beloved.
I try to hold it in, not wanting to lose my joy.
But my love pours out like a bursting dam.
Washing away every memory that we shared.
Flooding me with utter torment.
Slowly my heart dies, drowning in sorrow.
One final beat that calls my beloved's name.
Then silence, for my heart is dead.


To ir uzraxtījusi meitene vārdā Alexandra....
labais

current music: Chester Bennington System

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Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
13:31
Can you see it?

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13:31
Es sapņoju par koridoru - garu, melnu
Tajā bija trīs baltas durvis, viena pie otras
Es neatvēru nevienu.
Koridora galā bija gaisma
Gaismā bija melns kaķis
Viņš šņāca..............

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Monday, June 16th, 2003
14:09 - domraxts
cool.šodien bija viens no besīgajiem exiem vispār - domraxts...bee...besī....
tēma interesanta
"Kā apturēt upi un acumirkli...." (R.Ezera.)
hmm
diezgan labi pamurgoju...vienīgais, kas besīja, ka bija jāsēž līdz diviem un jāgaida, ka beidzot man atļaus iet.
bet vismaz palasījos labus domugraudus

Šis te man patīk

"Dzīvot ir karot pret tumsas spoku,
Kas mums sirdī un asinīs mīt."
(H.Ibsens.)

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Saturday, June 14th, 2003
21:16
SIMON
catch your breath
hit the wall
scream out loud
as you start to crawl
back in your cage
the only place
where they will
leave you alone
cause the weak will seek the weaker till they've broken them
could you get it back again
would it be the same
fulfillment to their lack of strength at your expense
left you with no defense
they tore it down

and I have felt the same
as you I've felt the same
as you I've felt the same

locked inside
the only place
where you feel sheltered
where you feel safe
you lost yourself
in your search to find
something else to hide behind
cause the fearful always preyed upon your confidence
didn't they see the consequence
they pushed you around
the arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones
breaking them till they've become
just another crown

and I have felt the same
as you I've felt the same
as you I've felt the same
as you I've felt the same

refuse to feel
anything at all
refuse to slip
refuse to fall
can't be weak
can't stand still
watch your back
cause no one will

you don't know why they had to go this far
traded your worth for these scars
for your only company
and don't believe the lies that they have told to you
not one word was true
you're alright
you're alright
you're alright

current mood: not
current music: LiFeHoUsE Simone

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Friday, June 13th, 2003
19:29
es gāju un atcerējos.....atcerējos savu misēkli...
un tagad man paliek bail....bail atkal kaut ko tādu izdarīt, ka tas mani pavilktu, ievilktu savās ķepnās..
smirdīgā ateja
atšujies pidaras vārdā laiks
LAiks!
Tu mani piekrāpi, tu meloji
TAs man par grēku
tas man par visu slikto, visu debīlo,
ko es savā stulbajā blondīņu prāta
savā blondīņu gājienos esmu izdarījusi!!!
TAs viss tik nāk un nāk
A, kur ir tā fucking taka, kas
MAn jāiet,a????
Kur????
Itkā jau viņa bija...
a tagad
viss pazudis....atkal apstājies
Apstājās....
NAv
esMu tikai es palikusi

current mood: heck knows
current music: any kind of metal

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Wednesday, June 11th, 2003
21:13 - =P
Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the
Fear take the wheel and steer.
It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal.
But lately I am beginning to find that
I should be the one behind the wheel.


Tieši tā

current mood: moody
current music: SiLeNcE mUsT bE hEaRd

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21:13 - U2 With Or WiThOuT YoU
See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you

Nezinu kā citiem, bet šī dziesma rules

current mood: moody
current music: MoBy SuNsPoT

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Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
20:47 - that`s me
You see the would in Red, Green, and Blue
Red/Green/Blue:
To you, the world is logical. Everything happens
for a reason, life is scientific. You like to
find solutions. I doubt you needed to take this
quiz in order to realize this.

Made by
Sara



What color do you see the world in?
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current mood: la la la
current music: Act A FooL

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14:59
i`m sitting and thinking really how lucky i am....

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Sunday, June 8th, 2003
06:08
well, did you????
don`t
don`t say a shit
just the truth
don`t lie
it won`t help
it will hurt more
the lie
LIE?
Fuck you
Don`t say
don`t even open your mouth
Zip it
blah blah blah
is that all you can say???
not really
but still shut up

current music: Ludacris AcT a FoOL

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Friday, June 6th, 2003
15:01
am, taksh, laikam beidzot kaut kas jāieraxta....hmmmm
a, jā pareizi
ārā smuka diena, varētu kaut kur aizbraukt
žēl, bet have no money.........
sunny sunny day
my mind is broken
ok maybe that was a stupid frase...not broken, i`d say tiered, i`m like sitting and am sleeping or something
oh hell i`m going to bed

current mood: am

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Monday, June 2nd, 2003
00:24 - you know who you are
Viņš zina, ko grib, un atturas sniegt paskaidrojumus.

current music: none

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Wednesday, May 28th, 2003
21:58
ok tell me what did i do again, what the hell...FUCK!!!
I was just getting the conrol of my life, got over all the shit i`ve done in the past, cryed all the teras i had,well not entirely,but still.GOd damned!!!!
It`s fucked up...man

current mood: stunned
current music: SiLvErChAiR StEaM wiLL RiSe (in my head)

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Monday, May 26th, 2003
20:38 - Juura =}}}
shodien bija forsha diena, nenjemot veeraa tos exshus,kas bija no riita.
Shodien ar exit aizbraucaam uz dzintariem.
SUPER! FUn, fun fun
cerinji, juura, smiltis un atkal juura....peace and quite.. parunaajaam labi
Unikaala diena, bez probleemaam, bez krenjkjiem bez nekaa...
tikai juura, uudens, dazhas stulbas kaijas, bet fuck it... vienkaarshi reaala diena...

Juura, saule, miers
Dziivo un domaa
Atmosties
Paardomaa
Saproti, apjeedz.....
Dziive ir kaa juura
Zilgan zalja un plasha....
Taa nebeidzas,
Taa tikai saakas
Un turpinaas
Gan shajaa saulee
gan aizsaulee...
Plashaa juura.....

current mood: happy
current music: Moby Flower

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Sunday, May 25th, 2003
05:36 - atradu dažus savus vecos dzejoļus =}
Tur augšā
apburtajā pasaulē
es iekšā netieku...
Bet netaisīšu jau skandālu,
jo zinu, ka mana dvēsele ir mierīga..
Ceļš ir garš, bet ar pacietību
Es nokļūšu tur.

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current mood: like DuH
current music: P.O.D Satellite

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05:31 - blah blah blah
"Cilvēks ir kā saule, jo spožāk mirdz, jo vairāk siltumu izstaro."

current mood: like DuH
current music: Busta Rhymes Break ya neck

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