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| Thursday, January 7th, 2010 | | 1:57 am |
| | Wednesday, January 6th, 2010 | | 1:40 am |
Srsly?
I am seriously considering changing myusername to "fugazi." LOL.Or something related to Twin Peaks.THE OWLS ARE NOT WHAT THEY SEEM.Indeed,----------------------------------------------------------------------------Through the dark of futures past, magicians long to see...one chance out between two worlds--fire, walk with me. | | Sunday, January 3rd, 2010 | | 6:26 pm |
AHAHA - I LOVE DAVID!!
Might I just say that Mulder is wearing Scully's shoes? And that I think I love Twin Peaks?ps. Leave for school tomorrow. Might be MIA for a few days. | | Saturday, January 2nd, 2010 | | 5:13 pm |
Summer's come and gone...but we're still singing songs
That's from my dear friend, Aden. I thought it would sumthispost up rather appropriately.I'm going to try to update more often. I used to update so religiously; even when my life was toocrazy and toobusy. Now, as I take the next step of my life, I am sure that I will begin to have less and less time, as other more pressing priorities make themselves known to me. That being said, I still want to make updating this journal a priority. It's important to me to get all my thoughts down on paper; to better understand my feelings and try to put words to my emotions. I've never been a very articulate person, and I believe that this process helps me with that in some small way.I look back at the last chapter of my life now; one whose last sentence and final, phantom punctuation mark draw nearer and nearer. It is an interesting thing; life, the paths that we choose to walk...the paths that are chosen for us. We ashumans are truly unique creatures. I often battle with my own beliefs; in that, while I believe that people are just glorified, ignorant animals, I do believe that we have something within us that sets us apart. We choose, we question, we explore. And I guess, in the end, that makes us worthy of life.I haven't realized just how much of a lifeless journey this past year has been. I let myanxieties consume meduring most of my senior year;let theapprehension of change and new things make me weary and afraid. This summer has been a mad-dash to squeezeevery last drop out of life, and now I'm realizing just how much I limited myselfduring my teen years. Iwas always sofearful about putting myself out there, and I'm finding out now that...even though I don't always feel great about myself, I amgrowing into a fine young woman. And I'm proud of that. I'm proud of my accomplishments. I'm proud of the distances I've traveled. I can take comfort in that, even when all else fails.I've been so disconnected; shutting down because of my reluctance to face something new, challenging and, at times, frightening. But I know I can do this. My whole life has been a training session for this very event; a rehearsal for opening night. I want to do this. I'm scared to, but I want to do this. And I know that I can. Even though I doubt myself so often, deep down I truly believe that I have the fortitude to make it through all of this.The shadowed, still-starry sky...the early morning; that calming, easy and always-pleasant time of my life has ended, and I am left with the breaking dawn, the sun rising and therefore exposing the true nature of things for the first time to my eyes; stealing small pieces of my innonence, my passion, my idealism. But I'm not backing down. I can't back down; not when I've made it this far. I can't give up. I've come too far to falter now.I have a lot of exciting things ahead of me. I hope thatI have the strength....I know that I have the strength. | | Friday, January 1st, 2010 | | 3:05 pm |
My new crush *sigh*
I have fallen in love with Jake 2.0a.k.a. Christopher Gorham.ISN'T HE SO CUTE!? | | Saturday, January 31st, 2009 | | 1:54 pm |
Ohhh godddd, Happy Birthday David Duchovny
From yendrie's picspam post, the most recent pic of him from the London IWTB premiere. You tell me he has not fallen into a graceful aging:My favorites as a segue:Ohh goddd, how I love this photo:Mulder's sexiness in "The Unnatural" (I do believe he is quite at the prime of his hotness right there; though it is at contest with S3 Mulder and the "cuteness" of S1 Mulder)HAHA, I almost forgot Hank's dog:CAT STEVENS!!!!!YUM YUM YUM YUM YUMAND *CUE FANFARE* THE BEST SO FAR!!! The most recent premiere (London) pic of the birthday boy himself, the gracefully aging (and yummy as ever) David Duchovny: | | 2:02 am |
*LICK* OKKKAY, I hate going back to Syzygy (because it makes the shipper in me some kind of RABID angry) but where Mulder leans in and smells Scully? OMG...if I were her I would've just leaned in and been like *LICK*Side note:I love his 5 o'clock shadow. YUM. And that bottom lip of his...*nibble*Oh...sorry! Where were we?Ah, my point!"MULDER, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?"C'mon Scully, just lean in and tell him how you *REALLY* feel. DAMN MASTERS OF DENIAL!Now this: http://shippers.fredfarm.com/fanfic/stories5/suzugos.txtis how it should've gone. Well, minus the anal kink. I'm not into that shit.THAT CAUGHT YOUR ATTENTION, NOW DIDN'T IT? | | Thursday, January 29th, 2009 | | 10:10 pm |
Series 'O Sadness
AHHHH DAVID!(AND HERE'S A CUT MISS TASHA! I TOLD YOU I'VE BEEN USING CUTS!)NO MAKING FUN! HE IS BEAUUUUTIFUL. | | Wednesday, January 28th, 2009 | | 7:49 pm |
How stupid are you?
