as i dream about movies they won't make of me when i'm dead - November 3rd, 2008

bet nejēdzīga *šeit ievietot rupju vārdu pēc paša izvēles* piecos no rīta vēl galīgi nav pats stulbākais.

pats stulbākais ir ievērt zeltnesi (es šeit saredzu ironiju) skapītī, tā ka viss nags zils.

pēdējā laikā masveidā sevi nejauši traumēju. uzmetu visko uz kājām, iecērtu pirkstus, klūpu...

un ja nevar nejauši, tad jauši. tā kā tāda.

man bērni ir terapijas vietā. stunda bērnu centrā un es jau jūtos labāk.

nogurums.

bet visas sadarītās muļķības liekas tik senas, tik senas.

10 minūšu saruna ar ailavjū, un visa pasaule ir smiekli. kā gan es bez viņas. vispār. varētu.

you were looking good from far.. now you're far from looking good.

there's too much blood in my caffeine system.

deep down I'm a very shallow person.

if a stranger offers you a piece of candy, take two.

before you insult somebody you should walk a mile in their shoes. that way when you insult them you'll be a mile away and have their shoes!

every one has a list of problems and issues. But I am #1 on everyone's list.

get plenty of sleep. Be kind to your mind. You'll miss it when it's gone.

join the Army, meet interesting people, kill them.

sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver."

I feel so miserable without you, it's almost like having you here.

es to teicu deviņu gadu vecumā. teicu trīspadsmit. teicu sešpadsmit. vienmēr pēc tam cītīgi izsvītrodama un izdedzinādama. bet es laikam esmu sasniegusi sāpju slieksni.

es dzīvoju pasaulē, kur nedrīkst smēķēt un dzert kokakolu. hmm. tikpat labi varētu būt beikta.