what if im poisonous?
nothing i like breaks, mostly nothing i love dies, but i do get this feeling of leaving some dirty, vicious trace inside of everything i touch.
what i have gathered from my last 24 hours of existence is i cant do this. it gives me no joy. i cant hurt and tease whatever is around me, for that only destroys me.
but i am afraid i may have destroyed myself already.
lost and scared to never be found.