My mother thinks it's a great idea to tell EVERYONE the story about my sister. After I've told her 1000x not to, after I've asked her A HUNDRED GODDAMNED times today NOT TO TELL IT, she is.WTF.It's not embarrassing enough for us? You have to tell everyone else about it? It embarrasses me that all of that shit happened! And now all these people are going to know our business?FUCK.Who does that!? | | Monday, January 26th, 2009 | | 2:30 pm |
| | Saturday, January 24th, 2009 | | 8:44 am |
The faux-intellectual strikes again...
Now why can't I be one of those amazing people that has some sort of artistic talent (beyond doodling stick figures, that is?) Or one of those people who are the *true* hermits, the true bohemians and true artists. I feel like I'm the faux-intellectual starving to be a real intellectual (please, no Pinocchio jokes). I feel like no matter where I am...I never really fit in.I've made a home for myself here, with all of you...in a place where I don't have to be brave and show my face, my pain and my vulnerability to people. In a place where I can be whoever I want to be yet still hold myself back. Do you think that's a complex, or something?I just want to get so far away from here. And that restlessness is probably natural but I just feel like...I'm never going to find home. I'm never going to feel like I'm home or like I belong. I wish I knew how to learn to drop all my hang-ups and just find a place to belong. | | Friday, January 23rd, 2009 | | 6:41 am |
AHAHA!
(Lori and Amanda are blown up by evil-baddies!)Kyle: No, what will I do!? Life's not worth living anymore!Foss: (arrives on scene) I'll help you, Mulder..I mean, Kyle.Kyle: You will?Foss: Run away with me and we'll be happy hiding from the government and other such evil secret societies!Kyle: Yay! (is swept up into Foss's arms and carried away)And they lived happily ever after hiding in some town in Russia.The end.Courtesy ofsorakachanand our KXY ramblings ;p | | Thursday, January 22nd, 2009 | | 2:42 am |
If I had a million dollars... *sigh* I had forgotten how much I love this song (and BNL):If I had $1000000 (If I had $1000000) I'd buy you a house (I would buy you a house) If I had $1000000 (If I had $1000000) I'd buy you furniture for your house (Maybe a nice chesterfield or an ottoman) If I had $1000000 (If I had $1000000) I'd buy you a K-Car (a nice Reliant automobile) If I had $1000000 I'd buy your love. If I had $1000000 I'd build a tree fort in our yard If I had $1000000 You could help, it wouldn't be that hard If I had $1000000 Maybe we could put a refrigerator in there Wouldn't that be fabulous?If I had $1000000 (If I had $1000000) I'd buy you a fur coat (but not a real fur coat that's cruel) If I had $1000000 (If I had $1000000) I'd buy you an exotic pet (Like a llama or an emu) If I had $1000000 (if I had $1000000) I'd buy you John Merrick's remains (All them crazy elephant bones) If I had $1000000 I'd buy your love. If I had $1000000 We wouldn't have to walk to the store If I had $1000000 We'd take a limousine 'cause it costs more. If I had $1000000Alt. G/H Version: (MY personal favorite part)Steve: We wouldn't have to eat Kraft Dinner Steve: But we would eat Kraft Dinner.Ed: Of course we would, we'd just eat moreEd: And buy really expensive ketchups with itSteve: That's right, all the fanciest ket-dijon ketchupEd: MmmSteve: Mmm(We'd actually make the treefort from the first chorus out of it. Mmm.) If I had $1000000 (If I had $1000000) I'd buy you a green dress (but not a real green dress, that's cruel) If I had $1000000 (If I had $1000000) I'd buy you some art (a Picasso or a Garfunkel) If I had $1000000 (If I had $1000000) Well, I'd buy you a monkey (haven't you always wanted a monkey?) If I had $1000000, If I had $1000000 If I had $1000000, If I had $1000000 I'd be rich. I have this completely crazy (and completely unnatural) crush on Ed Roberston from BNL. I think it first started (well, I always ogle him when the band does commentary for I Love the 90's and such on VH1) but the live performance of their cover of Cockburn's "Lovers In A Dangerous Time". Or maybe when I saw him to his "Bathroom Sessions" and laugh through entire songs...hmmm, who knows.So a little fun for y'all http://gallery.tourphotographer.com/p/saskatoon_02_10_2007/20070210_bnl_saskatoon_sm_647528Ed would be the one on the ground XD don' even ask. http://gallery.tourphotographer.com/p/saskatoon_02_10_2007/20070210_bnl_saskatoon_sm_602615On the left, with the funny expression on his face Is my hair thinning? http://gallery.tourphotographer.com/p/regina_02_12_2007/20070212_bnl_regina_sm_259415Laughing with his hand in the air. http://gallery.tourphotographer.com/p/regina_02_12_2007/20070212_bnl_regina_sm_271120Damn, now I wish I would've been there. This looks hilarious! http://gallery.tourphotographer.com/p/regina_02_12_2007/20070212_bnl_regina_sm_732026On the right. | | Wednesday, January 21st, 2009 | | 12:37 am |
You better be planning somethin' REAL good, mister
WAA >_< Nick, why can't you pick a show that DOESN'T get booted?ps. *hums to tune of some fast paced song..like the racing one?*PURPLE SHIRT!!!PURPLE SHIRT!!!!!!!PURPLE SHIRT!!!!!!GERARD BUTLER!!!PURPLE-SHIRT(ED SEX)PURPLE SHIRT!!!!! (CLOSE UP) | | Monday, January 19th, 2009 | | 9:59 pm |
PAHAHA - This is why we <3 Snape
AAAHHHHHAAAA! Oh Alan, Rickman.(ps. YOU SEE MY ICON!? YOU SEE TEH PRETTY?!) | | Sunday, January 18th, 2009 | | 6:46 pm |
David Duchovny made #6 David Duchovny was #6 on "Hottest Summer Stars" or something like that...capping the hottest film stars in flicks this summer. I'll upload the video later (psssh, like I could pass up recording that shit).It was nice to see him on there (and among some really pretty people too. He's still got it!)Mmm, damn. I cannot wait for XF2...just to see him. YUM.Between him and Neal...hell, a girl could just burn right up. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6exm2Hi28XwPAHAHA!Teenage girl, skippingdown the road with three dudes. I'll have to sleep with my hands between my legs!And, just for good measure:*LICKS ALL OVER* Oh yeah, I went there. | | Saturday, January 17th, 2009 | | 3:24 pm |
X-Files : Part Deux
Some Ratboy love, since I missed him in the last post: BE WARNED -- THIS ISKRYCEK-CENTRIC (with some other bits mixed in)Man, do I love that jacket on him. YUM.yummy Popped yummy collar yummy, hey look at that...(yum)MULDER, HOW DID YOU GET IN HERE?(YUM ANYWAY)SCULLY...decontamination shower scene...how did that get in here?(Oh yeah, definitely not gazing there. Not at all. Totally not eyeing him like a HAWK.)Just like he's TOTALLY not looking at her. (Although this looks like it's mixed with I screwed up, didn't I?)OH RIGHT, BACK TO KRYCEK...BEWARE, THIS IS HERE FOR A REASON:He's like "Meh..."D'aww, Krycek loves his Marita (whether he wants to admit it or not is another story)*PANT* | | Friday, January 16th, 2009 | | 1:04 pm |
The beauty of Mulder--(w/ "Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead") And you talk about morality!Watching "Ghost in the Machine". Forgot how much I loved the science vs. use of science conversation between those two. Mulder's such a hot dork.Hah! LOOK AT THAT TIE!And Blu Mankuma -- <3Hah! So David XDNO. DAMN. COMMENT. *stares*Okay, don't you seriously just want to bite that bottom lip? GUH. And I <3 his lil mole.MULDER IS NOT AMUSED! (Or as Chandler would say, is not "amused-bouche".)You can see his eyes from like a MILE away. Gorgeous.Masochistic Mulder :((Hah, random MMM reference, Lauren will understand - MOROSE MASOCHISTIC MULDER!)GAZE!alertThat is one fly guy right there.Tell me that isn't begging to be iconized.Damn it Scully. I told you to stay away ;pOh godddd, I love that smile.*LICK*Ooh, he makes that awful tie look soooo good. Oh, how I <3 his ever-persistent five o' clock shadow.Mulder, put in the disk.This, to me, is a huge step for her. She has to go against authority YET AGAIN and make a *serious* choice for Mulder.What a DAVID face, eh?*SUPERLICK*For some humor: http://www.chrisnu.com/scullyhair/index.html*sigh* Lucky Gilly gets to look better with age *grrs*ps. I got some Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead icons from bad_mushroomTasha'll just love that. (We have GOT to get that on DVD, Tash!) | | Thursday, January 15th, 2009 | | 8:18 am |
*sigh*
So innocent lil me thought she was going to get to go shopping today. Instead I spent from 8 am to 6 pm straight cleaning out my grandmother's house(the one who passed away at the end of March). We got some great stuff from her though...we made a lot of progress. I think she'd be happy about it. Plus I gotagroovy old film camera from the 60s. I'm going to have to learn how to use it and find film for it and everything. I'm way excited. I've always wanted a vintage camera, even if it is a pain in the ass.My mother is pulling out my ponytail behind me as I'm writing and grabbing my bra straps with these "grabbers" used for canned goods.NOW YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. She has too much fun with some of the stuff we got from my grandmother.Anyway, I'm writing a roundrobin with my buddy odakota_roseand getting ready to settle down for the night (just got home a few minutes ago). Leave me some love? |
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